Meng Yingning sleeps relatively lightly. It is said that when she was young, she sleeps too quietly. As soon as she falls asleep, the whole family even walks lightly, which causes her to wake up a little louder now.

Especially when she was a little scared before, she suddenly changed her place, and she hasn't actually had a good sleep these days.

I often wake up when I fall asleep, and I can identify myself in a daze for a while before continuing to sleep.

It was also because he accidentally heard the sound of the balcony door being opened that he realized that she had lived in Chen Wang's house for four days, and every night, he almost didn't sleep much.

But every day, he looks as if nothing happened.

Her lies were so bad. Meng Yingning had already realized it before Chen Wang said something. She lowered her hands and walked towards him.

Walking to the balcony door, Chen Wang stood up and said, "Don't come out, it's cold outside."

He walked out of the balcony and pulled the door back to the door, with a damp coldness and a scent of smoke that had not yet dissipated.

"What do you want to say?" Chen Wang leaned against the balcony glass door and lowered his eyes to her.

Meng Yingning sat on the handrail of the sofa next to him. The man slid down and slipped into the sofa. His legs bent over the handrail and said, "Let's chat."

Chen Wang glanced at the watch: "It's three o'clock, won't go to work tomorrow?"

"I can't sleep."

"Why can't you sleep?"

"Then why can't you sleep?"

“…”

Chen Wang looked at her.

Meng Yingning pulled a pillow over, leaned against the sofa, and simply said directly: "For four consecutive days, have you had three hours of sleep every day?"

When Meng Yingning was here, Chen Wang actually changed many bad habits.

He doesn't smoke much anymore, and his frequency is very restrained. Occasionally, he will wait on the balcony for a few seconds before entering the house after the smell is almost gone.

I rarely touch the wine again. When I came, I had those in the refrigerator, but now I still have those.

His behavior was conveying a signal to Meng Yingning that he had "becoming better", as if everything could be passed and he could write a story here.

Meng Yingning thought so too.

She looked at him, her eyes were still red. She had just rubbed her for a while and looked even redder. Chen Wang thought he was going to cry again, but she didn't cry.

Chen Wang sighed: "It's almost the same for three hours."

Meng Yingning looked at him and stopped talking.

"Oh," Chen Wang smiled helplessly, "Auntie, don't cry again. I'm not asleep. College students only slept for two or three hours before the third year of high school entrance examination. Isn't it okay?"

"How can it be the same? That's different. They can't sleep. You can't sleep. How uncomfortable it feels if you can't sleep," Meng Yingning rubbed her head on the pillow and asked, "Can you dream?"

Chen Wang was silent: "Yes."

Meng Yingning looked at him biting her lips, suddenly threw the pillow aside, and opened her arms to him: "Hug."

Chen Wang walked forward two steps, leaned over and lowered his head, and hugged her.

Meng Yingning put his forehead on his shoulder, and his voice was muffled: "If you really can't sleep, vent your heart. I can chat with you. Say whatever you want. I'll listen, or you can do whatever you want. I'll be with you, okay?"

Chen Wang raised his hand and patted her head, lowered his head: "Is it okay?"

Meng Yingning still leaned against him and clicked.

Chen Wang turned his head and asked in her ear: "You will be with me no matter how I want to vent my anger?"

“…”

Meng Yingning stopped moving.

Chen Wang could feel the little girl's arms holding him stiff.

After a few seconds, Meng Yingning raised her head, her eyes still felt sad and a little embarrassed: "Hey, why are you like this? I mean, if you want to say anything, you can say it, it won't be better."

Chen Wang saw that she finally had a little spirit and smiled: "Actually nothing. That incident... I was the commander-in-chief of that action, I was the captain, and I had to be responsible for everyone. At this time, every decision and every order you make must be right and you can't make a mistake at all."

"But you made a mistake, and others took your life for the mistake you made. You can only look at him and you can't make up for it," Chen Wang wrapped his fingertips around her hair, circled it twice, and said as calmly as possible, "This feeling actually makes people not that comfortable."

