Chapter 254 The memory enters the soul
There are a few more things in the world of Yangyang Consciousness Sea.
Compared to nothing that existed before, there is a little more vitality.
In the world of consciousness of a normal person, every time he grows older, there is an additional illusion. The illusion is like a world. What he thinks, sees and dreams about every day are all colorful in this fantasy world, making up the excitement of this fantasy world.
This is memory!
There are three more illusory structures in Yangyang's sea of consciousness world. This is Yangyang's illusory world in the past three years. However, these three illusory worlds are still blank.
What Zhang Qingyun has to do is to awaken the memory deep in Yangyang's soul and introduce it into the fantasy world, so that his soul can be considered complete.
Zhang Qingyun's eyes fell on Yangyang's soul. The nine soul species were rotating around the light point transformed by the Heavenly Soul. The connections between the souls and the Heavenly Soul became increasingly clear. Above the soul, Yangyang was originally illusory.
His soul has become a little more solidified.
"The soul seed is activated, and the three souls and seven souls return and are brought into the soul. They slowly grow and eventually become one."
This is considered complete.
Everything is under Zhang Qingyun's control.
He made a seal with both hands, and a big seal disappeared into the light spot of Tianhun.
In an instant, the nine soul species emitted rays of light, and the heavenly soul light spots were connected by veins. The light of the nine soul species converged on the heavenly soul light spots. In an instant, a picture emerged from the heavenly soul light spots.
"You must have done something immoral in your last life, otherwise you wouldn't be a fool!"
In the picture, an old lady, spittle flying everywhere, pointed fiercely at Yuan Hua, who was crying silently and wiping his tears, and cursed: "Our old Xu family still expects you to give birth to a son to carry on the family line. What evil has our old Xu family done?"
...How come I found a wife like you?"
"Boss, third child..."
When the scene turned, an old man was smoking a cigarette and squatting by the wall.
Beside him, there were two middle-aged and young people who were also smoking.
The old man said in a hoarse voice: "The second child's child was born a fool. There is nothing we can do about it. The evil done by the ancestors of our old Xu family has been shouldered by the second child. He gave birth to such a fool..."
"I plan to divorce my second son and marry another one. You guys can help me find someone for my second son. The second son's lineage cannot be cut off."
The scene changed again, showing a shoal in a river, with a group of children playing in the water.
Xu Xiaobei was watching with his younger brother. At this time, a group of brats poured water on the siblings: "Xiaobei's younger brother is a fool... He can't speak, cry, or laugh... He just
A fool..."
"My grandma said that Xu Xiaobei's parents did something wrong and gave birth to a stupid son..."
Xu Xiaobei's face flushed: "My brother is not a fool!"
The scene turned again. In a dilapidated yard, Yuan Hua was still holding Yang Yang and crying silently. A young man in his thirties kept smashing things: "It's all your fault!"
"You gave birth to a fool. Every time I come back, I have to face ridicule!"
"I am committing a sin...How could I have such a stupid son?"
After beating and smashing, the young man burst into tears, hugged Yangyang and cried: "It's dad's fault...Dad has done something wrong, and you shouldn't be responsible for it!"
The young man put down the child, took out a wad of money, and said coldly to Yuan Hua: "Treat the child."
He turned around and walked a few steps, then turned around and yelled: "It's your fault! It's your fault! You gave birth to an idiot!"
The young man angrily pulled Yuan Hua into the house. Yuan Hua's screams were heard in the house, and the man yelled angrily: "I'll beat you to death!"
Not long after, the young man came out with a face full of anger and sadness. He picked up the snakeskin bag and walked out of the house...
"Woo..."
In the picture, Yuan Hua is lying on the ground in pain, and Xu Xiaobei comforts his mother: "Mom, my brother is not a fool!"
"Crack!"
Yuan Hua raised his hand and slapped her, and then continued to cry bitterly.
"I have committed a sin... I must have committed a sin in my previous life. Otherwise, how could I have given birth to a stupid son?"
