Chapter 452: Do You Understand?
I avoided Jian Wei's eyes, but she was still looking at me, waiting for me to give her an ambitious answer. But after experiencing a lot, I really don't have much desire for the business blueprint she has drawn. I just want to return to my true nature and then quietly be the "literary and artistic road" I like.
I finally said to her: "Maybe I don't really have too many business cells. I can't imagine that I can influence the economy of a county town through my own operations, so this is the difference between us. You are destined to become a successful woman, and what I want is to satisfy myself after having enough food and clothing, and then do something I like."
Jian Wei stared at me, and said to me with pain for a long time, "Zhaoyang, do you really care about what others think of you? Have you forgotten how Jian Boyu looked down on you at the beginning?...I really hope you are a man who can give advice, not like this now... Do you understand?"
"So what if you give me some advice? You have always been planning behind me. What does those things that you can easily get mean to me?"
"I'm urging you to move forward, I don't feel like I've done something wrong."
I looked at her and said, "But why did you urge me to move forward?...Because we have been in love for four years? Because I have been humiliated by your father?"
Jian Wei finally avoided my inquiring gaze at this moment, and then said nothing... Her non-response made me a little annoyed, so she lit a cigarette and asked, "Did you say it? If you don't say it, I don't have the courage to confirm some things!"
"I just don't like seeing you look dumb and careless, okay?"
"Don't you think it's far-fetched? We've been breaking up for so long. What does it have to do with you when I'm alive?"
"Is it far-fetched? I don't think that I am just a willful woman anyway, and I can do whatever I think. As for how you think, it's your business, it has nothing to do with me."
"What about Xiang Chen? What does it mean to waste your time with him like this?"
Jian Wei's expression finally changed. This time she was silent for a long time before she said to me: "The person I want to waste now is him, not me."
"You want to break up with him?"
Jian Wei still didn't answer me positively and said, "Can you not talk about this?"
"No, some of the jokes between us must be made clear."
"We are very clear about it. It's just a simple business partnership... Don't ask me any questions anymore. I'm very tired now..."
This strong woman made me feel helpless again. I finally gave up the idea of continuing to ask, but if she didn't say some things, I could understand them with others, such as Yang Congrong. I think I would talk to him in the near future and ask him why he wanted to invest in my company. What did Jian Wei do in this? Is it the ultimate reason that affected him investing in my company?
It was already noon, and the autumn wind blew with some warmth. I was a little lost when I looked at the sparkling lake. Jian Wei suddenly leaned on my shoulder and said to me softly: "Zhaoyang, let me lean for a while, I'm so tired..."
When her hair was pressed against my face, I felt the extremely familiar breath again, and I became dazed in an instant. My body was repelling, but my brain could not send instructions, keeping the distance from her as it should be. So I let her lean on my shoulder until I was numb and greedy for the familiar breath and feeling in numbness.
After a long time, she had already fallen asleep on my shoulder. At this moment, I could no longer see the decisive behavior in her body. All she had was the calm and peaceful expression. I couldn't help but think of her when she was in college. At that time, she was not like she is now, and she was even a little girl. She always hoped that I could give her a comfortable family, and then she would be a virtuous wife who cared for her husband and children in this family.
But, what changed her? Is it because of the American culture of independence and freedom? Not all... I really doubt that she can't forget the unforgettable love we once had... I just don't want to say it out loud.
The sudden emergence of this thought made me tremble violently, and then countless questions hovered in my mind, making my thinking unable to run smoothly... I just stared at her in a daze, looked at her face, and remembered those gentle and kind times. A warm feeling came from the corners of my eyes again, and the picture of dreaming of her wearing a wedding dress appeared again... I felt my heart broken!
My fingertips were trembling, but they stroked her face. I gradually felt an impulse to be unable to control it, because the dusty torrent erupted in an instant, spewing out my obsession with the past, and spewing out my love for her...
I wanted to hold her tightly in my arms, but Mi Cai's face suddenly appeared in my mind, instantly defeating the impulse in my heart. I was about to hold Jian Wei's hand, and stopped, and then fell into the air. A little hot sweat appeared on my forehead, representing my struggle and pain...
It seemed that my breathing woke Jian Wei up, or she hadn't slept until she died. She took care of her messy hair and then left my shoulder calmly, as if her previous fatigue had been relieved.
My restless mood finally calmed down with her awakening. The feelings just now seemed to be riding on a time machine and returning to the stolen a few years ago. I understood: I only love Mi Cai, and I have never had the ability to love two women at the same time.
Jian Wei's expression returned to her coolness in the workplace. She looked at her watch and said to me: "Let's find a place to eat. After dinner, we will go back. Mi Cai is still waiting to have dinner with you."
When I nodded and was about to get up, Jian Wei said to me: "You have seen the scenic spot, and you have also understood what Uncle Yang and I think. Let me express my opinion. Can you accept that we are opening up this era of great strategy for us in the name of Luku?"
I couldn't make up my mind immediately, so I said to her: "Let me think about it again, think about it... I will talk to Uncle Yang in the next few days, and then I will definitely give him my truest thoughts."
"It's OK, but as soon as possible."
Chapter completed!