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Chapter 636: The place to wash the soul

I didn't expect that the woman in red needs me to persuade Mi Cai to stay in the mall and continue to rise and fall. No wonder Mi Cai would refuse, because this goes against our idea, but if Mi Cai still makes a comeback, I will not stop her. She is completely free here.

I sincerely said to the woman in red: "Returning to Xuzhou to live is a consensus and I hope it is, so I will not persuade her, and of course I will not stop her from accepting your proposal. You really have to do this yourself."

The woman in red looked at me with contempt and said, "Zhaoyang, you don't have the blood of a man, nor do you have the accomplice of a man!"

"What can I do after I avenge my grudges? Isn't I going to return to life in the end? ...For me now, pursuing ordinary things is a kind of return to nature after seeing through it. The so-called avenging my grudges will only make people lose their direction and become a person who always lives in resentment. This is very unhappy, not even free..."

Mi Cai nodded and said, "I agree with this. Mr. An, like Zhaoyang, I really have no nostalgia for the mall. I just want to live every detail of my life down-to-earth. Sometimes, simple food may not be really unpleasant to my appetite..."

We didn't treat this conversation as a joke, so the woman in red fell into silence thoughtfully... In her silence, we came to the restaurant that specialized in Subang cuisine, standing side by side, but because the light spreads in different directions, our figures were also separated from the left and right. Mi Cai and I went to the left, and the woman in red looked lonely alone. She looked very lonely. Her loneliness originated from the love, hate, and hatred in my heart that I could feel.

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After entering the hotel, we did not book a private room, but chose a relatively quiet corner. Mi Cai and I sat together, the woman in red was alone, looking lonely, and her eyes were always on a family of three not far away...

Mi Cai and I were discussing what to eat. She finally said to me and Mi Cai after being silent for a long time: "You can have some bar with me tonight... Maybe in this way, I can tell you some of my thoughts!"

Micai nodded, then called the waiter and asked for a bottle of liquor. The liquor is the best liquor with Subang cuisine, because its stimulation can control the sweetness of Subang cuisine, and the sweetness of Subang cuisine can dilute the spicyness of the liquor...

Before the wine came up, the woman in red had already entered a state of indulgence. She took out a pack of ladies' cigarettes from her handbag, took out one, and lit it between her slender fingers... It was the first time that Mi Cai and I saw her smoking. We looked at each other unexpectedly, and then looked at her again. Her smoking posture was beautiful, but what we spit out from her mouth was endless melancholy and pain...

However, this is a civilian restaurant, and even more than one woman smoking, she didn't mind, she made the surroundings full of smoke...

I had a natural sensitivity to the smell of tobacco, and my thoughts couldn't help but spread with the smoke. I seemed to see the unpredictable situation in people's hearts again, and then I thought of Yan Yan. She should still be kept in the dark by Fang Yuan and was also the biggest victim of the entire incident...

However, I knew the truth between Fang Yuan and Mi Lan, but I didn't dare to remind her... She was pregnant, how could her emotions withstand such an impact? Her emotions would directly affect the children in her belly... But if I didn't remind her, I could only watch Fang Yuan weave lies again and push her into the abyss step by step...

This man who puts human nature among the white clouds and cuckoos once again threw the problem to me... At this moment, I even hope that he would hide it so that Yan Yan could give birth to this child successfully. After all, the child's life is innocent, and he must not bear the collapse of his parents' relationship!

As I was thinking, Mi Cai had poured wine into my cups and the woman in red, and said to me: "Zhaoyang, please accompany Mr. An to drink some bar... Don't drink too much, just click it until you order!"

As soon as Mi Cai finished speaking, the woman in red had already raised her head and drank the white wine in the transparent cup. She let out a heavy breath. She was so drunk that she soon blushed on her face... The tears falling from her eyes made it clearer and crystal clear! This crystal clear but mixed with pain and pain, and it was not as crystal clear as it was on the surface!

The woman in red finally said to me and Mi Cai: "I once loved a man, and I was poisoned... We had a promise of marriage. I once felt that my life was complete, and I went to France with full expectations to go to France to get the procedures to marry him... But when we met again, it was at his wedding with another woman... He would rather kill me with his own hands than do this...!"

