At about 9 o'clock in the evening, Mi Cai finally completed her work today. After she arranged the processed documents neatly, she took her handbag from the shelf beside her and prepared to leave.

I immediately got up and followed her. The two of them walked out of the dedicated high-rise passage together. After getting on the elevator, I finally said to her who was not in the mood to care about me again: "Let's have a meal together, I haven't had supper yet."

“I’ve had a working meal at the company.”

"Then can you eat with me?"

"I'm very tired today and want to go back and rest."

The elevator door was already open, and Mi Cai said and walked towards her parking space. I caught up with her again, then blocked her car door and said, "Don't have a cold war between us, okay?...I did have a lot of things wrong before, and I regret this, but I really can't change anything... Robben said very well. After all, life is a journey forward, not backward. Can you forget those and think about the future?"

Mi Cai looked at me with a complicated expression, but she was still unwilling to say a word, so we stood there, but because of the stuffy heat in the parking lot, sweat broke out on both of them.

I said to her again: "Find a place to drink something, or go home with me, let's chat calmly once. I never believe it. You don't know that someone was maliciously operating behind the scenes. We are about to get married, and he can't hold back!"

Mi Cai finally spoke: "What I care about is not who is operating this matter, but your emotions and thoughts in this incident. In fact, some things are just something I don't want to admit."

"Can you say it clearly?"

"The reason why people are called human is because people can associate and find similarities that can be connected in some seemingly independent events... I do know that you have an indulgent life, and I can forgive you. After all, it was something that happened before, but it was my heart knot, so I never deliberately think of these, but when those room records and photos are placed in front of me, I feel an indescribable feeling in my heart. I will think of all the things that happened in the past, you and Le Yao Zeng

After all the time together... you have had a relationship with her, you gave up your life in Xuzhou for her and returned to Suzhou. When she was feeling uncomfortable, you will take good care of her. When she encountered difficulties in Beijing, you will also rush over at the first time... All of this is what I saw with my own eyes. When these incidents are linked together, I really doubt that you are just sympathizing with her or out of friendship?... Zhaoyang can you give me a definite answer?"

I didn't say anything. Actually, I couldn't figure out a lot of emotions about Le Yao myself, but I don't need to doubt that I love Micai. Can a man really fall in love with two women at the same time? One is crazy about love, and the other is late to realize it?

I didn't really believe the conclusion I assumed, so I said, "I love you, and I want to marry you..."

"Zhaoyang, I am very confused now and don't want to make a choice. Please let me be quiet for a while first. There are too many things at work that I need to deal with!

A sudden resentment arose in my heart and said angrily: "Work, work, in your eyes, there is always only work, and everything else should make way for work, right? ...I know, after all, I am just an accessory in your life, so you can completely ignore my anxiety and panic, and still indulge in your work with an everlasting heart!"

My sudden anger made Mi Cai's face look complicated again. She seemed to want to vent her feelings, but she was patient. After a long time, she whispered to me: "Yes, everything that happens now is my responsibility. It is because I don't care enough for you that you have the motivation to never get rid of the ambiguous relationship with other women."

Mi Cai's words immediately blocked all the words I could respond to, and it took a long time to say: "If you have any dissatisfaction with me, let's say it together today, because it is very painful to hold it in your heart and endure it."

"We are just these two things, and there is really nothing to say, because no one has changed for each other and is still living in their own world."

"So, you admit that in your heart, our feelings are far less important than Zhuomei and your career!"

Mi Cai didn't say anything. After a while, she pushed me open, opened the car door, and then got into the car...

Watching the car gradually drive away from my sight, I still stubbornly refused to believe it. Mi Cai had answered me with silence, but at this moment, I really felt tired in this relationship. Everything now deviated too far from the love I originally imagined!

.........

It was already dark, and I didn't set an end for myself. I was wandering aimlessly on the street. As I walked, I wanted to figure out some things, but the more I thought about it, the more chaotic I became, so I became more and more anxious, but I didn't know how to vent my catharsis. So I kept muttering, which immediately attracted the repulsive eyes of passers-by. This kind of eyes made me feel that the whole world seemed to be alone, only myself, because no one could understand you, or I was unwilling to spend the energy to understand you at all, so how could I understand it?...

I finally couldn't bear this incomprehensible loneliness, kicked the beer can in my hand away, stood in the center of the street and shouted loudly: "Time! Can you fucking walk faster? Let this fucking life go through the article quickly... Otherwise, if there is today and no tomorrow, how should I go down?..."

With my fatigue after venting, I sat on the curb on the street, took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, and then looked at the crowd that avoided me, and burst into a daze. It was not until the ringtone of my phone suddenly rang that I ended my state of not feeling that I could not exist.

I quickly took out my cell phone from my pocket, looked at the number but it was called by Jian Wei. I was a little disappointed, so I answered the phone after a while of hesitation.

Jian Wei said to me: "Zhaoyang, how has the progress of registering a company been busy with?"

"I've been a little busy lately, so I'll postpone this matter for a few more days."

"Don't lie to the back. Uncle Yang Congrong has already started planning a publicity plan. You must sync with him, otherwise the waste will be precious human resources!"

I was silent for a while and replied, "I understand."

"Well, by the way, we have designed the visual recognition system of Luku (a company that Zhaoyang is preparing to establish). If you have time now, come and have a look. If you have any opinions, we are discussing and solving them."
Chapter completed!