Chapter 94 Freedom One
Birth, old age, sickness and death are things that mercury has experienced in these eight worlds and has been experiencing.
The first world, as Chen Qiuwan, ended the three-repeated dilemma in the rolling river with full of anger;
The second world, as Muxiang, she abandoned the imposed responsibility and took care of a little swallow who liked lilies for a short time;
In the third world, as Lin Jinxiu, she let go of her feet and watched the demise of a family, and learned to kill for the first time in that chaotic world;
In the fourth world, as Liu Xiangxue, she didn't want to be a pig or a dog, so she raised the torch and burned the village in the mountains;
The fifth world, as Yao Yue, she carried the system to protect a little girl and watched her grow up;
The sixth world, as Zhao Tingzhi, dragging her deaf and mute and sick body, she learned to treat her relatives and enemies calmly and this real and false world;
The seventh world, as Yun Qingkong, she eliminated a painful memory of Mercury and guided a group of young girls;
In the eighth world, as Li Lanzhi, she witnessed countless deaths and separations, witnessed war and peace, witnessed degeneration and development, and also gained peace and freedom-
Once a person has experienced the feeling of freedom, he can no longer be bound.
When death came completely, Mercury felt that no matter where the next world was or how long it took to travel, she could face it better. But what she didn't expect was that she did not go to other worlds, but returned to the world she was most familiar with - her original world.
Perhaps, it cannot be said that it was the original world. After all, when she first "traveled through time", she was almost thirty years old and was in a high-end apartment she bought. Now, she is only sixteen or seventeen years old, sitting in a simple bungalow.
This is the home she lived in before she entered her senior year.
The house was a small bungalow. In the early years, the village cadres could not resist her rogue father and took subsidies to build them. Over the years, when people around them built three-story buildings, the only old bungalow in the village became the most dilapidated and hindering household.
Her father didn't care about his level. The money he got was used for food, drink, gambling, and he didn't even care about his son's life or death, let alone care about his other two daughters. Mercury learned to go out to earn tuition and food and drink early, and worked hard to support himself every day.
The room she lives in is very small, with several leaks on the roof. In the room, there is only a desk with broken feet besides the bed with clothes piled up. The broken feet were once when her father came back drunk and was unconscious. He walked into her room by mistake and was drunk and smashed it.
She was awakened in her sleep, and she got up and didn't dare to move, squatting in the corner of the wall, watching the drunk man vigilantly. Fortunately, there was nothing to smash in the room, so he quickly went out. Later, the broken foot of the desk, Mercury picked up bricks and put them on.
Sitting at the desk, he touched the slightly damp tabletop, and then touched the slightly wet cheeks. Mercury looked at a suicide note placed in front of him.
This is written by mercury at the age of sixteen.
She remembered that there was a time when her relationship with Qin Chu was reported and it became well-known and was discussed the most.
All the classmates said that her tuition fees and daily meals were made by money from going out to sell. Neighbors all said that she was not respectful at such a young age. She became a mistress and seduced her teacher. The teachers from the school took turns to talk to her and persuaded her to drop out of school. This is the so-called "dissuasion". She refused to agree, so they came to the village to find her father in the name of home visits.
Only then did her father realize that she was embarrassed. In front of many teachers who came to the house, she picked up a stick and beat her. If she hadn't been stopped, she might have been beaten to death.
"You are like your unscrupulous mother, you are a bitch! Why don't you die? What's the use of living? What's the use of being in school and studying? You should have sold you for a gift!" After being stopped by someone, her father pointed at her nose and cursed.
Mercury could even remember the feeling of covering her hot face and getting cold all over. The sixteen-year-old girl really wanted to die. She hugged in her simple house and recalled her life without any warmth. She felt desperate, so she wrote a suicide note with tears and decided to end her life.
Although she survived it later and did not really commit suicide, the despair was as deep as the mark of the word "death" on this table.
At this time, in his sixteen-year-old body, Mercury looked at the suicide note that had just been written in front of him, and stroked the tender strokes.
She has obviously experienced so many things, but she has not forgotten every time. If possible, she really wants to embrace herself when she was sixteen.
