After the WeChat conversation, I fell into waiting, which contained concern and anxiety.

I lit a cigarette to calm my emotions and finally calmed down a little. I also began to recall some of the things and scenes I had just experienced with Mi Cai in my mind.

After filtering layer by layer, Mi Cai said to me before leaving, "I take myself too seriously, I shouldn't force others to do anything!" Finally, I freeze in my mind.

I chewed this sentence repeatedly, and then ground it into one word, one word to guess Mi Cai's emotions at that time.

In fact, when I get along with women, I am not a delicate man, and only Jian Wei has really fallen in love with me. In that unforgettable relationship, the beginning and process were so natural, and naturally fell in love, and naturally experienced the joys, sorrows and sorrows in love, but the result was a sudden turn of agility.

This gap made me a hedgehog, so I never fell in love again. All I like was straightforward indulgence, so I had a yes relationship with Le Yao.

After careful consideration, I seemed to understand the meaning of Micai's words. At least she hoped that she would occupy a very important position in my heart. Thinking on the other hand just showed that she cared about me.

But why didn't I notice it just now? Perhaps it was because we were always in a fight during the long-term process of getting along. This struggle gave the mind a kind of inertia. The inertia thought that she had made some attempts to buy hygiene, which made me embarrassed, but in fact it was because of intimacy. With her indifferent nature, it was undoubtedly because of intimacy.

At this moment, I understand: no matter what identity we live with, the path we have to go on will still require mutual adjustment to avoid misunderstandings similar to today.

...

I don’t know how long it took, but the WeChat message tone of my phone finally rang. I picked up my phone and sent it. There was a photo of instant noodles in WeChat, and a line of words attached to the bottom of the face: She is eating.

Looking at this message with pictures and texts, I hesitated for a long time and didn’t know what to reply. I just felt that I was a little bit of a work. The script for this night should have been that we went to the square to play racing after having a sumptuous dinner together, but now I am still empty-handed. How bitter is it to be when Mi Cai returns to eat instant noodles!

Reply to the message: "Don't let her eat instant noodles, see if there is anything else at home, and cook something nutritious for her."

I replied to the message: "We both have half of them, and we have finished eating together!"

"You are really her best friend! You are blessed and difficult to share!"

cc replied with a grinning expression: "That's right, we can share the same brand bag or eat a bowl of instant noodles with preservatives added."

With me, I felt more at ease, then threw the phone aside, lay on the bed, and pulled the quilt to the top of my head. I was a little tired, why I was too tired but too lazy to think about it anymore, and even more tired of this life that needed to be contemplated, as if I fell into a black hole that lacked passion and was a little depressed.

Half asleep and half awake, my cell phone rang again, but found that it was sent by Le Yao.

"Zhaoyang, how is the bar doing recently?"

“It’s being renovated and will be open again soon.”

"Thank you for your hard work... By the way, let me tell you the good news. I have signed in to a new show. I will pay off the debts from the bar in the shortest time. Don't be under too much pressure!"

I was lost after watching this message for a while before replying: "I always feel that it's a bit too smooth for you to go to Beijing this time..."

This time, Le Yao returned the message: "Everyone will have their own opportunities to accumulate to a certain extent. This time I met and seized it. You should be happy for me rather than worried."

In just a short sentence, I felt Le Yao's transformation. Her words were a little perfunctory and strong. This was really not like the one who was once extremely insecure. Perhaps the disaster would really make a person grow up. Now Le Yao has said goodbye to the past, but I really don't know if I should be happy for her.

After a while, I replied to her: "It's getting late, so take a break soon. I'm empty to contact me!"

"Good night."

A "good night" without any delay made me feel that she was once clingy and dependence with longing.

"Hu..." I let out a heavy breath, threw the phone aside again, trying to pull the quilt on and continue to sleep, but suddenly lit a cigarette for myself and waited for the out of reach dawn in the dark.

...

Time continues to move forward, it is another weekend, and I have not contacted Micai again in the past 4 days. Of course, she has never contacted me again, and I have heard some news about her there.

She spent the past week in Shanghai, because Zhuomei’s shopping mall in Shanghai is about to operate. Of course, she will definitely have a lot of free time to accompany Wei Ran these days in Shanghai, but they are maintaining their original relationship and have not told me.

In addition, the bar decoration is approaching, and the second opening time is officially confirmed next week's weekend. Unfortunately, I still haven't come up with any good marketing and publicity ideas, and I am becoming more and more urgency and nervous.

At dusk at sunset, I came to the square alone with the racing car, ready to relieve the recent pressure.

Because it was a weekend, there were so many more people in the square than usual that all the benches available for rest were seized by those who arrived first.

I sat cross-legged on the ground with no qualities, then controlled the racing car and started playing. After about half an hour, I suddenly saw two familiar figures holding a racing car in my hands. Who else wasn't Mi Cai or Wei Xiao?

Wei Xiao's hand was still the commemorative four-wheel drive car of Tamura, while Micai's hand was holding a brand new oil-powered racing car.

Wei Xiao grinned at me from afar, but Mi Cai completely ignored my existence, stopped not far away, and then put down the racing car in his hand.

Micai started several times but failed to start successfully. I finally took the opportunity to come over and said to her: "I'll help you. Your startup method is wrong."

"Thank you, no need." Mi Cai said as she pulled the starting rope again but still failed to start the car.