He didn't remember much the last time he slept for a whole night. Sometimes he felt like he was getting used to it.

The sticky cement floor, the man's empty eyes, Chen Wang lowered his head and saw his blood-stained hands.

Every frame reminds him of the fact that he is an executioner.

Remind him of what he had done wrong and the sin he had committed.

For a long time, Chen Wang even felt that he was only worthy of living like this.

No one can pay the price if he makes a mistake.

The nights in late autumn are very long, and before the heating is time, the room is a little cold.

Meng Yingning hesitated: "Have you ever seen a doctor?"

"I've seen it," Chen Wang admitted openly, "When I was in the team, I had a psychological counselor, so there was no special way, so take it slowly."

Meng Yingning still looked at him with her lips pursed.

Chen Wang lowered his eyes and suddenly said, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Meng Yingning was stunned: "No."

"I have it," Chen Wang said, "Did you not realize that I have been sticking out to hold you?"

Meng Yingning: “…”

She was sitting on the sofa, Chen Wang stood there. In order to make her hug him, he could only bend down.

It's also a blessing that he can be so long...

Meng Yingning quickly let go of his hand, Chen Wang finally stood up and took a step back. He looked up at the time, and it was past four o'clock.

His house is closer to Meng Yingning Company than her own, and he can sleep for about four hours.

Chen Wang turned around and said, "Are you finished talking?"

Meng Yingning nodded.

"Satisfied?"

Meng Yingning nodded again.

"Okay," Chen Wang nodded, "Go to sleep."

Meng Yingning hesitated this time, raised her eyes and didn't say anything.

Chen Wangyang said, "What's wrong?"

Meng Yingning suddenly took his hand and pulled it to the bedroom without saying a word: "Sleep."

Chen Wang followed her two steps: "Hmm?"

"I'm afraid of the darkness," Meng Yingning said without looking back, "I can't sleep alone."

She said that, she had already pulled him to the door of the master bedroom. Chen Wang was stunned for a moment and reacted as soon as he was pulled into the bedroom. He held the door frame and stood at the door without moving.

Meng Yingning turned around.

He looked at him seriously and seriously: "Do you want to go back to your room and take the quilt over?"

Chen Wang was pulled by one hand by her, and supported the door frame with the other hand, lowered his head and lowered his eyes: "If I really came over, I wouldn't have to take the quilt."

His voice was low, with a warning.

Meng Yingning's ears turned red, but she made up her mind today and was completely unmoved. She used his fingers to pull his other hand off the door frame, and pulled him into the room with both hands: "No today, you must go to bed today."

Chen Wang lowered his eyes and let her pull him, and the person remained motionless.

Meng Yingning was not discouraged and used his strength to pull him into the house like a tug of war. His little face turned red and he spoke word by word: "You are too heavy."

Chen Wang was very happy all of a sudden.

Thinking that she had to get up to work at around 8 o'clock, Chen Wang stopped tormenting with her. He walked over and took the person and threw it on the bed, and then walked out of the bedroom before she could react.

Meng Yingning was thrown into the quilt by him. As soon as she struggled to get up, Chen Wang had already folded back, holding the quilt and a pillow in his hand.

He threw the pillow and quilt up, stood beside the bed, and glanced at her: "Okay?"

Meng Yingning knelt on the bed, raised her head and smiled at him with a bent eyes: "Close the door."

Chen Wang turned around and closed the door.

Meng Yingning pulled his pillow from the middle of the bed to the side, then placed his next to him, and then he got into his bed.

When Chen Wang came back from closing the door, the little girl was already hidden in the quilt and could not see it. Her long hair was scattered on the pillow, and her eyes and forehead were exposed beside the quilt.

Chen Wang paused and turned over to the bed.

Meng Yingning clearly felt that the mattress beside her was slightly sunken, which was the weight of a man, accompanied by an unignorable sense of existence.

Meng Yingning looked over.

As soon as the door was closed, the light dimmed, and Meng Yingning could only see the outline of the man on one side, a dark shadow.
To be continued...