When I returned to Suzhou, I sent the rice to the hotel where the cocktail party was held, then took her luggage from Weiran's car and left alone. Then I went to the shopping supermarket to buy some rice and vegetables. I returned to the old house and washed all the tableware that I hadn't used for a long time, then started cooking, cooking, making soup, and finally cleaned the inside and out of the house.

It was dark outside the window, and I was a little lonely, so I swayed in the room, found a guitar and sat in front of the TV and sang. My thoughts followed, but I still didn't think about what I was worried about, so I was too lazy to sing the song. I put the guitar aside and stared at the TV, but I didn't care about what was playing on the TV. Until an entertainment news related to Le Yao appeared, I came back to my senses, took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, and followed her news.

In entertainment news, Le Yao turned to the big screen and took on a literary and artistic film by a director. She also defined this film as her transformation work, expressing her desire to challenge this female character full of literary and artistic temperament. The last of entertainment news was a clip of her winning the fastest-progress actress award at an authoritative award ceremony last month. Only then did I realize that her life has been so busy recently. No wonder we have basically never contacted each other in the past month, but what has been busy with her obvious progress is worth it. Her life is developing as she once expected, and it will get better and better...

A long piece of ashes fell from my fingers onto my clothes. I came back to my senses and quickly dusted it off. I looked at the time. It was already nine o'clock in the evening.

I guessed that Mi Cai was coming back soon, so I went to the kitchen to heat up the food again and brought it all to the table. I wanted to find candles to create a romantic atmosphere, but I was lost by the troubles I kept stinging myself, so I became even more irritable, and returned to my room again, lit a cigarette, and thought about how to tell Mi Cai about Weiran's things he had asked me later.

......

When a cigarette was about to be finished, the sound of the key inserted into the key hole came outside the house. Mi Cai finally came back. I put out the cigarette butt, pushed open the door and walked out.

Her face was a little flushed. She seemed to be unable to drink, but she inevitably drank at the cocktail party. I asked her, "Why don't you call me to pick you up?"

"You have been very lucky to have made this delicious table. You haven't rewarded you yet. How dare you help me pick me up?"

"I'm here to see you, you're here to see you!"

Mi Cai put down her handbag, walked towards me with a smile, then wrapped her hands around my waist, and asked softly in my ear: "Did you miss me during the days when I was not here?"

"I think about it, of course I always miss you because you lose weight or gain weight!"

Mi Cai held my chin with her hands, let me look at her, and asked, "Then see if I have gained weight or lost weight!"

I looked at her. At this moment, my gaze was only 20 cm away from her cheeks. At such a close distance, I still couldn't find any flaws on her cheeks. She was so beautiful! So I was so beautiful that I was afraid that I could not look at her so close in the days to come, and felt her light breathing... So I lowered my head and kissed her, put my other hand on the button of the clothes in front of her chest, and unbuttoned a button with my fingers, then the second and third...

She suddenly held my hand and asked in a messy breath: "Do you really... want it?"

I replied with even more chaotic breath: "Yeah..."

"Will you... marry me? Then, guard me as a woman... and live your life!"

"Um......"

Mi Cai finally closed her eyes, and my hands began to move again. When she was about to unbutton all the buttons, some clips suddenly flashed in my mind, and then dominated my nerves, causing my hands to stop stroking. She stared at the curtains that were swinging in the wind, as if she saw the swaying life... Why am I so inappropriately giving a promise that will keep her for the rest of her life? Before those unsolved things are resolved, isn't this Chiluo's deception?

This is the second time since we were narcissistic, I unbuttoned her clothes, but I gave up because I dare not use my own confidence to deceive her such an inviolable woman. So I took a deep breath, gradually faded my physical desire, left her, sat back on the sofa, and then indulged in my emotions and tormented...

She did not tie her clothes buttons as soon as possible, and looked at me with a complicated expression, waiting for me to give her a reason to give up suddenly.

I picked up the cigarette box from the coffee table, pulled out a cigarette with my fingers trembling slightly, put it in my mouth, picked up the lighter and pressed it several times before igniting it...

Mi Cai buckled her clothes one by one, but her eyes never left me.

I took a deep breath of cigarette, closed my eyes and vomited heavily, until the smoke disappeared, and finally opened my eyes and said, "Weiran has found me..."

"Why are you looking for?"

"Because he loves you...he wants me to leave you, otherwise..."

"Otherwise what?"

My chest suddenly seemed to be pressed by a huge rock, and in the dullness of my powerless resistance, I was unable to speak for a long time... I subconsciously touched the smoke placed beside me, but was stopped by Mi Cai and asked, "Tell me, what else would happen?"

I looked at her, a desire for results finally made me speak: "Otherwise he would probably affect your control over Jomi...he has this ability, right?"

Mi Cai fell into silence, her eyes filled with disbelief and doubt. It took her a long time to say to herself, "No, we have already agreed in the United States that we will continue such a friendship. We have known each other for almost five years. He has never deceived me. He will not have such unreasonable demands."

"I didn't cheat on you, either."

Mi Cai's expression became painful, and she seemed to have realized that she was in a situation full of choice pain...

After a long time, I finally said to her again: "I think it is necessary to tell you such a thing, let you make a choice... No matter what decision you make, I will definitely choose to respect, because I don't want you to lose the most precious and caring most in your life."
Chapter completed!