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484 I'm going to give up

Ye Taoyao was still a little confused about calling Lu Xiwen. When she returned to the bedroom, she thought for a while and first tentatively sent a message to Lu Xiwen, "Are you free?"

After posting, I was in a very nervous mood.

On the other end, the response was fast, "Yes."

With just one word, people couldn't guess what his emotions were. Ye Taoyao didn't care about thinking too much, so he directly called in. After reading it, she shouted, "Brother Xiwen."

Lu Xiwen said "yes" in an unknown way.

"Where are you now?" Ye Taoyao asked hesitantly, "Is it convenient to speak?"

"It's convenient..." Lu Xiwen seemed to ask her, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm still free. I'm in my room now, alone."

Ye Taoyao was silent and asked again, "Where is the second sister?"

"...She is in the guest room." Lu Xiwen didn't know what she thought of, and his voice dimmed, "What are you going to talk to me about? Tell me, no one will disturb you."

Ye Taoyao took a deep breath, "How are you?"

"How can I answer this question?" Lu Xiwen stood in front of the window and looked at the withered trees in the yard outside, his eyes full of hazy eyes. "I promise, you won't believe it, I can't say... what will you do?"

"Brother Xiwen, if you feel bad, then stop."

"stop?"

"Yes, I shouldn't have agreed at the beginning. If you are in love with your second sister, then I wish you blessing you. But the purpose of your stay is not pure, and that's a kind of torture. Why bother? It's not too late to stop now. Your family will definitely be willing, and my parents have no objection. At most, some rumors are spread outside, but that's nothing compared to your happiness. Let everything return to its origin, okay?"

After listening to it, Lu Xiwen was silent for a while before asking hoarsely, "Yaoyao, is this what you mean or is Uncle Ye entrusting you to persuade me?"

"My father means, but I think so too. In fact, I should have called you long ago, but I don't know how to speak, so I'm delaying it until now. Brother Xiwen, I'm sorry..." Ye Taoyao felt a little guilty. He used to avoid suspicion, but in addition, he also had a hint of luck and fantasy. If the two of them could live a happy life, they would be happy, but reality is so cruel and ruthless that he didn't give her any hope at all.

"Yaoyao, it's me who should say sorry. You apologize to me, the more ashamed you make me feel. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have reached this point with Jingshu, and the Ye family would not have reached this situation today. It's all my fault. I thought that since all the tragedies started with me, it's me to end, but I overestimated myself and I couldn't do it. Instead, it made Jingshu's resentment accumulate deeper and deeper..." Lu Xiwen's voice gradually lowered and was almost unheard.

Ye Taoyao frowned and said, "Don't take responsibility for yourself like this. This matter is not someone's fault, it's just God's will torture people. You don't have to blame yourself so much, and don't have any idea of ​​atonement. Stop the loss in time is the right way. Stop now, everything has to start over..."

"It's too late, and it can't stop."

"Brother Xiwen!"

Lu Xiwen suddenly laughed, "I am satisfied if I can still hear you call me Brother Xiwen. I think you don't want to pay attention to me in the future. It's great, Yaoyao, I'm very happy. Really, I feel relieved when I see you live a happy life. As for me, it's all my destiny. You don't have to worry, and you don't need to blame yourself."

"Brother Xiwen!" Ye Taoyao raised his voice, "Stop, there is nothing to stop. You can continue, except for your own suffering, there is no point."

"It's meaningful, Yaoyao, if I stop now, what would you think Jingshu would happen? She would be completely collapsed. At least now, she still has concerns and rationality. She is out of control only occasionally, and she is awake most of the time, but if I break up with her, she will definitely go crazy. Do you want to see that? Even if what she does now disappoint everyone, if something really happens to her, Aunt Luo will not be able to stand it first, and it will be even harder to end it." Lu Xiwen saw it thoroughly, because he thoroughly, every sentence he said seemed desolate and lonely, and even had a kind of boredom of giving up.

Ye Taoyao was worried, "What about you? Don't you consider your situation and feelings? Do you really want to lose your life and happiness for this?"

Although Lu Xiwen is wrong, he will not be wrong.

Ye Jihong's words are right. The Ye family does not owe favors. If Lu Xiwen continues, it will become what the Ye family owes him.

Lu Xiwen said self-deprecatingly, "I said that all tragedies start with me, and of course they should end with me."

"What if things become uncontrollable even you?"

"...I don't know, I dare not think about it, Yaoyao." Lu Xiwen said frankly, "I can only do my best."

Ye Taoyao stopped talking.

On the other end, Lu Xiwen no longer spoke, as if he was enjoying such peace.

After a long time, Ye Taoyao asked, "Have I ever found you?"

Lu Xiwen was stunned for a moment and subconsciously said, "No..." After saying that, he asked nervously, "Why did you ask like this? Did he misunderstand something?"

"No." Ye Taoyao said quickly, "It was Jiang Zhen who mentioned to me that he felt that my second sister had a psychological problem and wanted to arrange a psychiatrist for her, but she would definitely reject her. So, I plan to learn about her from you so that the doctor can make a reference and facilitate the designation of the treatment plan."

Lu Xiwen asked in surprise, "Psychological problems? Do you think so too?"

"Yes, my second sister's temperament has changed significantly, which is not normal."

"But, maybe, she was like this? But we didn't find it before?"

"Then what she did was too outrageous."

"...So, are you supporting Jiang Zhen's idea?"

"Well, I want to try it. This is also for the sake of all of us. Brother Xiwen, give it a try, okay?"

Lu Xiwen smiled meaningfully, "As long as you say, when will I refuse? OK, give it a try, how can I cooperate, you said."

"When Jiang Zhen finds a psychiatrist, you can help introduce her to her second sister as a friend."
Chapter completed!
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