The scene changed again, this time it was on a tricycle, and the tricycle was speeding on the mountain road.
Yuan Hua's mouth was full of foam, and there were several people in the car: "What evil has this done? This is to force Xiaobei's mother to death..."
This is drinking pesticide!
There was no relative of Xu Xiaobei on the tricycle.
Xu Xiaobei bit her lip tightly and hugged Yangyang: "Mom will not die!"
The memory picture suddenly entered a retrograde world silently...
This is the world Yangyang sees... There is no warmth or warmth in his world, it is all cold humanity.
Yangyang has no thinking, he cannot distinguish between right and wrong, and has no ability to react.
However, what he saw was still carved into the depths of his soul and buried deeply.
If the soul is not perfect, these memories will turn into dust and disappear with the death of Yang Yang in the future.
"These memories...even if your soul is perfect and you return to normal, these memories will make you...an introverted child who has never experienced warmth and is full of fear of the world."
"However... I have no right to deprive you of your memory or tamper with it. Your memory is part of your destiny."
The soul is blank. Before the memory is integrated into the soul, a memory illusion is formed. Zhang Qingyun has the ability to tamper with it: "Even if Pindao has changed your memory, the reality cannot be changed. You still have to accept the reality."
The gap between the world in memory and reality is too big, which is even more detrimental to Yangyang's growth.
Now that the world has allowed two children to be born, Zhang Qingyun remembers that when he was young, in the villages surrounding Taoist temples, if a woman gave birth to a girl, she had no status at all in the family.
Moreover, when a woman gives birth to a child, if it is a girl, the woman is always blamed for not giving birth to a boy.
As everyone knows, the decision to have a boy or a girl lies with the man, not the woman.
In the same way, if a child is born a fool, more than 90% of the time it will be due to factors such as whether the man smokes or drinks, whether he is an alcoholic, etc.
The proportion of women is too small, mostly due to improper diet, which affects the fetus in the belly.
However, the brilliance of motherhood makes most women love and care for their unborn babies in a way that men cannot imagine.
"Why..."
Pindao is not a biologist and does not understand these things. Pindao still follows your memory and integrates your memory into your soul. In this way, when the souls merge into one and form a new soul, your memory
is complete.
Make a seal with both hands, and the seal falls on the light spot of Tianhun.
In an instant, pictures appeared out of thin air, densely packed and noisy, and one by one they were submerged in the nine soul species and the heavenly soul.
The heavenly soul connects the nine major soul species in the veins, beating like a heart, and the connection is even closer.
In the air, Yang Yang's soul gradually became anxious, restless, and a little scared.
When Zhang Qingyun returned to his body, he saw Yangyang sitting on the futon. His eyes were no longer so dull, and his face became more frightened and uneasy.
"Always take this step...I know you don't want to accept this memory."
Even adults are unwilling to accept the cold memory of humanity, let alone a child who is more than two years old and less than three years old?
"This is life, little one."
Isn't the suffering of this life a microcosm of the burden borne by our ancestors?
Taoism talks about responsibility, Buddhism talks about cause and effect.
Taoism talks about the present, Buddhism talks about the future.
All of them are a little biased. Isn't Yangyang's fate in this life not the accumulation of burdens borne by his ancestors, and repayment in this life?
How could it be that what you did in your previous life will lead to repayment in this life?
"That was the time when reincarnation was fair and just. Now the six paths are not perfect, so it is difficult to explain clearly the cause and effect of the past lives."
Zhang Qingyun has not yet broken through reincarnation and cannot explain it clearly.
Zhang Qingyun sighed: "At least you can awaken hidden memories, while Pindao's memory has always been clear, and there is still no trace of his parents..."
He was abandoned just after he was born.
Where can there be memory?
After standing up, Zhang Qingyun wanted to sit outside the Taoist temple. As soon as he left with the futon, he felt someone pulling his sleeves.
As soon as he turned his head, he saw the fear, uneasiness and anxiety in Yangyang's eyes.
Chapter completed!