The light of the car tear a gap into the night, and my heart ran wildly along the gap, so I caught up with the cold wind riding on the moonlight, and I felt a little cold!

Finally arrived at the edge of the moat, I saw Jian Wei's red Cadillac cts again. It was still so dazzling, just indulging in this boundless dark night, and it was a little bit alone.

Walking down the steep slope a little, I saw Jian Wei wearing a red down jacket sitting on the steps. Her back was facing me. I couldn't see her face for the time being, but I knew she must be lost, otherwise there would be no need to come here to endure the raging wind.

I walked closer to her and sat down next to her, looking at the dark river with her gloomy eyes, but no one spoke.

In silence, I took out a cigarette from my pocket, but couldn't touch the lighter. Just as I was about to give up, Jian Wei took out a lighter from her bag, and a "click" beam of flame that could satisfy me.

I approached the flame with the cigarette in my mouth, and the smoke spread out from my fingers like abrupt and regained its way.

I took a heavy breath of cigarette, then looked at the lighter in Jian Wei's hand...

This is a blue lighter that lit my cigarette countless times, but I have never owned it because it has been kept by Jian Wei, and she has been kept for me since the beginning of our relationship.

I will never forget that she said to me: She likes to light cigarettes for me and then watch me feel satisfied.

Huh! At this moment, I almost couldn't control myself and fell into the beauty of the past... but I was silent and could not say anything, because there was something called time changing between us.

...

I finally put out the unsmoked cigarette in my hand. In order to melt the frozen atmosphere, I smiled and said, "We won't just sit like this from the beginning to the end. You'll say something to me, right?"

"I don't want to say anything, just sit with me for a while."

I took out my cell phone from my pocket and found the text message Jian Wei sent me again. Sure enough, she just said she asked me to accompany her, but she didn't say chat.

I nodded, and just said nothing, just pretending to be two strangers I met by chance, and then I took the opportunity to solidify my throbbing heart again.

But the night bewitched by the wind seems to have a magical power. It pulls me back to the green years a few years ago, so I wandered in these years, but was threatened by the happiness of the past.

It’s just that happiness and threat are obviously two opposing words, but why are they so three-dimensionally compatible in my thinking? It took me a long time to understand that it is the happiness of the past, and if all beautiful things are involved in the past, they will become a drug that makes people enjoy it and then poison the present.

I finally couldn't bear it and asked Jian Wei beside me: "Are you having a conflict with Xiang Chen?"

“We have always had conflicts.”

"It is normal for two people to have some conflicts together..."

Jian Wei finally looked up at me and said, "I know... I want to ask you a question. If your girlfriend wants to work, will you stop it at all?"

I thought about it and replied, "I won't...but you have to understand that I can't afford to raise a girlfriend who doesn't work. This is an objective reason, but Xiang Chen is different!"

"What if you can afford it?"

"I don't know, because I haven't reached that height, and I think about it in my current situation, the answer I give you may be inaccurate."

Jian Wei fell into confusion and said to me for a long time: "You will not be bound, because you are a man who likes to pursue freedom and is not selfish, so you will definitely let your partner be free."

Jian Wei’s evaluation of me surprised me. Does she really know me better than me? Not only do she understand me in the past, but she also understands me in the future.

After another long period of silence, Jian Wei seemed to be talking to me and said to herself, "I will definitely open an advertising company and want to be the top advertising company in China. This is my dream... No one can stop me."

I persuaded me and said, "In fact, sometimes compromise for love is also a reward. If you are too persistent and suffer in the end!"

Jian Wei looked at me with a complicated expression: "Do you know? If I can't realize this dream, I will feel that my life is of no value... Apart from this dream, I really don't know what I have left!"

I didn't say anything for a long time, but I realized Jian Wei's struggle and pain. I just wondered why she was so pessimistic. She had a lot now. As long as she was not with me, her parents would definitely let go of the past she had been with me and give her the warmth of her family. No matter how good she was, there was still love from Xiang Chen.

In the repeated silence, Jian Wei skipped the topic just now and asked me: "Do you still want to smoke?"

"Yeah." I said and pulled out a cigarette from the cigarette box.

At the same time, Jian Wei took out the blue lighter again, and the smoke spread again in the flames...

However, before I could enjoy the satisfaction of a cigarette, Jian Wei had already picked up her handbag and before leaving, she said to me: "Zhaoyang, thank you for being with me. I am in a better mood. These days I will prepare for the establishment of an advertising company... Even if no one supports me, I will stick to this only dream."

"You will definitely succeed." I said, but this is definitely not a polite word, because Jian Wei's father is the leader in the advertising industry. He owns a 4A-level advertising company in Shanghai, and Jian Wei is his only daughter, so he will definitely help him.

However, Jian Wei is still too strong in personality. If she inherits her father's advertising company, it will be at least much easier than she has struggled for herself. But everyone has their own ambitions. As an ex-boyfriend, I would rather bless her silently, wishing her to realize her dream and even surpass her father in the advertising industry.

...

After Jian Wei left, I sat alone by the moat for a while. Now Jian Wei and I are becoming more and more like friends. Even if we meet, we don’t talk about it. So I believe in the view that we can still be friends after breaking up. In fact, I do not reject being friends, but I don’t cater to it. Just let it go, because I don’t want to add unnecessary pain to myself anymore. At least I can’t completely separate my relationship with Jian Wei. After all, I still owed her a huge sum of 500,000 yuan.

After returning to my residence and opening the door, I subconsciously looked at the shoe rack, but did not find Micai's shoes. Then I looked at the food on the dining table, and there was no sign of moving. This made me realize that Micai might have left in anger.

But I don't think it's true, because she can eat a meal by herself, and she doesn't have to mess with me, after all, I'm not her boyfriend.
Chapter completed!