I wiped my face, sat up from the bed, looked at Robben and asked, "Is there anything wrong with my brain?"

"Zhaoyang."

I breathed a sigh of relief and asked again, "Why don't you say anything when you wake up?"

Robben did not answer, but sat up from the bed. Before he could call the nurse, he reached out and pulled out the needle inserted into his arm, touched his head, and walked towards the bathroom. What he left was a confused back.

Judging from his relatively awake state, I judged that he might have been awake for a while, but it is unknown whether he heard Mi Cai and I talk about Wei Manwen.

After a while, Robben walked out of the bathroom, picked up the cigarette I placed on the cabinet, and prepared to light it. I held him down and said, "Stop smoking, I'll call the doctor to come and take a look."

Robben pushed me away with his uninjured right arm, lit a cigarette, took a sip and said, "Don't shout for now, I'll ask you if you have something to do."

"Ask."

"Did you call Manwen?"

As soon as he spoke, it was a problem that made me feel embarrassed but could not hide it. He had a car accident. It was reasonable that I could not not call Wei Manwen. Then he nodded and said, "I called."

"When will she come back?"

I hesitated for a long time and finally said, "Robben, listen to me..."

"You just say it right now. What else can I not bear if I live until now?"

I also thought Robben was a man, so he bit him and finally said, "Teacher Wei will not come back after staying in that small mountain village... In fact, she had already quit her job before she left!"

Robben's hand holding cigarette began to tremble, and two lines of tears just hung on his face, then hugged his head and cried... She cried like an idiot, and also like a child!

As he whimpered in pain, I remembered again the situation when Jian Wei talked about the breakup. The pain could tear people apart. I will never forget how I sat in the corner without light and cried with my head... Although I also said that I could bear everything, it was just a pretending in front of people. I was even more afraid that one person's unreasonable trouble would turn into a torment for two people, so I dared to pretend to be brave and throw the pain of breakup to my not-too-magnanimous heart, endure it alone, and endure it alone!

I smoked out the cigarette butt that was almost burning to the end from Robben's fingers, and then put it out, and threw it into the trash can without saying anything to comfort him, just listening to it...

Robben suddenly stopped crying, got up, and ran out of the ward. I strode and asked anxiously, "Where are you going?"

Robben ignored it, turned around and entered the safety passage, and climbed to the top floor of the hospital frantically. This action shocked me to the point of numbness of my scalp. He caught up with him at the fastest speed in his life before he reached the top floor, and said angrily: "Are you fucking crazy? I know you are in pain now, but don't do stupid things, you are not living just for yourself!!"

Robben gasped violently, bent down and swallowed his saliva in pain, and finally said with a smile: "........ I just want to stand on a high place to see what is behind human nature?"

"Didn't you say let her go? Why do you have to make yourself look like this!"

"I can't stop her from leaving, and I can't stop the pain in my heart... Zhaoyang, if you let me go, I won't be able to think about it. I swear, I will definitely not jump down!"

"That won't work. If I put you on, I can't stop you... You are so unfounded, don't swear to me, I'm not a fucking woman!" I put Robben's arm behind him, then pressed his legs against his small abdomen, and while trapping him to death, I said nervously.

"You get up..." Robben was fierce, but after all, he had a useless hand and was stuck in my armpit and could not move.

During the stalemate, Robben suddenly undone and collapsed and half-kneeled on the ground. I took advantage of the situation to carry him on my shoulders and walked back. Only then did I feel that I fulfilled my promise and Leyao and took care of Robben. In fact, I know more than anyone how violent his temper is. In such pain, he is really likely to go to extremes.

.........

In the ward, the doctor helped Robben do another examination. After confirming that he would be discharged from the hospital after recuperation for a few days, he would finally relax. I took out my phone and played a song written by Robben himself. The song called "Sea of ​​Perfume" was very slow. I hope that this would make him quiet and then see his own value. Even if I lost the woman who most wanted to spend his life, he was still the talented godfather of rock music.

Robben sat on the bed, listening to the melody he created without a trace of expression, and finally calmed down.

I finally said to him: "Think about what happened in the future... She is still in another strange city, and she is more painful than all of us!"

Robben looked at me, but said nothing.

I said again: "Anyway, your concert this year will probably not be held anymore. Hurry up and use this time to find her."

Robben shook his head...

"You go and look for it now, and there is still a chance to make it up. If it is too late, it will be a lifelong regret!"

Robben lit a cigarette, took a sip and said, "I came back to find her and just walked the old path between Manwen and me again... I saw through it and looked down upon it. Isn't love just that? Who to live with, or live alone, will be a lifetime, and there is nothing to force."

Robben seemed to have lost his spirituality in this pain, and did not say too profound words, but it was enough to let me see his dead heart. He pressed the half of the cigarette in his hand into the ashtray, and said without any signs: "Zhaoyang borrowed me 1 million..."

"What do you want this big money?"

"I want to go to the United States to study for a few years and improve my musical literacy... In the future, if you have the opportunity, you should retreat behind the scenes and be a music producer."

I seemed to see Robben's already old heart in an instant. He seemed to have lost his rebelliousness and become plain, but this transformation came too late. Wei Manwen, who once longed to get a sense of security here, no longer had the chance to see it. Therefore, we bystanders felt even more regretful and painful for them, and also seemed to see the price paid after the fall of love.

Robben said again: "I spent all the money I made in the past six months on buying a house and a car. After I leave, you can help me sell the house and the car, even if you pay the 1 million you borrowed."

"You can do the business of selling houses and cars by yourself, so why bother to leave so anxiously? Is there a chance?"

Robben smiled so painfully: "Only by saying goodbye can you get another start. If you are destined, I will meet her in the United States. If you are not destined, you can rest assured... In the next few years, I just want to improve my musical attainments. Although this choice seems desolate and heartbreaking, it is also the best choice for me... Haha, maybe for a few years, I, Robben, will become a man who knows how to live... Zhaoyang, if you are brothers, please do me a favor. If you tell Manwen, you said: I hope that on the day I leave, she can go to the airport to see me farewell... I think that I can see that she lives happier and fulfilling, and I will leave with peace of mind!"

I was silent for a long time, and finally nodded and said, "Okay, I have always believed in fate. Since you have chosen to leave everything to fate, I will definitely help you if you ask me for help... In fact, it is a kind of person who just leaves and follows his inner feelings... I really hope that after you arrive in the United States, everything will go again and everything goes well!"
Chapter completed!