Back to the old house where I had countless disputes with Micai, I chewed chewable tablets on the sofa to relieve the pain. Micai poured me a cup of boiled water and sat down opposite me.

She asked me, "Are you better?"

"It'll be fine if you take a break."

Mi Cai nodded and said, "Then I'll take you back."

I sat up with pain: "Where am I going to go?"

"Aren't you living with your friend for the time being? I'll take you back there."

I replied with anger: "Can't you develop a humanitarian style? I'm a patient now!"

Mi Cai still said calmly: "This is my house and it's not a hospital. Why do you have to install your patient number? Or if you feel that your physical condition is in poor condition, I can take you to the hospital."

I lay back on the sofa, looking unwilling to pay attention to her, so the two sides fell into a cold war because of disagreement.

After a short moment, the phone vibrated in my pocket. I turned over, took out the phone from my pocket, and looked at it, but it was a strange number. The place belonged to Shanghai. I answered the phone in doubt: "Hey, who are you?"

The other end of the phone was silent for a while before saying, "It's me, Jian Wei."

My thinking suddenly stopped and I couldn't even feel the stomachache. It took me a long time to respond mechanically: "Is there anything wrong?"

"Come out and sit down, the old place is waiting for you."

I didn't react. Jian Wei had hung up the phone. She was still the same as before and would not give me any chance to refuse, so when I broke up with her, I didn't refuse and asked why.

The phone has been hung up for a long time, and my heart is still shaking, but one thing is certain: she invites me and I will definitely go to the appointment. If we are not good enough, we are still ordinary friends now.

I finally put the phone in my pocket and said to Mi Cai: "I'll go out to see a friend, please leave a door for me."

"Go away quickly, there is no need to stay at the door. See what else is your stuff in the house and take it away together."

At this time, I had no intention of fighting with Mi Cai at all. I looked at her again, then walked out the door, and my stomach still felt a faint pain, perhaps the pain in my heart was even more unbearable.

...

I stood outside the community waiting for a taxi, but thought about where the old place Jian Wei said was, was it a CC music restaurant? Or by the moat? I wasn't sure, which also shows that we have too many memories and too many places we lingered in, and every place is an unforgettable past.

In the end, I chose to go to the moat. Once, it was a place where we would take a walk every evening. We laughed and watched the scenery here like picturesque.

A quarter of an hour later, I arrived at the moat, the most road we had walked in the past. I sat down on the lawn and lit a cigarette in the stomachache. Because I was uneasy, I didn’t know why Jian Wei suddenly asked me, I didn’t know what I wanted to face her, and I didn’t know what to say after meeting... Look, look, this is the passing of time, and all the intimacy that was once transformed into the ignorance that is now!

Half an hour passed, and Jian Wei had not arrived yet. In the cold autumn wind, I finally realized that I was in the wrong place, waiting for me in the music restaurant.

I immediately took out my cell phone and dialed it out, but Jian Wei's phone was busy. After I hung up the phone, Jian Wei's phone came over again. Maybe we just called each other at the same time.

When I answered the phone, I told her that I was by the moat. I said I would go to find her. She said I would come to find me. Naturally, I obeyed her. So I finished the call and started a new wait.

I was a little disappointed. I couldn't choose the old place in Jian Wei's heart. Our hearts were no longer in line, so breaking up was inevitable.

...

The autumn wind covered the night, and the neon lights reflected everything around me. I lit another cigarette by this seemingly good moat, and then watched the smoke spread and finally scattered.

After another 20 minutes, I saw the Cadillac cts parked on the shore. This top-class cts were the graduation gift given to her by Jian Wei’s father three years ago. It was this car that ripped us out of the simple campus romance. Until now, I still remember deeply: I was so forced to smile when Jian Wei drove me on a ride that day, as if I had predicted the final outcome of Jian Wei and I in that moment. In fact, I did.

Jian Wei opened the car door and walked out of the car. Her clothes were very thin, just a short women's leather jacket, slightly loose off-white casual pants, her hair was tied very simply, and she dressed up very casually. Unlike when I saw it at a bar last time, I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare to look at it.

I couldn't meet her with my eyes, but I turned my head away, but sucked the cigarette in my hand heavily. In just one sip, half of the cigarette was sucked into a cigarette butt.

The familiar fragrance of women on Jian Wei floated into my nose. I finally looked up at her and said stiffly: "What are you asking me to do?"

Jian Wei sat down beside me: "Do you have to have a reason to ask for you?"

I tried to relax myself, and asked with a smile: "Didn't you go to Nanjing with Xiang Chen? Why did you come back so soon?"

“I have my arrangements.”

"That's right, you have your arrangements." I followed Jian Wei, but didn't know what to say to her, so I lit another cigarette and looked at the river surface blown by the wind, and my mood alternately occupied with confusion and nervousness.

Jian Wei pulled the cigarette out of my fingers, looked at me and said, "Don't smoke in front of a lady, you should be gentleman."

The corners of my mouth twitched, and Jian Wei actually asked me to be a gentleman. Time will indeed change someone. In the past, she liked to play with me, be crazy together, and even smoke the cigarette I was smoking. At this moment, I realized that she had really gone too far from my world, but I couldn't learn to keep up with the times. She just stood there stupidly and looked around, so she smoked in front of her so abruptly.

After being silent, I finally said to her: "Tell me, what's the matter with asking me out? You and I shouldn't just sit here and blow the cold wind."

Although I said that, I was willing to sit here with her for a night, then look at her and carefully look at her appearance three years later, so that she could know how much I like her swift eyes, her slightly raised corners of her mouth, her smile as bright as a flower, her face as deep as water, her feminine taste, her seemingly scolding but caring about her, her like her leaning in my arms and whispering softly, and her breathing when we hugged each other after love...

I like everything about her and everything about being with her, but now she is like a kite that I have thrown away. She can only grab the torn string and watch her fly helplessly to the distant north, drowning in the dusk sunset, and finally walk once in my memory.

How lost, so melancholy, so reluctant to leave!

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