After I informed Mi Cai about the marriage between Robben and Wei Manwen, she fell into silence, and I didn’t know whether to remind her that she would call Robben when she had time and wish him a happy wedding with Wei Manwen. After all, she and Robben are friends, although there is a little gap.

Finally, Mi Cai said to me: "Lovers should be married, and I should be happy for them."

I didn't want to think about Mi Cai's words deeper, but just replied: "Then take the time to call Robben to congratulate you. Their wedding will be held on New Year's Day, and you probably won't be able to come back."

"Well..., don't let her drink so much more."

"How should I persuade her?"

"She is a woman with a strong sense of independence. It's the same whether she persuades her or not. The key is when she can figure it out. Maybe she has figured it out, so she will drink so recklessly and then use this extreme way to say goodbye to that impossible love."

"I hope." I said so simply, but I thought to myself that it might be like this when she faces similar incidents, but I would rather be the former.

I heard the sound of opening the window from Mi Cai, and the whistling wind came along. I listened quietly, but heard her breath. She finally said to me: "It's snowing in Zhaoyang, New York... People wearing umbrellas and scarves are everywhere on the streets, and the branches on the trees are almost crushed by the snow!"

My brain suddenly became extremely clear, knowing why she said that, because the umbrella and scarf meant a kind of protection. At this moment, these two things appeared in her sight in the most eye-catching way, which meant that she was insecure, so she subconsciously compared herself to the branch that was about to be crushed... I firmly believe that I would not guess wrong this time, and she did not want to complain deliberately, but just subconsciously said these things.

I asked her softly, "Are you tired now?"

Mi Cai did not answer, but said, "I am listening to the song "Snowman" we sang, your voice is very warm!"

"You need a hug now, right?"

Mi Cai was silent for a long time, smiled and said, "I'm fine... I've been wandering outside for so many years, and there is nothing I can't overcome, but... I miss you a little!"

My heart was trembling, but I was staring at the gradually hazy street lights outside the window in a daze... I couldn't hope that there would be snow here. Although our bodies could not lean against each other, we could also merge in this colorful snow with the same thoughts.

"Why don't you talk anymore? ...Don't you like me thinking about you!"

In Mi Cai's words, I felt her fragile sensitivity at this moment and hurriedly replied: "Because I am thinking about you too... I hope there will be heavy snow in Suzhou and we can see the same scenery."

Mi Cai didn't say anything for a long time... She might be crying silently, maybe she remembered how lonely she was in the past few years, and thought of the father who had not accompanied her well, just because the flying snow always reminded people of too much!

I finally said to her, "Do you believe it?... After we have survived this period of time, our days will be sunny and there are still many surprises waiting for us in life. Think about it, if one day you become a mother, will you still care about the messy things in the mall? By then, it will be a completely new state of mind and a new beginning!"

"You will always describe the future for me like this!" Mi Cai seemed to blame, but there was a hint of joy in her tone.

"Because I know you like this future. Although others regard you as the noble Mr. Mi, in my eyes, they are my girlfriend and the baby's mother...haha!"

My laughter was too loud, I opened my eyes, and then looked blankly at me who was calling...

I hurriedly said to Mi Cai on the other end of the phone: "CC is awake, and it seems that she has to vomit again. I won't tell you first..."

"Well, then you take good care of her!"

"It must be, and you should also keep warm yourself. It must be very cold when it snows!"

Mi Cai responded, and I hurriedly hung up the phone, helped her out of the bed, picked up the washing basin, and let her vomit...

I could no longer spit out anything, just retching, and then coughing in pain, but I refused to even say such words as sadness. I knew that her consciousness finally came to my mind, and habitually applied that protective color to myself, making others think she was so strong, but this instinctive behavior was so redundant, because her sadness had been integrated into the blood with the wine that was drunk into her body, so she was just a woman who likes to deceive herself!

cc finally stopped vomiting. I took out a tissue and handed it to her, and handed it to her. cc was able to take care of herself. Without my help, he took care of herself independently. Then he leaned weakly on the bed and said to me: "Get me a cigarette, I want to smoke."

