Wei Manwen was a little embarrassed and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I'll treat you. I'm pretty good about today..."

I interrupted with a smile, "Teacher Wei, we are so familiar with each other, you don't need to be so disgusted. I should thank you for this. The pasta in this coffee shop is well made, so why don't you give you one."

Wei Manwen nodded, and I immediately called the waiter to order two pasta. While waiting, the two started chatting again. I said, "Teacher Wei, you are a teacher and educating people. Do you think my current method is right? Actually, I am quite confused!..."

"The reason why I am willing to introduce you to you is to recognize your current approach. After all, your age pressure and your parents' pressure are here, but you are not fully prepared yet, right?"

I nodded and said, "What you said is, Teacher Wei, can you feel that it seems wrong no matter how you do it?"

"But if you don't do anything, it feels even more wrong."

I said as if I could not find a soulmate: "Yes, yes, yes, it's this kind of mentality. I'm almost tortured. Please help me analyze and analyze what should I do to get rid of it."

Wei Manwen smiled and said, "Zhaoyang, what you are experiencing now is what Robben experienced a few months ago. Have you discovered it yourself? But your choices are different."

I didn't think of any reason, so I said, "Please give me some advice."

Wei Manwen nodded and said, "Do you remember how many months ago, Robben went to Xiaoshan Village to find me. What's my condition?"

I recalled a little, and then said, "You were in a marriage contract at that time. Robben pestered you, but you firmly turned him out. However, he was quite thick-skinned and stayed in the small mountain village."

"What's the result?"

"The result is that you and him left the small mountain village and re-accepted urban life."

"Then do you think this result is good?"

I replied with envy: "It is good for lovers to finally get married... Actually, I knew very well at that time that although you said so resolutely, you have not let go of Robben in your heart."

Wei Manwen's face was a little dark, but she smiled and said, "Well, so in the end I gave up Zhou Hang and chose to be with him. Some feelings are not forgotten just by saying anything, although I thought I could forget them, and although I said a lot of decisive words."

I seemed to understand Wei Manwen's meaning, but I didn't dare to confirm it, so I concentrated on waiting for her to continue talking.

Wei Manwen still said to me in the form of a question: "Do you think your current state is similar to that of Mi Cai?"

I began to check the seats and recalled myself and Mi Cai. I really found that there were many similarities with Wei Manwen a few months ago. Mi Cai also said something firm to me and had a marriage partner. The difference was: I chose to let go in the parking lot that night, while Robben chose to continue to stick to it, but this similarity would explain what?

With such doubts, I asked Wei Manwen: "Can Teacher Wei tell me what you were thinking at that time?"

"If Robben had chosen to leave the small mountain village at that time, even if I loved him, it would have ended up between us because he did not give himself a chance or give me a chance to let go." After a moment of pause, she asked me again: "Tell me, do you still love Micai?"

"I love it, so now I am making myself a headless fly. After breaking up with her, I seemed to have lost the direction of my life. The feeling of trying to catch it but not being able to catch it is too painful... I used to think that I could be strong and not care, but when I heard her tell me: When I would marry another man, I really felt that I was collapsed. It was also from that time that I longed to complete the marriage in front of her, at least not to fall behind for too long, because I was worried that when I really heard the news of her marriage, I didn't know how to face it... Teacher Wei, is this a pathological psychology?"

"Because I love it so much, it's twisted!"

I sighed, lit a cigarette, closed my eyes and sucked, and suddenly I felt a little tired of myself now, because I lost my soul, but I couldn't find it back!

Wei Manwen stayed silent for a long time with me. It was not until the waiter came to remind me that this coffee shop was not allowed to smoke that she apologized to the waiter on my behalf. I also pinched off the cigarette butt in my hand with apologies, looking at her in a daze, looking forward to her continuing to say something to me, so that I would not be so sad.

"Zhaoyang, all your unruly behaviors are caused by your fear of being hurt. You don't want to go back to the once hellish life for you, right?"

"Yes, I didn't want to recall those years."

"Then do you think Micai still has feelings for you?"

"It probably didn't. We haven't contacted each other for a long time after the breakup. She quickly prepared to marry the man who had pursued her for many years!"

"She told you in person that she is going to marry that man?"

"Yes, so I'm desperate!"

Wei Manwen's face became solemn and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I think you may not understand women's thoughts very much. At that time, Mi Cai might have hoped that you would keep them. She was forcing you to marry other men, but you interpreted it wrongly. Then she was disappointed and chose to let it go!"

"No, I won't interpret it incorrectly. When she broke up, she said: I can't be my wife anymore in this life, and I said so resolutely!"

"I have said this to Robben, and even really thought this way, but women are always emotional. The more painful it makes men, the more likely it is what she said at the most emotional time. Maybe after she said this, she regrets it... You may be misunderstood this terrible hand, pushing it farther and farther. Mi Cai feels that you don't love her enough, and you also feel that she doesn't love you enough!"

I was a little trembling when Wei Manwen said it, and said for a while: "Teacher Wei, this is just a judgment that you have no basis for..."

Wei Manwen rarely interrupted: "But it may be the fact... If you have come to this point, you can't let Mi Cai turn back and ask for a reunion with you. When you get along with her, will she always show her desire to speak again?"

I thought about it carefully and it seemed that there were really many times when Mi Cai performed this way, so she nodded to Wei Manwen, but said with the final doubt: "Teacher Wei, it's really hard for me to say something about some of the stains, but it really exists. My private life was too chaotic and she couldn't accept it, and this was also the fuse for our breakup!"

"I used to mind Luo Ben's past, but love can't deceive people... I forgave her. Maybe you used the wrong method to make this matter worse. In addition, Le Yao is a public figure, which amplified the negative impact of this incident, causing her to be very unstable. Then you kept stimulating her and made her wrong judgment... But Le Yao has now gone abroad, and this incident has gradually subsided, right?"

I fell into memories again, as if it was like this at the beginning. When those disgraceful pasts were revealed in front of Mi Cai, I always forced her to marry me. Will this behavior suffocate her at that time?

After Wei Manwen gave me enough digestion time, she finally said: "Zhaoyang, these words just now were the judgments I made for you based on the identity of the people and women who have experienced it. As for whether to choose to communicate with her sincerely, you have to decide for yourself... But I hope you will! Otherwise you will regret it!"

At this moment, my heart became thrust, but when I thought of Zhuomei again, I suddenly realized that the things between Mi Cai and me were definitely not as simple as Wei Manwen analyzed. I had no confidence to let myself stand on the opposite side of Zhuomei to communicate with Mi Cai... and our relationship was far more complicated than what she and Robben were going to do at the beginning!

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Chapter completed!