Pick up the pen next to the suicide note, and Mercury wrote at the back of the suicide note: "You are not wrong, your life is meaningful, you are very good, and you will be better in the future. Some people like you, some people love you, and you will also learn to love yourself..."
Many years later, my reply was side by side with the questioning in despair many years ago. The handwriting was very different. The former was the hideousness of the homework book due to anger and pain, while the latter was the calm and steady iron-painted silver hook.
Put down the pen, Mercury stood up from the table.
At this moment, a story suddenly appeared in her mind, just like the plot that had been poured into her mind by the system.
The protagonist of this story is called "Mercury". She has the same background as her, but her personality is completely different from her. The "Mercury" in the plot is gentle and filial. She has been doing her best to take care of her father who eats, drinks, gambles and gambles since she was a child; she took care of her rebellious self, dropped out of school and went to work in a factory at a young age, and changed countless boyfriends, and her sister who was pregnant and aborted as a teenager; she took care of her brother who was exactly the same personality as her father, who was imprisoned in prison due to many burglaries.
She also looked for part-time jobs everywhere to help others work and make money, but she dropped out of school after junior high school and did not continue to go to high school. Instead, she took out the tuition she saved to do a small business and made some money to manage her brother in prison. She wanted him to get out of prison early, so she went to the city to find her sister, hoping to bring her back and let her find a good family to marry, but she was almost cheated by her sister to sell her.
Later, her father suffered from liver cancer, and "mercury" spent all the money at home to treat her father without hesitation...
After watching this, Mercury had no special reaction from her life. The development of this world was not based on this plot, this was the memory she was familiar with, not the plot.
She put away her suicide note, packed her things and left here.
The county high school is not big, Mercury stood at the gate of No. 3 Middle School and found that this high school seemed different from the high school he remembered. It was not that scary. The school gate was neither big nor high, and the teaching building behind it was not far away. It was just a very small county high school.
She walked in and it was class time, and no one was outside, so she went directly to the principal's office.
In the past, she couldn't stand up here for a long time, and finally saved her chance to study. Today, she stood there and told the principal who wanted to persuade her to withdraw: "If the school persuaded me to withdraw, I would sue the Education Bureau directly. If the Municipal Education Bureau doesn't work, I will continue to sue him. Teacher Qin Chu slandered me and seduced him, but I want to sue him and seduce students. The principal thinks that the social media will trust more?"
"This is my alma mater after all. I don't want to ruin the reputation of the school. I just want to study hard. Can the principal give me this opportunity?"
Mercury wanted to continue to attend this high school, not for other reasons, but just that she wanted to face it again.
After returning to school, Mercury found that the overwhelming criticism was actually not scary at all. After all, what does the gossip of others have to do with her?
Listening to two young girls who were also in their teenage years pretending to come to her to talk about being mistresses, they were so embarrassed to see their proud appearance, Mercury laughed silently. At this age, what do they know? Perhaps they didn't understand, so they could say everything.
There are even more vicious curses and insults. Seeing these children hurting others without knowing and unscrupulously, Mercury couldn't help but want to discipline them so that they knew that people were responsible for what they said.
The girl in the class used to be the most jealous of her, but now she is most keen to spread rumors about her. She brought her classmates to her bad words, was dragged into the alley after school with her eyes covered and her mouth was sewn for two stitches. After returning from the hospital, she never dared to talk nonsense again.
Although the injury was just a minor injury because of the skillful mercury technique, the girl was spoiled and had never experienced such a thing and was scared. She didn't know who did it, and the county police station didn't want to care about such a small thing, for fear of encountering the same situation again, so she had to be a human being with her tail between her legs.
Without this person who took the lead in stirring up the storm, Mercury became much quieter immediately. After she took the exam three times in a row, the teachers became kinder to her. Compared with students who like to follow the crowd, the teachers were more rational and realistic. They knew better than students about Qin Chu and Mercury, who was right and who was wrong. Now that Qin Chu has left, they don’t want to ruin a student with good grades.
