It was already midnight, and I was still sitting on the balcony full of plants, opening all the windows, letting the wind at night blow hard on the beer can in my hand, and then I realized that only my own house was so lonely... It seemed to cry with the wind, because it had been branded with the mark of rice color, but now she has left and may not come back for a long time!

As early as the morning, I leaned against the windowsill and fell asleep. My sleep was filled with anxiety and anxiety, so when I woke up at noon, my T-shirt was already wet with sweat.

I habitually took out my cell phone from my pocket. Many people called me this morning, but there was no Mi Cai. Although it was an expected result, my heart was still full of disappointment. I felt that she suddenly became much far away from me, although it was not far away!

I had no appetite for eating. I just took a hot shower and sat on the sofa, not interested in anything. I just remembered the scene of my proposal to Mi Cai a few days ago, and was still lucky, thinking that she hadn't returned the ring to me, so there was room for us.

I finally couldn't hold back my phone number after lit a cigarette. Maybe Mi Cai would go to her place when she was sad.

When I connected, I couldn't wait to ask her: "Have Micai gone to your place?"

"No, she... already know?"

cc's answer made me feel disappointed. I was silent for a long time before answering: "Yes, I left last night. I was not here with you, and I don't know where I went."

"Did you call her?"

"She is determined to leave. Can she still answer my phone call at this time?"

"Don't think so much, call her. Maybe she's waiting for you to coax her at this time!"

"cc, this time the matter is a bit big. She is not a woman who can coax her, so I called you and please help me persuade her. I really don't want to break up our love just now. It's really painful!"

"Well, I'll call her first, and you can turn around and wait for my news."

"Okay, I'll wait for you in the restaurant in the empty city. If possible, you can bring her over for a meal."

"I'll try my best."

......

I immediately rushed to the music restaurant in the empty city. On the way, I mustered up the courage to call Mi Cai. She didn't answer, but she didn't put me on the contact blacklist. This made me lucky that she couldn't bear to end this relationship like this, but it still took some time to resolve these negative emotions, so she did not completely cut off her contact with me.

After I arrived at the restaurant, I fell into a nervous waiting. Robben happened to be practicing singing with the "Tearing Nerve" band he once formed, preparing for the next round of original music competition.

I asked for some beer, but I didn't have the time to listen to what Robben sang. I looked at my cell phone from time to time.

A moment later, Luo Ben, who had finished singing, came to me, lit a cigarette, and said to me, "I have read the news that broke yesterday... Le Yao's incident this time has become a big deal, and you have been pulled into it!"

I was bored, so I lit a cigarette for myself and replied, "Yes, life has made a big joke with me again. I don't know if I can survive this time... I mean the relationship with Mi Cai."

"Why, she has had a fight with you?"

"I wish she could make a fuss with me crying!"

"Leave without saying a word?"

"It's almost the same, I don't want to answer my phone anyway..."

"You have spoiled her for this problem."

"I don't think she is a problem. Thinking about her past few years, she has really done a lot of bastards, but she can't accept it for the time being... Actually, I envy you very much. Even though she slept with many messy women like me, Wei Manwen finally let it go!"

"Mi Cai and Manwen are not comparable, and your feelings are even less comparable to ours..."

"Why is there no comparison?"

"Because the degree of giving to love is different, if you betray her physically in front of Mi Cai one day, she may be sad, but she will still be the chairman of Zhuomei, and her life will still be in the rhythm of the past, but Manwen's world collapsed, and she went to Xiaoshan Village to teach... This is the difference in the degree of attention to feelings, so in the end she forgives me for all the wanderings in the past. Of course, these are all things in the past, and life is moving forward, not backward, and it doesn't make any sense to pursue it again."

Robben's words were not entirely correct, but there was still some truth. At least even outsiders could see that in Mi Cai's mind, Zhuomei was the first priority, and feelings may be just an accessory in life for her.

In my silence, Robben said to me again: "Zhaoyang, men and women are like standing on the same scale. Once the two have different points, the scale will definitely be unbalanced. At this time, both parties need to use tolerance and patience to make up for the gap in weight. But Mi Cai doesn't seem to understand this principle very much, so you are always a little cautious and even cowardly in this relationship... Sometimes, I really don't understand what is supporting you to maintain this love. Is it really because of her charming appearance?...I don't think you are that superficial! You are just habitually too serious about your relationship, but you have found the wrong and serious partner."

"You're fucking prejudice against her!"

Robben was very calm about my anger. After extinguishing the cigarette butts in his hand, he said to me: "I am not biased against her, at least I am a friend to her. The reason I say this is because I feel unfair for Le Yao..... The same incident happened to you. Do you have any words to care about her? At this time, what is her mood when facing such news alone? Have you ever thought about it?"

After Robben's explicit reminder, I remembered Le Yao, and then thought of herself as her and thought about it, and realized that if such a thing happened, she should be sadder than any of us!... But this time, no matter what, I can't go to Beijing again, unless I really don't care about my relationship with Mi Cai!

My silence made Robben sigh, and after a long time, he said, "You have lost yourself in this relationship. I have seen through this, but how is Le Yao worse than Mi Cai? ... In terms of appearance, I don't think there is a clear gap. In terms of family background, Le Yao is not necessarily worse than Mi Cai. More importantly, she really cares about you Zhaoyang. Think about it yourself. You have been fooling around in the nightclub. She has been with you for so many years. She stays by your side if you call me, and then she will linger... Damn! Sometimes when I think about it, she is really a slut. She is giving you something like the emperor, but in the end she can't fall in love with anything, but she has ruined her reputation in the entertainment industry!"
Chapter completed!