The boy looked at me in confusion: "What's wrong, Brother Yang?"

"Tell me her room number and I'll go find her."

“Room 3 on the 2nd floor.”

I nodded and felt a little relieved, because Jian Wei lives on the first floor, the chances of them meeting each other will be much smaller.

Then I thought, Mi Cai and I have already brought love to a point where life is worse than death. So what if we meet Jian Wei, are we still afraid of pouring some oil on the fire at this time?

I took the cigarette and lighter I might need later and walked towards the second floor as the boy looked.

I stood at the door of Room 3 for a long time, but I couldn't make up my mind to knock on the door because I was afraid of the silence after meeting.

I looked down at my toes, but the door was gently opened, and the familiar and friendly scent wafted into my nose.

I looked up and looked at her in a daze.

"Why did you come but don't knock on the door?"

In a hurry, I replied without thinking: "Who knows whether you sleep or not."

Mi Cai looked at me and reached out to touch my face. I instinctively stepped back and avoided her hand.

Her hands were hung in the air and she lowered her expression again in a gloomy mood: "What's wrong with your face?"

"It's been knocked."

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

Mi Cai put her hair on her sideburns behind her ears and fell into silence. I knew this was her subconscious action after being cramped, just like I touched the tip of my nose.

After a long time, she finally said to me: "Come in and sit down."

I hesitated for a moment, but walked into the room with her. She sat on the bed and I sat on the chair opposite me.

"Don't you mind if I smoke a cigarette?"

Mi Cai shook her head and signaled not to mind.

I immediately lit a cigarette for myself, and after taking a sip, my inner cramps were slightly relieved. Finally, I looked at Mi Cai and said, "We came to see me this morning."

"I know."

"He said a lot to me... I don't think he was completely wrong."

"What did he say to you?"

"...I will tell you what I think after hearing these words... I think it's great to stay in Xitang and run a small inn just like now. I have never had any ambitions, and we have never been a member of the same place."

"That's not what you said when we decided to be together that day."

"Who can predict what happens in the future? Which couple has no vows and will they all go together in the end?"

Every word of this sentence is so powerful that I say, but the heart seems to be scratched back and forth by a knife.

Tears fell from her face, but I looked at it without hesitation. Since I had made up my mind, I had already made up my mind to bear the pain of the consequences.

The pain was so obvious on her indifferent face for the first time. She finally choked and said, "...but you are not here... I will miss you!... You have already walked into my heart."

I don't speak.

"Zhaoyang, what you gave me was a meteorite falling from the sky, but I never felt dangerous. I always regarded it as a perfect diamond... Imagine putting this diamond in the ring and waiting for one day... One day you will marry me... But today you told me in person that this is a meteorite, not a diamond, and this feeling... It's really heartbreaking... If you really think I shouldn't appear in your life, you tell me that I will break up... I will definitely not appear in your world again."

I opened my lips several times, but I could not say the word "break up".

After a long time, I finally gritted my teeth and said, "The word "breakup" should not be said from a man, you can say it."

"I don't say it...I don't want to say it."

As she watched her emotions approach the edge of losing control, the tense string in my heart was finally pulled off, but she still refused to step closer to her because I understood that it seemed like a wrong thing, but it was often the closest to the reality.

Although I love her, it is of no use at all, because the gap between us is too big. If we just want temporary happiness, what we can destroy may be our lives. To be precise, she is destined to live in criticism and grievances with me, and it will even affect her control over Zhuomei. This point Weiran has already explained to me clearly before.

I suddenly calmed down and looked at her and said, "Let's break up. Don't come to Xitang again in the future. I live a very good life here alone, very quiet."

Mi Cai looked at me, and there were no longer tears in her eyes, and she was even calmer than me at this time. Perhaps it was because I said the word "breakup".

I smiled and said, "Look at how good and how relaxed it is... We have always lived in the real world, not in the bloody Qiong Yao drama, why do we make it so heartbreaking! You know, we can sleep with each other today, and there are many people who say we break up tomorrow!"

"So you are so open-minded. I don't know you enough... I hope you can live a good life in Xitang."

"Don't worry, what I am the best at is making myself happy."

Mi Cai looked at me and I smiled at her again. She didn't respond anymore. She picked up her handbag and a small suitcase from the cabinet beside the bed, got up and walked out of the door of the guest room.

I followed her steps and walked out to the service desk. I said to the sleepy boy, "Boy, this lady's accommodation fee is calculated based on the hourly room, and the excess money is refunded to her."

"What's wrong, Brother Yang?"

"You'll back."

The boy looked at Mi Cai and looked at me again. Finally, he took out a hundred yuan from the cashier and handed it to me. I took it and handed it back to Mi Cai.

Mi Cai took it from my hand, held it tightly in her hand, and walked out of the inn without looking back.

Suddenly, the bell rang at 11 o'clock in the inn. I immediately realized something and followed her footsteps and walked out.

"Wait...it's very late. You can stay in Xitang tonight. After resting, you'll leave tomorrow morning."

"What emotions do you want me to stay in Xitang?"

I didn't know how to respond, but I was even more worried about her. Finally, I bit the bullet and said, "If I have to leave, I'll take you back to Suzhou."

"You want to give it to you."

"Give me the car keys." I said and stretched out my hand to Mi Cai.

Mi Cai took out the car key from her bag and handed it to me. I reached out to take it, then turned it back to the inn, telling the boy that he would not come back tonight and asked him to take good care of the inn. Although the boy was confused and sleepy, he still generously fulfilled my idea of ​​going to Suzhou.

...

The moonlight this night is so good and the temperature is so appropriate, and it does not at all show the sad atmosphere we should have when we break up, but my heart is always sad, because when I want to leave, I once again saw her eyes with tears in the wind.

I tried my best to overcome all the emotions that were shattering in my heart, and finally opened the car door and said to her: "Get in the car, and I will be back to Suzhou soon."
Chapter completed!