Chapter 178: Unforgettable New Year's Eve 2
After a moment of thinking, I decided to deal with Mi Cai with the lies I had dealt with Jian Wei: "I took them to Beijing, and Robben will use them."
"Yeah?"
I was panicked again. After all, Mi Cai is not Jian Wei, please confirm.
After all, he was a man with strong psychological quality. He quickly covered up his panic and smiled and said, "Yes, if you don't believe it, just verify it."
"But why didn't you just say it?"
"It's not too late to say it now. I've told you all, call me."
"Just make the phone call, it's already so late, I don't want to bother her and Robben."
I felt relieved in my heart, and then said to her: "You might as well go back and get a guitar. Let's try to master these two songs tonight."
"Um."
...
In the old room, Mi Cai sat on a chair with a guitar in her hand, while I sat on the sofa opposite her holding the guitar score for her and let her practice.
Amid the floating songs, I was a little lost, and I remembered the original singer of these two songs, Yunzi, and my heart was filled with regret. This is a female singer I like very much. The song "The Beginning of Autumn" was sang a sad fairy tale by her. It once shocked me for a long time, but such a female singer finally chose to end her life by committing suicide.
Mi Cai suddenly stopped singing, and she asked me, "Zhaoyang, why do you seem absent-minded? Is it the wrong feeling I sing?"
"No, it has nothing to do with you. I just remember the original singer of these two songs. I listened to her album "Four Seasons" for a long time."
"Four Seasons? Could it be that your fifth season was inspired by this album?"
"It has a certain influence. I used to like the artistic conception in the lyrics... However, this singer committed suicide!"
"Ah! Why do you commit suicide?"
"Maybe it's a relationship, I'm not very clear, it doesn't matter... Alas! Is it really difficult to live to be relieved by suicide?" I suddenly felt sad.
Mi Cai didn't say anything, but her eyes showed grief, which was caused by the severe pain of life she had also suffered.
It took her a long time to ask me, "Zhaoyang, why do you think there are so many separations in life and death in life?"
"No one can escape fate. One day we will leave this world!"
"Life is short, so we must make ourselves happy every day we live!"
"Yes! But how easy is happiness? Humans are always an animal full of desires. As long as there is desire, there will be pain!"
"Where does desire come from?"
"The nature of human nature. If one day you suddenly lose desire for this world, you will no longer be in love with others' lives. This seems to be a paradox, but it is true that we suffer for desire and survive because of desire!"
Mi Cai thought something and smiled after a moment, saying, "Zhaoyang, you have a deeper look at the problem. At this time, you are not like when we first met."
"Is that unbearable?"
Mi Cai did not answer directly, but her expression said with some memories: "You gave me a lot of feelings. It is difficult for me to describe these feelings, but you are becoming more and more real in my eyes."
"You have also given me a lot of feelings, but it is getting more and more illusory. Why... why are you such a perfect woman, so perfect that it is unreal!"
Because of this specific environment, I expressed my feelings about Mi Cai all the time, and then looked at her quietly to see what she would say.
"The so-called perfection is only in your eyes. I will hide in the quilt and cry alone at night because of helplessness..."
"Even if you cry, it's a beautiful fairy tale!"
Mi Cai looked at me speechlessly: "Zhaoyang, why are you so stingy?"
"From the feeling! You are too white, like Snow White!" I replied illogically.
Mi Cai: "…"
"You said why are you so beautiful? Every time we are together, no matter who we know or not, they say you are too beautiful. I just have a green leaf to support you, and maybe even green leaves are not considered a green leaf!"
"You are very superficial now!" Mi Cai finally sighed impatiently.
"Super shallow, who makes you so white and so beautiful, you are the most beautiful in Suzhou!"
"I can't stand you anymore... Can we practice singing? Let me sing these two songs tomorrow night and will not be humiliated by the female singer you like!"
I finally said seriously: "Her name is Yunzi, a singer who can sing a fairy tale!"
"Well, remember, her name is Yunzi."
This night, we practiced singing until late at night, but I didn't feel tired at all. It seemed that with Mi Cai's singing, she was also very artistic in her interpretation of these two songs, but it was different from Yunzi. I believe that tomorrow she will definitely bring many surprises to those customers.
It was already late at night, and I made a cup of hot tea for Micai with Fat Sea and Honey to moisten her throat.
Mi Cai took a sip and said to me, "I found that you are actually quite considerate. You are very nice to me."
"You really feel that?"
"Yes."
I pretended to be careful and asked, "So according to your previous statement, does it mean that you are willing to be my wife and give me baby?"
Even though I had said something shameless without restraint, Mi Cai was very calm, but this time she suddenly blushed, then she avoided my gaze and said nothing for a long time.
"You said, can you be my wife and give me baby?"
"cannot."
Mi Cai’s answer did not frustrate me, because I just asked her that, mostly jokes, and I didn’t expect what she would do, but I still smiled and asked her, “Why can’t it?”
"Because you are always good and bad to me, who knows if I gave birth to baby for you one day, will you suddenly become a bad side?"
Although I knew that Mi Cai's words were mostly jokes, I still felt a strange feeling in my heart, especially the sentence "Who knows which day I gave birth to baby for you", which seemed to really make my mind the scene of her giving birth to baby for me one day.
I thought: If there really was one day, I would definitely be the happiest man in the world, and I would no longer have to be troubled by any desires, because she had given me everything I wanted.
...
The next day, Micai and I arrived at the bar in the afternoon, and the waiters were already taking it seriously. According to statistics, there were 168 customers coming to the fifth season tonight to spend New Year's Eve. The huge population base has determined that this will be a very lively New Year's Eve.
At about 5 pm, Xiaowu also brought several members of the band to the bar, and before he could take a breath, he devoted himself to the intense equipment debugging.
I took advantage of the space to call Xiao Wu and asked him, "There is no problem with Aji tonight, right?"
Xiao Wute said affirmatively: "You just let it go, you must be on the way here!"
I nodded, but Xiaowu suddenly patted my shoulder and said, "Zhaoyang, look behind you, is it your ex-girlfriend?"
I subconsciously turned my head and was surprised. At this moment, it was Jian Wei who was walking towards me. She fulfilled her previous promise and came to help this New Year's Eve.
Chapter completed!