Chapter 20
I have never been different from him. He is a child from a rich family. When he first met him, he didn't know what kind of understanding is. Although friends were generous when they gathered, they would not be able to get out of Taiwan. Even after so many years, they became willful, but they still couldn't stand it. He seemed to only believe the facts he saw, but never considered whether there was any hidden truth behind the facts. So I knew him. Of course, he was furious when something happened, but he wouldn't think about whether I had any difficulties. He was even more ashamed to ask me, because a person like him who was so stubborn must be afraid of getting answers such as "Because my beloved was in jail, I had to settle for it."
"At that time, the company was on the right track. Although Liu Yuedong was a big customer, being arrested did not affect the overall situation. But later I found that I underestimated the impact of Liu Yuedong's involvement in gangs. Although there was inevitably some contact between business, after all, we were too involved with Liu Yuedong and were summoned by the police, and no one wanted to cause trouble. You know the dilemma during that period. I was desperate, but one afternoon I received a call from my mother. I hadn't contacted her for a long time. I told her that if I don't accept you, I won't enter this house. But she called me and said that I couldn't watch my efforts fail. I asked me to go back and discuss everything."
He always avoided my gaze, and when I stared at it like this, he felt even more ashamed. He just grabbed my hand tightly, making his knuckles turn white.
"The materials that Liu Yuedong was involved in gangs were handed over by my mother, but before that, she had secretly investigated Liu Yuedong for a long time. The strong dragon did not suppress the local snake. My mother has been operating locally for many years. After all, the relationship between the people in the bureau is still relatively strong. When she said that they cooperated to investigate, she could keep some small and small things that were not suitable for being exposed. Of course, these were all found out later, but when I saw that video, I almost thundered the top of the head." Cheng Yuanfeng took a few deep breaths and said, "I asked myself repeatedly, Xiaoyun, have I never known you? I know you don't care about suffering with me. I know you won't abandon me just because I have no money. I know you love me... but I know that it's not sure, I'm driven crazy by that uncertainty."
"My mother is the purpose. She doesn't have to say anything and do anything. She puts the video in front of me. My random thoughts can drive myself crazy. Moreover, I dare not ask you. I always feel that if the speculation is true, then if you ask clearly, maybe you will leave me, I pretend not to know anything, maybe you have nowhere to go, and you will stay. It was at this time that Song Xiao came to me, and I refused once or twice. One morning, I found him asleep beside me, and I was together like that."
"To revenge me?" I asked with a bitter smile.
"Yes." Cheng Yuanfeng said, "Song Xiao and I are not often together. At first, I really wanted to pay for money, but I found that I couldn't get rid of it. What's more, when I go home every day, facing your smile, your figure feels tortured. I don't know which one of your smiles is really perfunctory, but I know that Song Xiao's joys and angers are really true and belong to me. He gave me a reason to feel at ease, even if this reason is even despised by myself. And I know in my heart that maybe you don't love Liu Yuedong, you just want to help me. But I can't figure it out, Xiaoyun, I can't figure it out. It's all agreed that it doesn't matter to starve to death together. I don't care about your efforts. I am willing to endure hardships with you, but why do you have to make your own decisions? You make me feel that even the clothes I'm wearing are smelling bloody."
He lowered his head slightly, still ashamed. I stretched out my hand to hold his face. He moved my hand over and let my hand close to his face tighter, and said, "At the beginning, I didn't plan to maintain a relationship with Song Xiao for a long time. Until now, I have been sleeping with Song Xiao. Xiaoyun, I have a knot in my heart, afraid that you will be unable to control your strength when you touch it. And during that period, you didn't know why, but you were also hiding from me. I had to solve it, but I didn't expect you to be blocked."
I was not completely unconscious about it during the period before I found out that he and Song Xiao were so uncomfortable when he touched me. I made a few unreasonable troubles. They kept fighting and reconciling, but their physical communication almost stopped. Because of Liu Yuedong, I was always afraid of that aspect, and only when I did something or did love, I became addicted to it. However, Cheng Yuanfeng obviously lacked the patience of foreplay. I could enjoy it before, but I couldn't bear it afterwards.
