Hearing this sentence, Lu Xiwen's expression changed slightly, she pursed her lips, staring at her with only her eyes dark.

Ye Jingshu still smiled faintly, "What's wrong? I'm saying it? I'm speechless? Xiwen, your thoughts are still not hidden deep enough, or rather, it's Yaoyao's influence on you is too great, so big that you can't control your emotions at all."

"Jingshu, do you have to do this?" After a while, Lu Xiwen asked in a deep voice, "Did you always think of me in your heart?"

Ye Jingshu's eyes flashed, "I don't want to, but I can't always deceive myself."

"Then why did you agree to get engaged to me?" Lu Xiwen said self-deprecatingly, "Since you don't believe me, you think I can't let go of Yaoyao, why do you still have to be with me? Do you want to abuse me or abuse yourself?"

"None of them!" Ye Jingshu shouted in disbelief, "I just want to be with you, it's that simple, but I overestimated myself. I didn't expect it to be so difficult. I thought I could not care about it, but as long as I thought of Yaoyao's existence, I couldn't let it go, so I wanted to go to Haishi, and I didn't want to come back. I just pretended to be stupid and didn't want to face it, but it was useless. Xiwen, your unintentional words made me worry about gains and losses, and made me think randomly. What can I do? I am an individual, not a god. I will be jealous, jealous, and angry. I really can't accept Yaoyao, let alone forget your past..."

Lu Xiwen pressed her hands on her shoulders, her eyes hurting, "Jingshu, Yaoyao and I have never been there, it's just my wishful thinking and have nothing to do with her..."

"Look, you are protecting her again. You feel sorry for her. You can't stand it even if I say a few words to her. You still say that you can let her go and be with me?" Ye Jingshu sneered, "Are you always deceived yourself? You and me are the same pitiful people!"

"Jingshu..."

"You'd better shut up. The more you talk to Yaoyao, the more I hate her."

When Lu Xiwen saw the hatred in her eyes, his heart suddenly became tight, and the trace of madness that shone out from her face made his back even colder. He didn't dare to say anything anymore, but just hugged her in his arms and patted her back stiffly with his hands, trying to soothe her emotions.

Ye Jingshu didn't struggle, her face buried in his chest, and she was silent for a while. Her rapid breathing finally calmed down. She stretched out her hand, wrapped around his waist, and said in a muffled voice, "Xiwen, I'm sorry, I was crazy just now, don't be angry, okay?"

"Well..." Lu Xiwen closed his eyes, covering up the pain in his eyes.

"I knew you still have mine in your heart."

"..." Lu Xiwen didn't know what to say, and couldn't do nothing, so she lowered her head and kissed her hair, and she was about to leave.

"Xiwen..."

"Um?"

"You... don't really go in with me?"

Lu Xiwen knew that she was not asking this question at first, but he was not in the mood to investigate and shook his head, "No, they probably don't want to see me now."

"I will explain it to them carefully. It is because of my reason that I couldn't come back early, no matter what your business is." Ye Jingshu raised her head from his arms and asked carefully, "Xiwen, are you actually still angry with me, right?"

"It's really not. You didn't deliberately delay it until so late. You have a lot of homework in school and you are sick again. The doctor also said don't go back and forth. How could I not understand?"

"But your parents don't understand." Ye Jingshu bit her lip and said aggrievedly, "As soon as I return to the imperial capital, I will go to your house to apologize to them. Even my house is too late to go back. But Aunt Cheng treats me so much, Manman also looks at me. He speaks with guns and sticks, thinking I don't understand? Even Uncle Lu is very cold to me. Obviously, I want to please them so much, but their knots towards me are getting deeper and deeper now."

"I will explain it for you, don't worry." Lu Xiwen comforted.

However, such relief seems a bit perfunctory.

I don’t know if Ye Jingshu didn’t feel it or ignored it on purpose. Her expression remained unchanged and she continued to say worriedly, “But they may not believe your explanation. They just thought I was deliberately dragging you back. It was useless for me to show them the cases written by the doctor. Xiwen, do you think, in their eyes, am I so bad?"

"Of course not." Lu Xiwen answered quickly, "Don't think too much, they just care about me too much, seeing that I haven't come back, I'm venting my anger. Besides, we are together every day, and parents will have some taste. This is normal. During the Chinese New Year, I'll be fine if I spend more time with them."

"Really?" Ye Jingshu was half-believing and half-doubting.

"Really, so don't worry, go in quickly, they should have seen the car. If you haven't entered for so long, they might think more."

"Okay, then you must come tomorrow."

"good……"

Lu Xiwen didn't get out of the car, and watched Ye Jingshu enter the gate of Yuquan Bay with a small luggage bag, waved at her. Until her figure disappeared, he took off the smile on his face, lay tiredly on the steering wheel, muttering to himself, "Yaoyao, am I doing something wrong? I overestimated myself, right? It's too difficult, it's really too difficult, Yaoyao, I regret it, but I don't look back..."

Of course, Ye Taoyao couldn't hear these words. She only heard the sound of opening the door and the sound of footsteps. She said to Ye Zijin, "Second sister is back."

Ye Zijin was stunned, "How do you know?"

"Footsteps."

Ye Zijin walked out and saw that it was Ye Jingshu, wearing a white down jacket and a small suitcase, and was lowering her head to change her shoes.

Upstairs, Luo Jiahe, who heard the noise, ran down and shouted in surprise, "Jingshu!"

Ye Jingshu looked up and said, "Mom, I'm back."

"It's good to be back." Luo Jiahe recovered from the surprise and felt a little depressed. He looked at his daughter in front of him for a moment, and for a moment, he didn't know what to say.

Ye Jingshu turned her head, saw Ye Zijin, and shouted "Big Sister"
Chapter completed!