Maybe it was because of the nervousness that Mi Cai and I could not keep pace with the same pace. In the cold winter, our hands were sweating. This reaction was unexpected. What happened to me? What happened to Mi Cai? We just held hands.

A sudden tree stood in front of us. In order to avoid this tree, I leaned towards Micai very well, but I didn't expect that Micai also leaned towards me in order to avoid it. So the two of them collided without any tacit understanding, and subconsciously let go of their hands that were pulling together.

We finally looked at each other awkwardly, but this time Mi Cai put his hand in his pocket.

This action made me feel a little disappointed, and I felt that I offended her. After a while, I said to her: "It's no other point for me to hold your hand. I usually have Yan Yan...cc and they are still holding their backs!"

Mi Cai looked elsewhere, hesitated for a moment before saying to me, "I know, you don't need to explain."

I finally nodded, then reached out to stop a taxi. We had already walked far enough and achieved the purpose of taking a walk. If we continue walking, we might be embarrassed.

...

This night, Mi Cai didn't play in the bar for too long. She just sat for half an hour and left first. This made me feel even more offended her, and I also complained that I had no restraint, and I didn't want this to cast a shadow on our relationship. So sometimes it's best not to test or point it out. At least I can still be as noisy and caring for each other as before.

When I got home, I washed up briefly and lay on the bed, then lit a cigarette and took the photos stolen from Micai's office today and looked at them carefully. Then I was amused by her pouting, acting cute and pretending to be cute. She smiled and smiled and some pains inexplicably overflowed. I couldn't understand where these pains came from for a long time, maybe because I sympathized with her, or maybe because I couldn't get close to her.

I gradually understood that I might have fallen in love with her in a subtle way... But this is such a terrible thing for me, because I never thought that we would be together in my subconscious mind. If we couldn't be together, then how pale and lonely the abrupt love would be, and that I could not get a response in loneliness... I could only look at it from afar.

I put out the cigarette in my hand, put Mi Cai's photo into the page of the book, turned off the light, and the room darkened and the loneliness lit up!

...

A week passed soon. During this week, I chose a cooperative decoration company. The "Fifth Season" theme music bar officially entered the secondary renovation. I finally ushered in the easiest period since I returned to Suzhou. The only thing I had to do was to go to the bar every afternoon to supervise the decoration.

During this week, I had never contacted Mi Cai, and she had never looked for me again. It seemed that I had returned to the state of a stranger. The first three days of the beginning, I was not used to this strangeness. I wanted to call her several times, but gradually I restrained it, so I completely cut off the idea of ​​contacting her. This kind of breakdown stems from me no longer a man full of pursuit and expectation for love. I can give up all my fantasies about love and live in self-entertainment.

It was a sunny afternoon. I stayed at home and didn't go anywhere. I sat on the sofa and controlled a remote-controlled car I bought a long time ago to enjoy the boredom, but I was still thinking about marketing after the second opening of the bar. Until now, I have never thought of any good marketing plan, because it is really difficult to convey the information of the bar to the target consumers scattered around when the funds are insufficient.

In a state of distraction, I controlled the remote control car to speed up in a straight line, hung in reverse gear, and then turned, and the car drifted instantly.

While playing the next drift, the door suddenly opened, and then I saw Micai, but Micai looked at the drifting remote-controlled racing car.

Finally, she asked me with a look of incomprehension: "Are you still playing with a toy car?"

"This is a remote-controlled racing car, not a toy car, okay?"

Mi Cai looked at it again and said, "I don't think there is any difference."

I put down the remote control in my hand and was unwilling to continue with her on this topic, so I asked, "Why are you here?"

"Come on some clothes."

"Oh." I responded mechanically.

Mi Cai looked at me, as if she was going to say something, but in the end she just said, "Then you keep playing, I'll leave after I get my clothes."

I didn't respond to Mi Cai, picked up the remote control and started playing again. Mi Cai also entered her room. After about five minutes, she walked out with a handbag. She came to me and was silent for a while and said, "...I'm leaving."

I didn't say anything, but controlled the racing car to hit her. Mi Cai hid several times, and finally kicked my remote control car over with annoyance, frowned and asked, "What are you doing?"

I didn't want her to leave, but I didn't know how to keep her. I left the sofa and straightened the kicked car, and then controlled it to hit her.

This time, Mi Cai kicked over without hesitation and said angrily: "Zhaoyang, are you sick again?"

"Yes, I'm sick, I'm still crazy!"

"Then you go to the mental hospital right away."

“I have given up on treatment.”

Mi Cai looked at me speechlessly...

"Or why you're crazy too, let's have fun together."

Regarding this unreliable proposal, I thought Mi Cai would scold me, but she didn't expect her to ask with interest: "What are you playing?"

I thought about it and said, "Let's go to the square to play racing."

"You are the ones who are broken remote control."

"That's right."

Mi Cai thought for a while and said, "Then let's go."

It surprised me and was a little happy that she agreed to my request so easily, and she didn't mind taking her to play remote control racing like a lunatic. So she hurried to the room and took a bag to put the remote control car in it, and then "two lunatics" went downstairs together.

...

When we arrived at a nearby square, Micai and I found a bench and sat down, then took out the remote control racing car from the bag and started playing. Micai held her chin and watched me play.

I started showing off all kinds of skills, but Mi Cai didn't applaud me. Soon I lost the motivation to continue playing, handed the remote control to Mi Cai and said, "Do you want to play?"

Mi Cai nodded and finally smiled and took the remote control from me. Only then did I realize: It turned out that she was deliberately neglecting me just now, with the purpose of making me feel bored and letting her play with her.

I didn't want to argue with her, so I took out a cigarette and lit it, leaned on the bench, pulled out the film from the cigarette box, looked at the blue sky and white clouds, and ignored Mi Cai and didn't want to pay attention to her.

Mi Cai completely ignored me, imitated me, and played racing in a good manner. After a long time, she pulled my clothes and asked, "How did you play the drift just now? It feels cool!"

"Do you want to learn?"

Mi Cai nodded in anticipation.

I looked at the little fat man who was controlling another racing car next to me, and then said to Mi Cai: "If you use our car to knock that little fat man over, I will teach you."

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Chapter completed!