There are also some students who are rumored and automatically learn not to say something ugly in front of her when Mercury becomes a discipline management committee member.
Everything becomes easy.
...
"Master Zhao, Gao Yi, today's celebrities like to donate to orphanages, and they all have to promote them everywhere. Unlike Mr. Zhao, who do good deeds like Mr. Zhao, I thank Mr. Zhao for his help for hundreds of our poor students! With Mr. Zhao's support, these children can go to college and become more contributing to society in the future."
"Also, Mr. Zhao heard that he had the idea of investing in fruit forests. We are very good here. There are many mountains and it is appropriate to plant fruit trees. We couldn't develop them in the early years and did not meet the spring breeze of big construction. Now that the road has been repaired in the past few years, we are waiting for people to invest. Before, there were several bosses with good vision coming to inspect... Why don't we find a place to eat while talking?"
The two sides, a total of more than twenty people, went downstairs in a mighty manner. The man called Mr. Zhao was wearing a suit and was the center of the crowd. He smiled and did not take this flattery to heart when he heard this.
He does charity every year, and the secretary chooses the project for him. This time he will come to this county to see it. It is purely on a whim, but such a small place is indeed nothing good. The more this kind of place, the better the face project is. He comes here and is treated to eat and drink in the city. If he wants to eat and drink, can he use it?
The secretary behind him has been following him for several years. He was used to looking at his winks. Seeing him smiling, he immediately understood that he was impatient, so he took the initiative to say to the guests: "Let's talk about investment matters here next time. This time, Mr. Zhao mainly wants to go to school to see the children."
So the others understood and smiled and said, "It should be, Mr. Zhao is the one who does practical things. So, let's go to No. 1 Middle School first to see. There are dozens of places for poor students there. Let's call them out and take a photo together to make them thank Mr. Zhao."
Zhao Duanze: "There is no need, I just take a look." He glanced at the team, found a random place, and asked, "Which school is this teacher from?"
The man was stunned: "I'm from No. 3."
Zhao Duanze nodded: "Then go to No. 3 Middle School to have a look. After watching, I almost drove back to the city. There will be a meeting in the evening."
The group of people went to No. 3 Middle School.
"After all, the educational resources of No. 3 Middle School cannot be compared with No. 1 Middle School, but it is also an old school, and there are many good students in previous years."
Zhao Duanze had just entered the school, and the accompanying guest next to him didn't say a word, everyone heard a chirping sound.
Zhao Duanze looked over and saw a girl standing in front of the blackboard newspaper in the school’s propaganda column. She looked at her very thin girl, and she looked particularly beautiful. She raised her arms and held chalk and wrote on the blackboard newspaper. A few students next to her who were also making blackboard newspapers stood a little far away from her, chatting and laughing freely, as if she was talking very loudly.
"Teacher Qin Chu is so good that he is forced to leave. I don't know why some people can still stay in school with such a big face."
"That's right, Teacher Qin Chu is so pitiful, it's all her fault!"
"You can speak quietly and don't be heard. They are now in charge of discipline, so be careful to remember your name."
"I'm not afraid. My sister is also in charge of discipline. If you write your name, let her cross it out for me."
A few people were laughing and laughing, but the girls who wrote seemed to regard them as a group of sparrows. The words on their hands were flowing without any stagnation, and they wrote them happily.
Zhao Duanze's eyes stayed on the handwriting for a long time. The strokes she wrote were longer than usual. The curves that were slightly drawn at a glance were slightly raised... They were all the most familiar little habits he had seen and described in countless dreams.
There was also that back. He remembered that the person in his dream was the same. He seemed to care about everything outside, as if he only existed in her own world.
The school leader stepped forward and scolded: "Which class is from you? What should I do if the blackboard newspaper is released during lunch break and it will affect other students' rest!"
The students who were talking then discovered that the group of people were shocked, looked at each other in a hurry, and hesitated and couldn't speak.
The school leader cursed in his heart, and raised his smile to the guest next to him and said, "It made Mr. Zhao laugh. The child is usually lively and has a little noisy..."
Chapter completed!