After the woman in red said that Jian Wei was one of the people who provided the photos behind the scenes, she did not speak anymore. Compared to her calmness, a huge wave broke out in my heart. After a while, she said to her: "You said it was her, is there any evidence? I don't believe it!"

"It's not a criminal case, what kind of evidence is needed? ...I believe that if you go to Jian Wei to confront this matter, she will definitely recognize it. At least I think she is a woman who dares to act."

I lost the desire to continue chatting. After I picked up my wallet and paid the bill, I left the coffee shop before the woman in red. I wanted to find Jian Wei. I wonder if she did it. If so, why did she do it? When she was far away in the United States, who gave her these photos? Moreover, my private life became unbearable. It was also after we broke up. What's the point of passing such photos to her?

With this series of questions, I finally called Jian Wei and told her that I would wait for her by the moat, so I must go there, how long it will take to wait!

......

In the moat, I stood by the guardrail and smoked and waited for Jian Wei. Although the rain that had been going on for several days stopped, my mood became heavier. If my past was a scar, the scar would be torn apart with the flesh and blood again at this moment, and I was a little panicked.

The river still flows north along the autumn wind, and the stars reflected on the river swayed a little. I was a little dazed and could not imagine the river in front of me as a happy river, although Jian Wei and I jumped in for the sake of that guitar...

I squirted the ashes in my hand and tucked my collar. The wind was a little chilling, and she came to me in this coldness. My heart became cold and began to get restless again. Then I felt a little hot. I sucked half of the cigarette in one sip, but I didn't know how to ask her.

The cool breeze blew her clothes, she pinned her hair behind her ears, and asked me in the endless night, "It's so late, what are you asking me to do?"

I looked at her, and she had lipstick on her lips. She obviously had only been dressed up, otherwise she would not have come closer to the moat than me, but came behind me.

I took out another cigarette and lit it. I couldn't find a way to speak without harm or suspicion. I simply asked directly: "You provided those photos that were exposed by the media to Weiran, right?"

Jian Wei looked at me, but there was no change in her expression. It seemed that what was about to happen this night was as expected. She finally nodded and said, "It was me who provided him..."

"Why do you have these photos, and why do you do this?"

Jian Wei turned her back and stopped looking at the river. She said to me in a low voice for a long time: "I just want to prove one thing. As for these photos, when I was in the United States, someone sent me anonymously. I was not sure who it was, but they all remained. Now it seems that it is right to keep them."

My scalp was a little numb. It turned out that the most decadent period of my life had been living under the eyes of others, but I didn't know who that person was. I took a deep breath of cigarettes and asked, "What do you want to prove?"

After a long silence, Jian Wei finally said: "After we broke up, I can't forget you, and even wanted to go back to China to find you, but on the night I packed my luggage, I began to receive the first photo like this... That night, I cried all night, then tore off the air ticket, and chose to stay in the United States! From then on, every month, I will receive a photo like this. I gradually became desperate and finally recognized the fact that we had broken up... But, it has been two.

Years have passed, and I am still wondering whether my decision to stay in the United States was correct. Is it because I was too narrow-minded, so I want your current girlfriend to look at these photos, and you broke up. This fact proves that no woman will not care about her love having distracting thoughts in the center of love. I can't do it, and Mi Cai did not do it either. Although the nature and motivation we cannot accept are different, it is not us who are wrong, but you Zhaoyang... it is you who stinked love!"

I was silent at first, then an irrepressible anger rushed to my heart and asked, "Why did you break up with me before love is smelly?... I have been breaking up for 3 years, why do you still do such a thing? You not only ruined Mi Cai and me, but also destroyed Le Yao's star journey. Do you know? I ask you do you know?"

Jian Wei rejected all my questions with silence.

"Jian Wei, are you taking revenge on me?...If it is revenge, you will succeed! I live without any dignity or privacy now!"

Jian Wei cried bitterly... "Zhaoyang... Do you really understand me? Do you understand Jian Wei?...I followed you when I was 19 years old. When I was 20 years old, I gave you the most precious chastity and fucking of a woman. Before that, I never knew what to pursue... My father was one of the earliest advertising designers in the country, the vice president of the advertising association, and was well-known in the entire advertising industry. My mother is a state cadre. I have lived a life of stars since I was a child. I have no pursuit of material things because I want them all. Until I met you, you always told me that there must be a city in this world that is not stained with dust, but we need to manage it. I believe it...I think this is my life

The pursuit is the soul in my body, but in the eyes of my parents, you are just an uninspiring slut, my family cannot tolerate you... But this is not important. For the city you made up, I can elope with you, and cut off relations with my family for you... But people always have to grow up, right? The older they grow, the more illusory the city becomes, so... I went to the United States!... After arriving in the United States, I really lost this city because of distance, misunderstanding, and indulgence, but it became real because of the loss... From then on, I lived in hell. I don't know what else to pursue when I am alive. I really missed... It's very painful!"

These words threw me into the river of memories, so I also cried... I cried for the past, and for the city that I could not recover... She was right. The older she grew, the more it looked like a lie. It was me who used my youthful ignorance to create a city for the woman in front of me, but defiled the city with my own hands. It turned out that all lies were not lies, but I was the biggest lie to live!

After breaking up, I hugged her for the first time and hugged her tightly into my arms. We sobbed, missed, but hated, hated because of the lies of a city. Jian Wei hated that city, and I hated myself!

What she hates is so illusory, what I hate is so real...
Chapter completed!