I wanted to go up and hold Ruoqing's hand, but Ruoqing had turned around and left. I didn't know what I did wrong or what I was wrong.

Ruoqing and Zishi left the room and closed the door heavily.

I just felt a pain in my heart and sat on the sofa.

I don’t know who gave them the key, but I don’t want to blame it. Perhaps it was because of that dream that made me less and less want to hold her hand.

Ruoqing is very lonely, but she never tells me that I always ignore her feelings because I am too busy, but this may be the best comfort for her.

With Zishi accompanying her, we should all calm down and think. Xiaodie changed her clothes and walked out, looked at me sitting on the sofa, without saying a word.

It's just because it's unacceptable, even if it's explained, it won't help.

I took out my cell phone and called Qi Tianchuan, but he didn't answer. I think he should give us an explanation about Gu Lin.

Leng Tianya's death is not that simple. Qi Tianchuan was in a hurry to kill him, and he must have another purpose. I stood up, sighed heavily, turned around and said to Xiaodie, "You can stay here. There is still some food in the refrigerator. If you are hungry, you can cook by yourself."

"I'm sorry, it's because of me that I'm now. Why don't I apologize to her and make it clear."

"No, this matter is not your business, it's because of me."

I left the room and went straight downstairs. Xiaohe was still busy, and Qi Tianchuan was not in the office.

As soon as she was about to go out, Xiao He said, "Xie Fei, why did Ruoqing leave shortly after she went up? It must be very sad to see her like that. Don't you plan to explain it?"

"I may not believe it after explaining it. I don't have to worry too much if I have Zishi by her side."

I sighed, drove directly to the city far away, found a restaurant, and sat alone and started drinking alone.

There were not many customers in the store. The owner was a young man in his twenties. Seeing that I had drunk so much, he came over and persuaded him, "Sir, I think you should drink less. Drinking too much wine is not good for your health."

I nodded, but didn't care much. After drinking, all the discomforts in my mind were circling around.

Only then did I realize that some things that were moved could not be solved no matter how much wine was. I raised my hand to wipe my tears and tried my best to pour wine into my mouth.

I was confused and didn't know how much I drank. The store seemed to be worried that I would die in his store and kept driving him away.

I smiled, put down my glass and left the store. Every bit of it with Ruoqing has been floating in my mind over the years. I don’t want to think about it, but it won’t leave.

Because I drank alcohol, I didn't drive anymore, and I was too lazy to call a driver. I threw the car here and then took it back to my later.

I took the bus for half an hour and came downstairs of Ruoqing's house. I went up and knocked on the door, but Ruoqing didn't respond to me.

I sat alone on the chair downstairs and cried to tears. Because of alcohol, I couldn't hide my discomfort.

Why don’t you explain, why don’t you catch up and explain clearly? Many, many reasons always appear after the past.

I stood up and walked shakingly on the street. Qi Tianchuan and Wang Zheng had not answered my phone call for two days, which made me a little angry.

Not long after I left, I realized that Xiaodie, who had been following me, had not caught up with me, but had been following me.

After crossing the overpass, I took a taxi. Seeing Xiaodie standing there blankly, I opened the car door.

The driver turned to look at me and asked, "Hello, sir, where are you going?"

“The top of Ivory Mountain.”

Xiaodie was not a person like us, so naturally I didn’t know where Ivory Mountain was. I leaned against my seat and slowly closed my eyes.

The vehicle was driving for three hours before finally reaching the top of the mountain. I paid and got out of the car. Xiaodie was afraid that I would fall, so she kept supporting me.

When I was not working, I would come here if I had anything unhappy. At that time, I didn’t have money to take a taxi, so I came here on a bicycle.

In fact, Ruoqing has a lot of things that he doesn’t know. When I was with her before, I really felt that I was cowardly.

But gradually I got used to having her and the feeling of being cowardly. Ivory Mountain is the highest mountain outside the city. Standing on the top of the mountain, you can see the appearance and scenery of the entire city.

I have been used to seeing the busyness of the day, but I can never forget the prosperity of the night. Every corner of this city is full of troubles and depression.

But when it comes to night, those dim lights always make people yearn for so much. We are used to the darkness of the night and yearn for the light of the day, but we don’t know that the darkness of the night gives us warmth and comfort.

People are born just to go through a process, and there is no way to change birth, old age, sickness and death. The fact is everything that must be experienced, and we are always just a puppet that is still alive in this world.

Xiaodie sat next to me, but she didn't say a word. I wiped my tears and said, "You must think I'm a failure. The people I care about are gradually getting farther and farther away from me, but the people who care about me are always disliked by me."

"Although I don't understand how you feel, it's really beautiful here!"

"Oh, that's right. You are so simple, you probably haven't fallen in love yet. Since you haven't fallen in love, how can you understand my current pain?"

"My mother said that there are only three most important things for us women in our lives, that is, growth, marriage, and having children. Since we like it, why not fight for it?"

"Did you not fight for it? The person you like is always around, but you still don't have the courage, right?"

Xiaodie didn't say anything and kept her head down. She liked Qi Tianchuan, and it was obvious from that meeting that time. This time she came here to detoxify me, but she didn't dare to say it. She was not stupid. How could she not see something like a person as transparent as her?

In fact, sometimes when I think about it, it is correct. Perhaps everything will be changed after I say it out.

Instead of doing unnecessary things, it is better to cherish the people in front of you.

I lay on the grass, looking at the stars in the sky, but what I saw at this moment was a little different from what I usually saw.

Because of learning Taoism, looking at the changes of stars and stars, when I looked up at the sky, I was thinking about what happened in those places.

But this time it is different. What I see is the beauty of the sky. In the vast sky, there are always a few inconspicuous stars that travel through mountains and rivers to another place.

There were always a few, which were always flashing. I turned to look at Xiaodie beside me. She seemed to have something to worry about and stared at the foot of the mountain.

In fact, when I looked at her carefully, I realized that her barbarity and willfulness were just a protective cloak, and in fact, she was also very emotional inside.

Perhaps she is somewhat similar to Ruoqing, and she always makes it difficult for people to contact her, but in fact she is very fragile inside.
Chapter completed!