The boy came back after a moment, and couldn't hide his excitement in his words and said to me: "You didn't lie to me, you are really a super beauty!"

I smiled and said, "Then tell me what she looks like, let me see if you recognize the wrong person."

"Just as you mentioned, long hair hanging down your shoulders, purple and gray clothes, and they are very beautiful, but I don't like to take care of others, but I'll still send her the letter!"

I nodded and asked, "Then do you think I can catch her?"

The boy looked at me seriously and said, "I feel lingering!"

"Yes... Go to school quickly, don't be late!" I said with a smile and patted the boy's shoulder.

After the boy left a sentence "Good luck" and hurried to the platform in the distance.

In the autumn rain, I supported the shoulder bag that was almost falling from my shoulders, raised my head and looked at the giant billboard in Zhuomei Shopping Center, and silently wished Mi Cai to survive this crisis without any danger, and that's all I could do for her.

...

Back at Polytechnic Department Store, I was very calm and worked calmly, attended the exchange meeting held by Fangyuan, and communicated with my colleagues calmly. My peace stems from seeing my own results, so I am mentally prepared for everything. After this promotional plan is over, I will resign from Polytechnic, maybe I will continue to find a job in Suzhou, maybe I will return to the city where I was born, and ask my father to arrange a job for me in their unit, and live a peaceful life from then on.

In my focused work, time goes by quickly. It is time to get off work. I went to the lounge to make a cup of coffee. After a short rest, I continued to work. Today, Fang Yuan had informed Chen Jingming of the promotional theme "Love is not luxurious" proposed by me yesterday. Chen Jingming passed it efficiently and immediately started the process. Because this theme was proposed by me, I was the main writer of this promotional plan. As a reward for Chen Jingming's care over the years, I must do my best to make this plan.

When I finished my work and left the company, it was already 10 o'clock at night. I was hungry and bought some hamburgers and other things from the KFC store downstairs of the company. I walked on the street and ate. After a day of fatigue, I needed this almost walk to relax myself.

But I didn't really feel relaxed because of this. The traffic and shadows on the streets still highlighted my loneliness and helplessness in this city.

I also want to have a home in this city and a girlfriend who can become a wife in the future. But after struggling for many years, I realized that I was so powerless about these small aspirations, and I realized that I was so small in this huge city that a breeze could blow me away, and then leave unwillingness and gloom, drifting away from the city with the wind.

...

Back to the single apartment I rented yesterday, I felt that life was impermanent. I thought I would live here for a long time, but after handing the letter to Mi Cai this morning, I decided that I would not live here for too long. Although I subconsciously wanted to struggle to survive in this city, it was not so easy to find a new job. Everything depends on the luck after resigning. If I can find a job as quickly as possible, I will continue to struggle. If I can't find it for a long time, I have no choice but to leave.

After washing up, I lay on the bed with a messy mind and didn't dare to plan my future life. So the high-spirited life motivation a few days ago degenerated into a decadent life that was just living.

Listening to the sound of rain falling outside the window, I began to think of Jian Wei again, thinking of the future that I had longed for with her, but now I think of it so pale and fatigue. It is only me who bears this pale and fatigue. At least without me, Jian Wei will live a good life. She doesn’t have to worry about material things. She can use material to fill the emptiness of emotions. In fact, her emotions will not be empty either. Now she has Xiang Chen, and even her emotions have found a place to support her. This is very good! It’s really good. I will always think about my pain and then give her blessings silently.

I took out the guitar from the box where I put on the guitar, plucked the guitar strings, and sang Eason Chan's song "Backpack". I sang and sang with the melody played by the guitar... I cried, crying for no reason, because I had no house, no job, and no woman, for me in the past, but now I have shed cheap tears for these trivial things. Isn't this inexplicable enough?

The sound of rain outside the window seemed to be getting heavier. After this rain, the weather might get colder again, and winter is coming, and then the world is covered with freezing.

...

Time moved forward slowly for three days. There were big and small things in these three days. Small things: I received two knitted scarves from my father, as well as rice and flour. Big things: I completed this promotional plan with the theme of "Love is not luxurious" efficiently while working day and night. I handed over the plan to Fang Yuan, and Fang Yuan handed it to Chen Jingming. With the submission of the plan, the day when I submitted my resignation letter to Chen Jingming was also counted down, and I will leave Polytechnic Department Store.

This evening after get off work, I wanted to call Mi Cai and prepare to give her the knitted scarf. I think she would like it because I gave her one of the two knitted sweaters that Daddy sent her last time, and I saw her wearing them several times, so she should also like this knitted scarf.

Regardless of the relationship between us, this knitted scarf is the intention of my mother and father, so I will give it as much as I should.

After having a good reason, I immediately called Micai, but no one answered it for a long time. When I gave up on dialing, she returned the call.

I quickly answered the phone, and she said to me a little apologetically: "Sorry, I was having a meeting just now. Do you have anything to do?"

I did not answer immediately, but asked tentatively: "Why, is your company very busy recently?"

"Well, something happened to the company recently and is studying and dealing with it."

"Oh." I responded, but knew that Mi Cai had really received my letter. Now she might be dealing with the rights conspiracy that Mi Zhongde targeted her.

Mi Cai urged me again: "Tell me, call me, what's the matter?"

I stopped for a moment and said, "My mother knitted a scarf for you, and my dad sent it to the express delivery. If you have time, take it, or I'll give it to you." After thinking about it, he added, "It doesn't matter whether you want it or not."

Mi Cai did not refuse, she said, "Then wait a while, I have something to deal with. Come to our Zhuomei and find a place to drink something first. I will go to you after I finish the matter."

I said "small": "You have to treat me to drink! I went over to give you something."

"Okay." Mi Cai responded and hung up the phone, as if she was very busy at this moment.

After the call, I packed my scarf in a bag, then left the company and walked towards the Zhuomei Shopping Center opposite...
Chapter completed!