I squatted down beside her and asked in a chatting tone: "Why are you back to Suzhou today?"

“Can’t you come back on the weekend?”

Wei Xiao interrupted again and said, "Brother, the referee sister is coming back to help grandpa. She said I don't have to come to the square to set up a stall again in the future."

Although Wei Xiao’s expression was not very clear, I already understood: Mi Cai has already done the matter of helping Wei Xiao’s grandfather set up a cabinet to sell handmade products in Zhuomei.

I smiled and said to Wei Xiao, "Xiao Pang, your referee sister has something to say, "You go there for a while first, and invite you to KFC later!"

"Okay, some are eaten again!" Wei Xiao jumped high, and then cooperated with his own racing car and ran to the middle of a group of children to play.

I was shameless and ignored me and said, "Your new car is good, I bought it for a lot of money, right?"

"Why do I have to spend money to buy it? Do you think there is no one else giving it to me except you?"

Mi Cai's words made me feel a little disappointed. I went through a lot of trouble and could only give her a second-hand racing car, but others could handle it in minutes and the performance was better. This is the gap.

I covered my loss and took the car from Mi Cai's hand. While operating, I said, "You are a new car and need to be run-in. The main oil needle and the secondary oil needle should be slightly oily. Otherwise, there will be many problems after starting. Also, do not insert the ignition rod before starting, block the damper with your fingers, pull the starting rope a few times first, and let the pump oil enter the receiver, do you know?"

Mi Cai finally didn't care as much as she just now. She looked at me and nodded, then asked, "You didn't have oil-powered racing cars before, how could you know so much?"

Mi Cai’s question reminds me of Xiang Chen. The reason why I know so much is that when I was in college, Xiang Chen had an oil-powered racing car that we played for a long time, and I definitely didn’t have the spare money to buy this one.

"I've played with my friends." I replied lightly, and Mi Cai didn't ask any more questions.

I helped Mi Cai debug the car. I was tired and sat on the ground without caring, but I didn't expect Mi Cai to sit on the ground without caring, and looked at me adjusting the car for her with great interest.

I pulled her up from the ground and said, "Are you not cold to sit on the ground? You just passed the menstrual period and have poor resistance. What should I do if I get sick?"

"Aren't you sitting there too?"

"I can handle it with a rough man, can you do it?"

"But it's really tiring to squat!"

I looked around and couldn't find anything suitable for her to sit on, so I took off my down jacket and spread it on the ground and said to her, "Sit down so that I won't catch a cold!"

I started sitting on the ground again to debug the racing car, but Mi Cai didn't sit down. She was looking at me with complicated eyes.

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I have written more than 300,000 words without realizing it, which also means that I have already started. It is necessary to say something about this book from my perspective.

Whether it is an editor in the industry, a fellow author, or a reader, I have never defined my book as a novice. Since it is not a novice, it will definitely take a lot of effort to read it before I can read more content.

But many readers are unwilling to follow the previous and next to read the plot in the book, such as the plot when I bought that thing yesterday. Many people are dissatisfied because you watched this plot with a strong desire and were eager to get the heroine quickly, but they did not really combine it with the previous article to read...

Someone is even more funny. This is completely inconsistent with the previous shaping of Zhaoyang... Who can live in a posture in real life? Only in yy's novels can the protagonist set a specific personality and then conquer the universe according to this personality... We live in a swaying way, and any choice will change due to the environment and the characters we face. This is a real person.

Apart from reading some online yy novels, some readers have never read a few books seriously. They always like to examine books with that kind of visual sense. They are separated from that program and cannot stand it and think the plot is unreasonable.

For this group of readers, I sincerely suggest that you abandon the article. My books need to be read with a calm mind. If you read them with a strong desire, the more you read them, the more you feel, the more painful it will be.

When I was writing this passage, I suddenly thought of the fifth season theme bar in the book. This book is very similar to this bar and does not belong to the public, but there are readers who like to read it. In the past, I hoped that everyone could accept this subject. Now I think that there is no need. Readers who are truly willing to spend time reading are the gains I gained from writing the book, because our thoughts are the same... For some readers who cannot understand, you instill in him, it is a two-way pain for me to him.

I have written three books and have come into contact with many readers. Some people who are willing to spend thousands or tens of thousands of yuan to support this book, whether they are satisfied or not, they still watch silently, support them strongly, and even vote for them more and more weekly. They will also say to me: Tank, write slowly, we are not in a hurry, vote for you to support, not urge you to update... There are also some readers who are dissatisfied with the plot and criticize them all. However, such readers have a characteristic. Look at their previous book review records. They usually don’t say anything. As long as the plot is dissatisfied, they will jump out to curse the streets immediately... I am very annoyed by such people, extremely annoying! Any such people are extremely selfish in reality. Because they have too much desire in their hearts and are too eager to master others. I would like to ask, are you capable enough to master others? People who are truly capable of realizing possessiveness will not curse the streets because of their dissatisfaction with a book, so this kind of people is really sad and ridiculous!

Judging from the above two types of readers, this is such a realistic and three-dimensional world.

Let’s get back to the point and talk about this book. First of all, I have to admit that there must be elements in the book that caters to commercialization. If it is completely realistic, it is a bit far-fetched, but it does not mean these plots. There are no people in these books in real life, but they are few and not within the scope of your life.

I am trying to break through this book. I want to describe a complete love and various emotions in this love within my ability...
Chapter completed!