Mi Cai's eyes that did not give up until they got the answer made me feel depressed. I immediately lit a cigarette for myself, and after smoking half of it, I pressed it to the ashtray, and then said to Mi Cai: "This advertising business is for Jian Wei to discuss with Jinding Real Estate...I..."

"You don't have to say it any further."

"I want to say."

Mi Cai shook her head with tears in her eyes: "Zhaoyang, I really doubt my position in your heart. You keep saying that you care about me, but what? You are willing to come to Suzhou to manage a bar for Le Yao, and to negotiate business for Jian Wei's advertising company, but you are unwilling to work at Zhuomei..."

“…It’s really not what you think.”

"Tell me, what I think, and tell me again, if this happens to other women, will they remain indifferent?"

I sighed, lit a cigarette in my irritability, but suddenly I became silly and didn't know how to explain it.

Mi Cai turned around and walked towards her room, and then she heard the sound of packing her clothes.

I suddenly felt tired and didn't even have the strength to stop it. I just looked at the TV cabinet with a distracted look, but saw a guitar placed vertically next to the TV cabinet.

I snuffed out the cigarette in my hand again, then walked to the cabinet and picked up the guitar, then looked at it.

This exquisitely crafted guitar is obviously customized, and I suddenly realized that this is the guitar that Micai said she would give me a few days ago.

I saw a pattern of rainbow and rising sun on the back of the guitar. I knew that rising sun was me and rainbow was her. Although our name was not engraved on this guitar, it was better to engrave the name.

My heart seemed to be thrown into the chili water and it hurts. I raised my head and tried my best to make my breath smooth. Then I put down the guitar and gently pushed open the door of Micai's house.

She had put the clothes she had left here and refused to take away into a large suitcase one by one. My heart seemed to be being taken away little by little, and then I felt panic and suffocation, and I felt like I was falling into the grief of love again.

I finally couldn't control myself, so I walked to Mi Cai in two steps, and then hugged her tightly, preventing her from continuing to clean up. Whenever there was a piece of clothing in the closet, my heart seemed to be hollowed out, and I couldn't bear the pain of emptiness.

Mi Cai struggled: "Let me go."

"Don't leave, okay?"

"You go away."

I hugged her tighter and tighter, and I was already choking: "Don't leave, don't leave... There are some difficulties I don't know how to tell you, I'm stupid, I really don't know how to describe it... But, I love you... I really love you. If you leave, I will be empty, and become a skin!"

Mi Cai bit her lips tightly, tears in her eyes.

I kissed her desperately, and she refused, gradually catered to her, and catered to her in a hurry.

I could no longer control myself, so I carried her to the bed, unbuttoned her clothes one by one, and her body was exposed to me. I, who was in a state of madness, pulled the pajamas on her lower body again, but my face was inadvertently pressed against her face. The feeling of wet tears made me awake instantly, gradually stopped the movements in my hands, and then raised my head to look at her.

Her face was covered with tears, but she turned her head away from looking at me. This scene quickly subsided my physical desire. I looked at her at a loss, and after a while, I said, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry!"

Mi Cai tied her own clothes buttons and looked at me for a long time, for a long time: "Zhaoyang, let us all calm down, calm down, okay?"

"How long should I calm down? I'm afraid that you won't come back if you calm down."

"I'm even more afraid that you can't get entangled with so many women... This is not the love I want!"

"I don't want to get entangled with them either, but...reality..."

"You said, what's wrong with reality?"

"Reality... makes me need that money."

"Why don't you tell me if you need money?"

"Don't you understand? What I want is a money I earn from my own abilities, not a gift from others!"

Mi Cai shook her head in pain: "Now we have even had obstacles in communication... Don't say it anymore. The more we say it, the deeper our misunderstandings... Let each other calm down and calm down."

I raised my head and did not let the warmth from the corners of my eyes turn into tears, but a feeling of overwhelming powerlessness arises in my heart. I am powerless to restrain Mi Cai and let her stay here.

...

I think: I will never forget the back of her dragging her suitcase this night, because the full suitcase contains not only her clothes, but also my soul.

...

I sat alone in her room until dawn. I gradually realized that the most unplanned thing in this world is love. We can indeed dream of love very beautifully, but real life is always smearing, making us lost in the mud flow of love.

Now I can only hope for her words "Let each other be calm and calm" because she hasn't said "break up" and hasn't really sentenced me to death!

I was so sleepy and tired. I lay on Mi Cai's bed and fell asleep, but the remaining temperature had completely dissipated!

...

I slept until noon before waking up, and then wandered in this room like a soulless body, standing, sitting, and walking two more steps.

It was not until the ringtone of my cell phone rang in the room that I rushed into the room and prayed that it was Mi Cai who called me, but Jian Wei.

I lit a cigarette and answered the phone, but didn't say anything, just waiting for her to speak first.

"Zhaoyang, I'm sorry... I originally put my bank card in your pocket, but I didn't expect that Zhao Ke (the person who sent me home) was afraid that you would lose it after drinking, so he handed it over to Mi Cai for safekeeping..."

I interrupted Jian Wei and asked, "Would Xiang Chen be unhappy if he knew I would help you with business?"

Jian Wei said without thinking, "Why should he interfere in my work?"

"Then why do you care about Zhao Ke giving the bank card to Mi Cai instead of me? We only have the intersection because of work, right?"

Jian Wei then breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's good that it doesn't affect you."

"Well... nothing else, I'll hang up the phone."

"Okay, bye."

I hung up Jian Wei's phone number and then saw a message that was not opened. I opened it and looked at it. It was sent to me by Jian Wei last night. She told me that the bank card was in my pocket and the bank card password was attached.

She didn't lie. All my troubles are just because Zhao Ke's extravagance, but can I blame him? After all, they are also out of good intentions, so I would rather believe that this is a disaster that Mi Cai and I must go through on the road of love.

But why can Jian Wei say such words as Xiang Chen interfere with her work, but I can’t use the same words to say Mi Cai?

I think love is never equal. Xiang Chen and I are both the weakest parties in love, while Mi Cai and Jian Wei are the preferred parties.

...

In the evening sunset, I came to the moat with the guitar customized by Mi Cai. Looking at the patterns of the rising sun and rainbow on the guitar, I suddenly missed her very much, wanting her to be by my side and listen to me playing a song for her, but after all, it was a luxury. She had tolerated me for a long time. This incident was just a fuse that ignited the long-term conflict, but am I really wrong? I am really not sure in the authorities.

The wind blew the smell of spring again, and the willow trees by the moat also broke through the shackles of winter and drew out the green buds of spring...

The spring in front of me made me not want to think about anything anymore, just watching the rainbow on the guitar and the rising sun.
Chapter completed!