"Wait, I'll go and wash the basin first...or the wine smells too irritating."

"Give me a cigarette, hurry up."

I ignored it, walked towards the bathroom with the washing basin, then washed the towel with hot water, and then returned to the room. CCC had already lit a cigarette by himself and sucked it with a lonely expression.

I sighed, took out a hot towel and prepared to cover her, but she shook her head and said, "No, it's okay if you wake up!"

"Are you sure your head doesn't hurt?"

cc didn't answer me positively, but just said, "Please trouble you tonight. Go back and rest quickly. I can handle my own."

I was not very relieved, so I replied, "It's okay. I can just stay here and chat with you. It's so cold outside, I don't want to go out."

"You can do it, but there is nothing to talk about."

I followed the trend and said, "Yes, you have made yourself like this, what else can I say... I once thought you had let go."

cc's expression was full of self-deprecating: "I also thought I had let go, especially after returning from Nepal... love is the poison attached to the bones. I can't find a man who can replace Robben in this life!"

I looked at her, and my heart was filled with an indescribable sadness. She was too stubborn, but Robben, who was immersed in the joy of marriage, could no longer give her anything except pain. So he used what Le Yao said to comfort her: "You can take over the past and give her the future... Why not liberate yourself and then give yourself some hope?"

cc’s hands brushed through his cheeks in pain, and after a long time, he replied: “I don’t know…I don’t want to know, but what you know is that except for blessing them, I will not do the thing to break them apart. Then all the pain is my own. If I don’t hurt anyone, can’t I still enjoy my own pain freely?”

He raised his thumbs up and said, "cc, you are so awesome... You can treat pain as enjoyment. Love must oppress you into something. Or you are too high in your realm, and we really don't understand the slimness of eating grains and grains!"

"No one knows better than you..."

I only said halfway through cc, and I remembered the scene of Jian Wei accepting love at Fang Yuan and Yan Yan's wedding. I felt a sudden pain in my heart. I remembered how I got myself crazy about getting drunk that afternoon, but I was heartless with Mi Cai who went to the moat to take care of me... Isn't what I experienced before? It seems that at that time I could only regard the pain as enjoyment, so I survived so stubbornly... Will I be as lucky as me, and if I met Mi Cai, I would also meet a man who made her heart moved again?

My thinking continued to diverge, saying that except Robben, only that man would make me fall in love with him, but who was that man in the vast sea of ​​people?...I have a intuition that I don't need to search in the vast sea of ​​people at all. He seemed to be by our side, guarding this restaurant in the empty city...

So, too sad, he said, "cc, do you believe that the person who left 100,000 yuan in the empty city has always been by our side?"

cc was successfully diverted by me, and the painful expression on my face was slightly relieved. After thinking, he said, "I feel this way too...!"

"Yes, it's hard for me to believe this coincidence. Why did he appear on the last night when he couldn't operate in an empty city, rather than two days earlier?"

cc nodded, and I asked again: "Tell me, do you want to find that man?... After finding him, can you fulfill your promise, forget Robben, and start a new life?"

cc finally smiled slightly: "Of course I want to find him...but if I want to marry him, I will only know if I have to find him. Maybe she is really a woman?...I can't marry a woman, how messy this is!!"

The less painful delaying plan, I nodded and said, "Okay, let's find him (her) first, and then you decide whether to marry him..."

"As long as it is a man, I will definitely marry him quickly, provided that he is willing to marry me..."

"I will definitely marry you, and I can conclude that he must be a man who admires you very much, otherwise who would be able to save such a store in the city with 100,000 yuan so generously!...cc, believe me, you are really a very charming woman who can fascinate men!"

cc shook his head and smiled helplessly. After a while, he finally asked me: "I won't guess these things anymore. Just tell me the key points. How can I find him?... After all, so many years have passed!"
Chapter completed!