Chapter 130 Choice
"What kind of magic is you...?" Helena's expression was very wonderful.
"A use of memory magic," Felix explained, with a layer of sweat leaching from his forehead. "Can you stay for the time being? To be honest, I'm not very good at this magic."
She stopped.
Felix's head was a little dizzy. He constructed a lot of memories in an instant, and used them one by one, making his mind dizzy.
Helena looked at him with concern.
Felix took a few deep breaths and felt much better. He said to Helena: "We are friends, aren't we?"
"certainly."
"Forgive my presumptuousness, ma'am. From your story, you hate yourself rather than saying you hate others."
Her expression suddenly became silent. She turned her body slightly and blocked half of her face in the shadow.
Felix slowed down his tone as much as possible: "Why did you become a ghost? Are you afraid of death? Judging from my contact with you, I don't think it's. What really bothers you is your guilt for your mother."
He said with an extremely serious expression: "Barrow, a blood man, was shackled for thousands of years, why don't you? I hope you can try to forgive yourself..."
The night envelops the castle, after a long silence
"The person who can forgive me has disappeared forever, on the third day when I became a ghost." Helena said coldly, turned around and floated away.
This time, Felix did not stop him.
...
The birth of ghosts comes from obsession, and the thoughts before death are the most brilliant and strong. Therefore, most ghosts' obsessions are out of fear of death and escapism.
There are very few cases like Helena, Barrow and Professor Binnes.
For Helena, her obsession was a shame and regret that her ignorance had caused a big mistake, she regretted that she did not believe Barrow's words, she felt guilty that she had not seen her mother for the last time, and did not apologize to her in person...
That night, he appeared in front of the white wall of the house where he would like to ask.
Through a conversation with Helena Ravenclaw, he suddenly thought of an angle that he had never considered before.
He murmured in his heart, "I want to find the room for Royna Ravenclaw to leave for his daughter Helena Rainclaw... I want to find the room for Royna Rainclaw to leave for his daughter Helena Rainclaw... I want to find the room for Royna Rainclaw to leave for his daughter Helena Rainclaw..."
Felix slowly opened his eyes, and an ordinary blue door outlined lines from the white wall, appeared in reality.
On the door, a silver-white handle popped out.
Felix's hand was placed on the door handle, but at this moment, he suddenly hesitated.
After a while, he firmly pushed open the door.
Inside the door is a very simple room, with a small room, with a few simple tables, chairs, flowers, and books. It is spotless and gives people a sense of tranquility and warmth.
"Is anyone here?" he asked.
After a long time, he received no response. He tapped his forehead with his fingers and changed his perspective.
The color faded away quickly, and ripples continued to spread around him as the center.
Felix saw the magic like substance and the things that stretched like silk in the deepest part, and more than a dozen magic channels penetrated into the air like chains.
‘This is the true core of the House of Responsibility.’
...
For the next few days, Felix kept swaying and difficult to make up his mind.
He had realized that the heart of the house of Responsible Requests is that room.
And what was deep in the magic was like silk, and he also had speculations, maybe it was the memory left by Ms. Royna Ravenclaw.
He didn't know why he could go in. Maybe he mentioned the name Helena Ravenclaw? The memories left by Ms. Ravenclaw were still sleeping, which made him discover it.
According to common sense, he should immediately tell Helena Ravenclaw about this matter, which is good for both parties. Helena may reconcile with her mother, and he can take the opportunity to ask about some secrets of magic, and even if he is lucky, he can obtain the inheritance of Ravenclaw.
But he found that he didn't expect much from this.
For ghosts, continuing to ‘go on’ means relief, but for those who have established friendships with ghosts in reality, what does it mean?
Felix felt confused and his past experiences could not help him, so he chose to ask more wise people.
"President Dumbledore, how do you think of 'death'?"
"Well... Felix, why did you suddenly ask this question?" Dumbledore looked at him in confusion.
"I feel because of some things."
Realizing that Felix didn't want to explain, Dumbledore thoughtfully did not ask much, he thought for a while, smacked his lips and said, "Everyone has different views on death, fear, avoidance, disgust... But for some people, for example, I, are welcoming."
"Welcome?" Felix wondered if he had heard it wrong.
"Felix, for an old man, nothing in the world would make him afraid. Death is just an unknown, fresh and interesting thing to him, like a ticket to a great adventure."
Felix shook his head, which was different from his concept. He might not be afraid of death, but he would not expect it to come.
He asked his most concerned question: "What do you think the existence of a ghost means?"
"Ghosts? They are stuck in reality because of their strong obsession..."
"No, Dumbledore," he interrupted Dumbledore, "please forgive me, maybe I don't describe it very clearly..."
Dumbledore looked at him with understanding, giving Felix time to reorganize his language, and this time he asked cautiously: "The ghost exists because of obsession, and will also be freed from the obsession disappears. Right?"
"That's right." Dumbledore blinked and said in agreement.
"Then what is this kind of liberation? Is it another death? Especially for her living friend in reality, I mean... that is eternal separation, no different from death."
"She?" Dumbledore asked.
Felix was silent and had no answer.
Dumbledore thought carefully for a while before saying, "Different people may have different understandings. I can only express my thoughts for your reference."
"This is exactly what I came here, and use your wisdom to help me see something clearly," said Felix.
"For ghosts, 'continue' is undoubtedly a relief. Staying with reality does not make them happy. In fact, although they can continue to talk and move around, they cannot enjoy anything, and are always bound by obsessions. Few people choose to continue to exist in this poorest way."
"What about the living person? Where is the ghost's friend?"
Chapter completed!