After leaving cc, I could not devote myself to work and frequently looked out the window, thinking that I would see her back or a gust of wind bringing a faint fragrance of laundry detergent on her body. However, none of these happened, and the sadness of the night came gradually filled my office and drowned me.

I lit a cigarette and opened all the windows made of transparent glass. My vision suddenly became wider and my sadness grew longer and longer. Finally, it was like a bridge, connecting the neon lights in the city, making the whole world under the night sky flicker and darker.

I was so lonely that I couldn't help myself that I finally sent a message to Robben and asked him to come out for a few drinks. In fact, I want to know more about what happened to the three of them in the hospital ward last night, and why did the CC leave? Once they left, they will be forever.

The message Robben gave me only had the word "well", and I guess I was extremely lonely. After all, no one liked such a parting. My close friend who had been with me day and night left so suddenly and resolutely, and I was determined to make my mind full of her shadow in life, but my body had completely left my world, so that my memory of her could only be filled with these empty pictures, and the more I filled my emptiness!

Turn off the computer that accompanied me throughout the day, and the phone rang in my briefcase at that time. Before I could finish the cigarette butt in my hand, I quickly took it out of the bag. It was Mi Cai. It was four o'clock in the morning on her side, so this phone surprised me.

I answered the phone and asked with some concern in my heart: "Why call me at this time?"

"Just finished writing a report, I wanted to call you before going to bed... How was your day today?"

I didn't have time to feel sorry for Mi Cai's staying up late, and my mood suddenly became depressed again. After a long time, I asked in a low voice: "Have she contacted you today?"

Feeling my emotions, Mi Cai asked with concern: "No, what's wrong with her?"

Mi Cai's answer was within my expectations, and she had no intention of leaving completely, so she had no contact with Mi Cai. Her heart had already died in this city with people and things from the past, while another heart that had not yet been associated with this world was growing quietly in her body, but it seemed to be separated from us by a distance from time and space.

I finally said to Mi Cai: "She said goodbye to me this afternoon...We will not have the chance to see her again. She is tired of everything in this city and wants to find a strange place to start a brand new life, and is unwilling to be disturbed by our old friends again."

I couldn't see Mi Cai's expression on the phone, but she hadn't spoken for a long time, which already explained her mood at this moment. Finally, she choked and asked me, "Is she willing to give up?... As long as I think about it, we will definitely have a chance to find her."

"A person who really wants to leave will not let you find it. After she leaves, she calls her again and has been cancelled!"

"Why did she leave so firmly?"

I pondered for a long time before saying to her: "The person who left 100,000 yuan in the restaurant was Robben... He had feelings, but this kind of feelings could not be said, and he could not be put into practical actions... It was too difficult between them!"

"...Zhaoyang, what you mean is: Can a man love two women at the same time?"

In Mi Cai's question, I felt her almost fragile sensitivity again and said, "Don't extend this question to think about it. Robben is just an exception. How can he not move his feelings for him for so many years? He is such a charming woman! And Teacher Wei can't afford to let down...so he has such a complicated choice!"

"I just asked this question and didn't extend it to you to think about it. Why are you so nervous?"

"I'm just afraid that you will think too much. You know that we can't tolerate these impurities. If you explain it clearly, there will be no hidden dangers in the future."

In the sadness of leaving, I no longer had this matter with me, and fell into silence...

I made self-examination again: "It was because I didn't listen to your advice at the beginning and insisted on finding out the truth of this matter, and I would not make this decision that made her suffer herself and also made us suffer."

Mi Cai finally spoke: "Maybe you are right this time...If life and feelings make a woman heartbroken, then leaving forever is the best choice!"

For some reason, when Mi Cai said this, my heart trembled inexplicably, and then my chest was dull. I didn't know how to continue the conversation between us, but her words were deeply engraved in my heart.

Mi Cai didn't mind my silence and said, "It's getting late here, so let's take a break first..."

My emotions began to surge again, and I immediately interrupted and said, "Wait... don't hang up the phone first."

"Is there anything else?"

After pondering, I said, "No matter what the future is, I will not let you get hurt in life and feelings. Do you believe me, okay?"

Mi Cai smiled and said, "Don't be so uneasy... I believe you, and I also think that the two of us will not have so many entanglements and troubles in our future lives... Isn't it always your and my pursuit to live simply?"

"Um......"

.........

After finishing my call with Mi Cai, I smoked a cigarette in the office, and my mood finally calmed down. Then I drove to the "Empty City" restaurant. When I arrived, Robben was already sitting on the sofa near the corner drinking beer, his face full of pain of drinking to relieve his sorrow.

I sat down next to him, ordered a glass of beer, took a sip and asked him, "Did you look for me this afternoon?"

Robben just shook his head and then poured the beer into his mouth.

I grabbed the bottle of wine from his hand, and he looked at me expressionlessly. I raised my head, leaned on the sofa, closed my eyes and said to him, "cc she left, said it was a farewell, she will never come back, you and my life are women... Haha, sometimes I can't even remember her real name Ye Beini, maybe she has gone to that completely unfamiliar place, right?"

A whimper came from beside me. When I opened my eyes, I found that Robben was curled up in the corner of the sofa, floating on the water like a soft cold-blooded animal, but shed tears... At this moment, no one could feel sad for him, even if I couldn't... But I knew that yesterday, no woman would rather be scarred by him than to participate in his talent show, be a guest singer for him, and care about every bit of his life...cc, although she had only been away for a long time, she had really gone far away!
Chapter completed!