"Jiang Zhen!" Ye Taoyao sat up from his arms and looked at him with complicated eyes. He had known him for so long, and his tone of speaking was sometimes arrogant, sometimes cold, and sometimes arrogant, but he had never had such depressed self-loathing. This is even more palpitations than self-blame and guilt. A person who is so strong and confident that he is almost invincible is so fragile in his bones?

After she called him, there was a long silence between the two.

Until Jiang Zhen asked with a self-deprecating question, "Have you scared?"

Ye Taoyao shook her head. It would be even more embarrassing to cover it up in front of him. It would be better to tell the truth. "It's not scary, it's just a little surprised. After all, you were before..." She paused and curled the corners of her lips. "I performed too perfectly before. No one would think that your heart would be like a wall of iron. There is nothing in this world that can shake you. Who would have thought that you still have this kind of negative emotion?"

She bypassed the word fragility.

Jiang Zhen's eyes shook, with an inexplicable expression, "Don't you think I'm sad like this? Although I'm alive, life is worse than death. I have to bear the life of my friend forever and cannot be saved."

"No, I don't feel sad, I just think that you are... very painful." This is not just to comfort him. At this moment, Ye Taoyao's heart was indeed sucking for him.

"Ye Taoyao..." Jiang Zhen held her hand tightly, and he understood the emotions rolling in his chest without any flaws. He only knew that at this moment, all words were pale, and he could only engrave her name on his heart.

Ye Taoyao looked at him and smiled with a warm smile, "Also, you said that you have a human life and cannot be saved, and life is worse than death when you live, but for your relatives, you are their redemption. If you die, they are not as good as death. Therefore, your life is very precious, and I am also grateful to God. The person who survived was you. This may be unfair to that person, but if I were asked to choose, I will only choose you."

Jiang Zhen's heart was even more shocked when he heard this. He suddenly used force to hold the person tightly in his arms. His breath was unstable and his voice trembled slightly, "Do you really think so?"

"Well, it's absolutely true."

"Even if his death was caused by my arrogance and arrogance, you wouldn't feel that he was wronged. Do you think it was me who deserved to die?"

"Well, I'm very glad that you survived, and, I believe, the tragedy at that time was an accident, not entirely because of your personality..."

"Are you comforting me?"

"No, it was analyzed after being with you for so long." Ye Taoyao said this, "You may be a little arrogant, but your IQ is fine. I don't know what was going on at that time, but I believe that the judgments and decisions you made must be reasonable, and other people think that you agree with it. It's just that you are a human, not a god, and it is impossible for every judgment to be perfect and accurate. A wise man will make a mistake. Therefore, the tragedy at that time cannot be blamed on you, let alone you suffer all the hardships for so many years."

Jiang Zhen was silent. After a long time, he said hoarsely, "My grandfather once said this, but I couldn't listen. At that time, I felt that no matter how many reasons there were, it would not change Du Heng's death, but I came back alive. This is a sin. If no one had to judge me, I would lock myself in a cage..."

"So for so many years, you are unwilling to step out of the landscape garden, ignore the world, and not let anyone get close to you?"

"Well, I can't forgive myself. Du Heng will resent me underground..."

"Du Heng is Du Yao's brother, right?"

"Yes, he is the same age as me. He prefers the troops more than me. I joined the troops because of family responsibilities, and he is pure love, and I killed this love..." His voice was low, with a lingering depression and sorrow, "If I were not so proud at that time, if I made the plan more perfect, if I was the one who rushed to the front, would it be another ending?"

"No if, Jiang Zhen." His knot was even harder than she thought.

"Yes, there is no if, so I live in hell."

"Then why are you dating me now?" Ye Taoyao suddenly asked, "Are you going to drag me into hell and accompany you?"

Jiang Zhen stiffened and gradually loosened his arm. The two of them looked at each other. Ye Taoyao did not retreat. He said almost earnestly, "No."

"Um?"

She raised her pretty face and waited for his answer obediently. Jiang Zhen's cold and numb heart suddenly became soft and sour, "I want to return to the world. I am too lonely alone and I need you to accompany me to feel that the world is worth it."

Upon hearing this, Ye Taoyao finally breathed a sigh of relief and said in a narrow voice, "It's not only worth it, but also beautiful. You won't regret your choice."

"Well, I think so too..." Jiang Zhen also smiled slowly, leaned over again, and wrote a kiss on her forehead gently and piously, "Thank you, Yaoyao, if I get redeemed one day, then you will definitely be the one who saved me."

Ye Taoyao blinked, "My honor."

After this night of open heart conversation, the relationship between the two has made rapid progress. If they were saying that they were still wandering at the gate of their relationship before, then now they are entering the house and gradually getting better.

At ten o'clock, Jiang Zhen sent her back to the dormitory.

Until her back disappeared, Jiang Zhen was reluctant to withdraw his gaze. The wind at night was very cold, making him extremely clear-headed, but he was doing childish things.

Han Changyuan reminded, "Fifth Master, go back."

He really couldn't have imagined that the Fifth Master would have such a side. He was obviously gone and was reluctant to leave. He would see him again tomorrow?

He can't understand.

Jiang Zhen still stood still and didn't move. His eyes were as light as the moonlight tonight, but with an unspeakable tenderness. He ignored Han Changyuan's words and murmured, "Changyuan, I may really be in love..."

Han Changyuan didn't say anything, but his body was shocked.

Jiang Zhen didn't expect to hear anything he said, and said to himself, "It's not out of responsibility, nor because she looks like me, but because I like her, I am moved by her. Can you understand that feeling, Changyuan?"

The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and he felt anxious to talk, and wanted to find someone to share his joy.

However, Han Changyuan was obviously not a good listener. He said frivolously, "Fifth Master, I don't understand..."

He is still a single dog, so how can he know the romance?
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