I heard extreme resentment and depression in her words, so I was silent for a long time before asking her: "What did you do later?"

The woman in red had an extremely complicated expression: "He said responsibility was greater than that, so well, I would turn him into a man who could not bear any responsibility... I merged his company, made him have nothing, let him let down those employees who gave him high hopes, and made him notorious in the entire business district..."

I exchanged a look with Mi Cai, and I had already roughly understood who the man she was talking about... I didn't expect that she and that man had such a past!! At first, I only thought that the man was the legal husband of a well-known female anchor. Later, I divorced and was a newly promoted young entrepreneur in recent years. I suddenly fell from the business world... I was shocked by the inside story that the woman in red told herself.

The woman in red seemed to have relieved her resentment and said, "Everything he has worked hard to destroy in my world without any effort...what is he?...Is he a godfather of entrepreneurship? Haha...a little businessman who is not a good deal!!"

I know what she is saying is the truth, but she has indeed lost her composure due to the stimulation of alcohol and the intense resentment accumulated in her heart...

She really lost her composure. She picked up the wine glass and drank it again and again. Her tears couldn't stop falling, as if every tear was the grievance and pain of being torn over the years!

I also finished drinking the wine in the glass and said to her with heavy weight: "He doesn't count anything, but he is the man you love... Mr. An, you have done so much with deliberateness, but are you really happy?"

"Of course I'm not happy...so I once hoped that he was less happy than me, but when I saw him even more unhappy, I felt like I was approaching collapse again and again!... This feeling made me panic, confused, and overwhelmed...How could I be so ridiculous?"

"You are not absurd, you just choose the wrong way at the fork in your heart... Your wisdom and hatred have become your lingering demon... Mr. An, why don't you want your soul to be baptized and accept that man?... You are destined to be his woman, otherwise you will not be alone after so many years!"

The woman in red fell into silence. She seemed to be recalling all the things she had done over the years... The pain was written on her face again! But she murmured: "I love him, want to be his woman, live for him, die for him... I don't want much, as long as he gives me a dignified wife... But this year, I played him in the mall with applause, and even used disgraceful means... I feel dirty!... Just like you said, what can I do after revenge? I will return to life in the end... But can I go back? ...Faced with his confession, I am also full of repentance, and I dare not expose everything I have done deliberately to him. I seem to be so wrong that I can't turn back!!"

I advised again: "Mr. An, you are very wrong. Just like you forgive his mistakes, he will definitely forgive you... Because he may love you more than you love him!! Just wait for you to untie your knot and give him a chance... Don't suffocate each other in a river of pain because of mutual suspicion, you suffocate each other and sink each other... It's really time to go ashore, Mr. An!"

After my words, the woman in red lost her mind for a long time and finally said to me and Mi Cai: "Your choice today has touched me a lot... It's time for me to go back to where he lives to deal with some things... After that..."

The woman in red did not say what happened immediately. After making a careful decision, she drank half a glass of wine, she said: "After that, I will choose a way to minimize the damage and tell him what I have done... After that, I should go to a place that can cleanse my soul and repent... Repent for myself and for him!"

Mi Cai nodded and said, "When I was fond of photography, I once walked around the country and cleansed my soul. It must be Tibet. Go to the Sakya Temple there. It is a very special temple. Maybe you will have a lot of new gains!"

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This night, Mi Cai and I chatted with the woman in red for a long time. Her experience gave us a deeper understanding of life and made a choice to return to Xuzhou without regrets, because people have a deadline to live. During this deadline, we should do what makes us feel the happiest, and whether material things are the most important is actually only derived from inner choices!

After Mi Cai and I took the woman in red to the hotel, we walked all the way to the old house. When she was tired, I carried her on my back... The whole night was relaxed and gentle for us who let go of everything, until we saw the black Mercedes-Benz sedan parked at the entrance of the community and Mi Zhongde standing by the car... The night became deeper again.

He was not far or near, looking at Mi Cai looking for a sense of security on my back!! He actually found this place!! What's the matter??

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Today's chapter can be regarded as fulfilling one of my promises, which is an extra for the heroine of the previous book...
Chapter completed!
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