The security staff found a tourniquet to bandage Fang Yuan. Mi Lan kept holding Fang Yuan like this, motionless. I finally calmed down a little and said to Mi Lan: "Can't wait for the ambulance. Give me your car keys. The nearest hospital here will be available in ten minutes."

Mi Lan handed me the handbag mechanically and said, "The car key is inside."

I opened my handbag and poured out the things inside. I found the car key from it. Then I took Fangyuan from Mi Lan's hand, and hugged him and ran outside.

When I arrived at Milan's car, I remembered that the r8 was a two-seater and ran towards my car again.

Mi Cai followed me closely and said to me: "You have drunk, don't drive any more troubles. Give me the car keys, I'll drive it."

I signaled that the car key was in my shirt pocket. Mi Cai took it out quickly and opened the car door immediately. I carried Fang Yuan in, protected his head, and let him lie on my legs. Mi Cai had already started the car as soon as possible and rushed through a corner in an instant.

Fortunately, I didn't encounter a traffic jam. I was able to get a 10-minute drive away in 5 minutes, but I seemed to have been suffering for a year. As soon as Mi Cai stopped the car, I rushed to the hospital with Fang Yuan in his arms, and then watched Fang Yuan be pushed into the emergency ward surrounded by a group of doctors and nurses.

...

Mi Cai stood against the wall, and I lowered my head and pulled my hair in pain with my hands, but I couldn't say a word.

After a while, Mi Lan also rushed to the hospital, and then several police officers came, preparing to escort me to the police station to deal with the fight.

I struggled and didn't want to go, and wanted to wait for Fang Yuan's rescue results in the hospital.

At this time, Mi Cai took out his cell phone and dialed a phone number. He came to the side of several police officers and asked, "Who is the police officer who is you?"

One of the police responded.

Mi Cai handed him the phone and said, "Disturbate, your leader wants to talk to you."

The policeman surnamed He took the phone from Mi Cai, then kept nodding, and after a while, he returned the phone to Mi Cai and said to me with a cold face: "I will take the initiative to go to the police station to accept the treatment tomorrow, do you know?"

I nodded numbly, and then sat back on the chair powerlessly. In addition to feeling frustrated, I felt that my world was dark. I was so ridiculous, so ridiculous that I had implicated my brothers, so ridiculous that I needed women to solve one trouble after another for myself... Why did I live like this, why?

It seemed as if after walking in purgatory, the door of the emergency room was finally opened. I, Mi Cai and Mi Lan, ran over to the attending doctor as if conditioned.

The doctor took off his mask and said to us: "Fortunately, he didn't hit the vital point. He had a slight concussion. He had just had a suture surgery and he could recover after a while of resting."

It seemed like a stone in my heart fell to the ground, and my tense nerves suddenly relaxed. I sat down against the wall and took a long time to wait. Only then did I dare to take out my cell phone and call Yan Yan.

...

In the end, Yan Yan stayed in the hospital to accompany me and did not blame me, but this deepened my guilt. Until now, I was still scared. If there was something unexpected in Fangyuan, even if I was extinguished in front of Yan Yan, it would not be enough to make up for it.

When Mi Cai and Mi Lan were about to leave, Jian Wei, who received the news, rushed to the hospital to visit, but after only meeting us, she went directly to the ward. At this moment, I was really grateful for her because she would have given up on me such a slap in such a way that she would have lost a lot of trouble and painful choices.

After Mi Cai sent me back to the old house, I sat on the sofa smoking cigarettes one by one. I inevitably thought a lot in my heart, and finally put out the cigarettes in my hand and asked Mi Cai who was sitting opposite me, "You should be very disappointed with me, right?"

Mi Cai didn't say anything for a long time, but this silence was also an answer to me. I suddenly felt an uncontrollable suffocation in my heart. Originally, I wanted to give her a bouquet of flowers with joy and invite her to have a candlelight dinner together, but in the end, it ended up like this. It was because of the damn self-esteem, otherwise why would I go to the bar to get drunk?

But where is the root of self-esteem?

After all, it’s not because I have no money or status. Once I can’t live happily in this real world, I will arm myself with my self-esteem and then get a trace of pitiful comfort in my harshness.

Mi Cai, who had been silent, finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, can you be more mature? This is the second time you have been having trouble fighting in a bar."

"I can't stand them pointing at my brother's nose, and I can't stand their mouths' impoliteness to you!"

Mi Cai fell into silence again. I knew she was moved, so I couldn't bear to blame me anymore, but I didn't like my irrationality, because there were many ways to deal with the incident tonight, but I chose the most extreme one, and the act of hurting people first made the original reasonable and unreasonable, which further implicated my brothers.

Although I am maintaining square circle, compared to his almost life-threatening concern, is this kind of maintenance really correct?

...

After Mi Cai left, I was the only one left in the room where the lights were turned off. In the darkness, I gradually calmed down. Then I recalled the life I had passed, but I couldn't remember when I was dominated by my self-esteem and turned into a hedgehog, a hedgehog with barbed hairs, and then I thorned my body and kept sprinkling salt on the wound.

I don’t want to be that hedgehog with barbed hair anymore. Even if I have to endure the pain during the process of pulling the barbed hair, I will do whatever I can!

I vomited a lot of stuffy breath in my heart, and I finally took out my phone and sent a message to Jian Wei: "Do you have time tomorrow? I want to talk to you about advertising business."

Looking at the message sent, I seemed to feel the pain of pulling out the barb, but I needed some money. Surviving in this society, relying on the so-called self-esteem I imagined will not really gain much dignity for myself. On the contrary, career and material things are the foundation for gaining a foothold in this real world.

Although I took advantage of Jian Wei's power, I was unwilling to feel ashamed anymore. If the negotiations were successful, at least I had made efforts, not the food I gave. I could completely imagine Jian Wei as the boss of an advertising company I had never met, and then assigned me to negotiate the advertising business.

After a moment, Jian Wei replied to my message: "It's time to get off work tomorrow."

"Well, you can set a place."

"Everywhere is the same, but I'm curious, what made you change your original decision?"

I stared at this message for a long time, subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette box to light it, and finally pressed a line of words on the screen of the phone and sent it out.

“It’s a life that is beyond recognition.”

...

The night was deeper, and the wind blew the curtains through the unclosed windows. I saw the moonlight sprinkling into the house in the gap. It was so bright that it made me feel a little immersed until the message prompt sounded again.

This is the message Jian Wei only replied to after a quarter of an hour.
Chapter completed!