I slept lightly that night, but my tired soul struggled in the gray-toned dream. It was not until the morning sun shone through the window on my face that I woke up exhausted.

I sat on the bed for a long time, and suddenly I remembered that I no longer had to go to the company today, so I lay down again, not wanting to get up or fall asleep again.

It was almost noon that I left the bed. After washing up briefly, I immediately opened 58.com and announced the house rental information on it. My current plan is to sublease the house first, then pay off the money I owe Micai, and finally leave Suzhou.

After posting the rental information of the house, I went to the snack bar downstairs to eat a bowl of water and I got my breakfast and lunch, and then my life fell into a boring state.

I sat in the closed room for a long time, and finally couldn't bear it. I left the cage-like room with the guitar. I came to the moat again. I wanted to sing a few songs for myself in front of the blue sky, white clouds, and clear water to comfort my tired soul and wait for dusk.

I sang one after another, making myself sad and happy for a while. Finally, I placed the guitar aside, lay on the lawn, and once again, facing the sunlight that was illuminated by the obliquely, watching the sky floating by the white clouds in a daze.

I naively thought that the city in the sky would be hidden behind the white clouds, so I looked and waited, but until the sunlight became soft and the wind at dusk blows, I didn't see the crystal clear city. I was even more lost. This loss contained the heaviness of reality and the shattering of fantasy, so it hurt even more!

It took me a long time to sit up from the lawn, lit a cigarette, and then sat quietly in the dusk, not to wait for dawn, because in this city, I will never have dawn again.

The wind blows colder and colder with the setting sun, and it makes me sober, and I can't help but recall everything that happened in this city. It's like a sharp blade pulling countless deep and shallow wounds on my body, and I can only watch these wounds dripping blood downwards... Now the blood is about to drip. In order to survive, I can only escape from this city and return to a city where there is no love but family affection. Perhaps with the warmth of family affection, the wounds will slowly heal.

The phone, which had been calm for a day, finally rang again. I knew it was Le Yao who called because we made an appointment to go to Alin Hotel to eat bamboo chicken tonight.

When the phone was connected, Le Yao said to me with relief: "My drama has been finished today, Zhaoyang, where will we meet?"

"Just go directly to Alin Hotel."

Le Yao thought for a while and said, "I'll go to where you live, and then let's go there together."

"Why are you doing so much trouble? Just go there directly, and I no longer live in my original place."

Le Yao's tone was a little surprised and said, "When did you move out?"

"Just these few days." After a while of silence, I finally gritted my teeth and said to Le Yao: "I have something to tell you... I resigned yesterday and will go back to Xuzhou in a few days."

Le Yao didn't react for a while, and was stunned for a long time before asking excitedly: "Why did you resign? Last time you said you had a chance to be promoted!"

I said to Le Yao apologetically: "It's my personal problem. Let's talk about these things after meeting them."

Le Yao's mood was obviously depressed, and she was silent for a long time before she said to me: "Okay, then let's meet directly at Alin Hotel."

I responded, and then hung up the phone and Le Yao, looked at the river surface that was already covered with light and shadow, and walked towards the river bank with a box with a guitar.

...

When I was calling to Alin Hotel, Le Yao had arrived before me. She stood at the door of the hotel waiting for me.

The autumn wind at night was blowing along the streets, Le Yao's hands were inserted into her shirt pocket, and the white scarf between her neck was fluttering in the wind, which made her look even thinner. This powerless thinness made me feel a lot of guilt in my heart.

I walked lightly to Le Yao, and she looked at me with complicated eyes. I knew that she had complaints about my sudden resignation. I clearly remember that when we met last time, we agreed to work hard to be a master of life together, but I became more and more deteriorated, and became a slave to life...

I didn't want the atmosphere to be too dull, so I forced myself to smile and said, "Let's go, go in and have a meal."

"Can I say I'm full of anger?" Le Yao said to me with a straight face.

Le Yao's words made me feel depressed, but I still smiled. While pulling her into the restaurant, I said, "Don't humiliate your reputation as a foodie when you are angry! Besides, are you willing to see me eating alone like a villain? It's too unfair to do this... So don't punish yourself with my mistakes, right?"

While I was talking, I had already dragged Le Yao into the hotel, but Le Yao was still in a low mood. I took the menu from the waiter and ordered the order alone.

After a while, the dishes ordered were served and I poured myself a glass of white wine, but Leyao did not drink some white wine with me as she had promised. She just asked for a glass of hot white water, and didn't even ask for a drink like juice.

I picked up the not-so-big glass and drank it all, smacked my lips and sighed that the white wine was delicious, but Leyao never said a word, which made me even more frightened.

I picked a chicken nugget from the bamboo tube and put it into Le Yao's bowl, and smiled and said, "Try it and see if his chef's skills have improved."

"I'm so angry!" Le Yao picked up the chicken in the bowl and threw it into my bowl with anger.

"Then you can't drink all boiled water. If you drink too much, your beautiful little face will definitely be swollen when you wake up tomorrow, and it will not affect your show tomorrow."

Le Yao ignored my joke and asked me with a serious and serious expression: "Tell me why do you want to resign?"

I poured myself a glass of white wine and drank it in one sip. I felt the high-intensity wine rolling in my belly. I had no choice but to say to Le Yao: "Life is full of choices, which is a cruel choice for me. I don't want to, but I have to do it. Don't go to the bottom of it. It's not easy for me to resign..." As I said that, I changed my smile and said: "I'm leaving Suzhou soon, and I have fewer opportunities to meet in the future, so let's not let the atmosphere be so heavy. Isn't it good to eat happily and drink happily?"

Le Yao looked at me, and her expression gradually calmed down. She said helplessly: "Zhaoyang, you reminded me of a song by Shao Yibei, "Mr. Negative."

"Who is Shao Yibei?"

"Don't pretend. Last time we went to the Shenzhen Music Festival with Robben and listened to her special show. Did you forget so quickly?"

I smiled with a shy face, "I just like to pretend!"

"Bastard!" Le Yao cursed with laughter and cry, then picked up the chicken nugget I had originally picked up for her from my bowl, and then started eating.

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First of all, I wish my friend and book fan Dami a happy son~ I remember when he saw his best girlfriend last year, he didn’t have a girlfriend yet, so he was very efficient!

Regarding the hidden things in the previous book, I would like to give some tips, which are about Chen Qingyi and Anqi.

Finally, the first official group of "My 26-year-old female tenant" was opened. There were only 500 people in the shortest position. It was also a group I built myself. Those who like this book can enter, and girls will have it.

Everyone joins the group to modify their business cards, and this time they use mobile phone stations and computer stations as prefixes.

For example, if you call it Dami, you are used to reading books on a computer, so you call it a computer station - Dami. Please follow this. If you are not easy to change, please help the administrator.

Look at the number of friends on the computer station or the number of friends on the mobile station.

Group number: 375776923
Chapter completed!