Perhaps things in the world cannot escape the four words "by accident".
"At the front desk of the hotel, I suddenly felt in a good mood, as if I was feeling as uncomfortable as I was, and I could relieve me a little. As it turned out, this was just a poison to quench thirst. Seeing you sad, I could indeed relieve me at that time, but when I thought about it, I felt even more uncomfortable. I hated you and blamed myself. It was at that time that I decided to put an end to everything. In fact, two years ago, I had been planning to acquire my mother's company. Although this was difficult for me, it was not impossible. Moreover, Song Xiao's existence was also a trick. When everyone thought I was at Song Xiao, I was actually working on eating elephants with my team in a place they didn't know."
I frowned slightly: "Song Xiao is just a fool?"
He gradually felt at a loss on his face: "I don't love him, but I couldn't send it away with money. He vaguely noticed something and threatened to spread it. So before successfully acquiring my mother's company, I had to agree, such as taking him back to see my mother and transfer him to your department."
I curled the corners of my mouth slightly, and I felt that Mr. Cheng had one day to be threatened. It was really a cycle of reincarnation, and I was unhappy in retribution.
I couldn't get along with Cheng Yuanfeng's mother, and with Song Xiao's cleverness, I must have heard of it. Meeting parents with each other is to recognize his status, perhaps, he also intends to give it a try. After all, with his ability, it is easy to win the love of an old lady. But from what Ms. Cheng said, he probably failed. Because Ms. Cheng is not an ordinary woman after all, if Song Xiao had made a decision to change her personality, maybe she could look up to her.
"You said, Song Xiao was just a fool... How do you explain the toilet? Will you play a life in the toilet with a guise?" I couldn't let go of this matter in my heart.
His body shook and said, "Xiao Yun, Liu Yuedong was sentenced to death, but I don't know who used his connections to make him live for two more years. Before he died, he sent you something. If you are not here, I took it. Do you know what it is?"
I was really curious and asked, "What is it?"
"The jade Buddha you thought you lost." Cheng Yuanfeng pulled the jade Buddha from my neck and said, "We bought it together, a pair. Maybe it was a time when he took it down while you were not paying attention, but I thought it was you who gave it to him at the time."
So he went crazy just to make me feel uncomfortable. He even heard that I vomited violently outside but didn't stop. Instead, he rushed into my office afterwards, as strong as Liu Yuedong/strike me.
It's really a bad debt between us.
But now, there is no place to settle the matter.
Why not, just write it off.
I pulled my hand out of his palm and slowly got up, but he suddenly hugged me like crazy.
"Now that medicine is prosperous, any disease can be cured. Even if you lose everything, I will treat it for you!" He cried and yelled, which was extremely unpleasant.
It doesn't work to say this now. I have been sick for a long time and have been able to see many things. I patted him on the back and comforted him softly. It seems that he is the one who is sick, not me.
Actually, I really want to know if he was me and I was him at this moment, would he be as disappointed as me, and even disdained to live with medicine and instruments and survive in lingering.
Cheng Yuanfeng laughed and cried in my arms for a while, and promised me: "I have a childhood friend named Dawei. I went to the United States to study medical department. Do you remember? His tutor is an expert in gastric cancer. I have contacted him. No matter what conditions are there, I will invite him to perform surgery. Xiaoyun, even if you blame me and hate me, we will treat the disease well, will it be fine? If you cure your disease, it doesn't matter if you hate me for the rest of your life. Every morning when you get up, I will kneel in front of you and ask you to have a slap first and then brush your teeth. OK?"
I was amused by him and hugged his neck and kissed him. He was stunned by my kiss and looked at me in disbelief.
Life is short, Mr. Cheng, you don’t understand this principle, so you should enjoy it in time.
I went to kiss his lips again, adjusting my messy breathing in between each gap between looking at each other.
I refuse to confess to the other party, do not trust the other party’s feelings for me, randomly guessing the possibility of things but not asking about them, lacking the minimum communication... It turns out that we have done so many wrong things over the past seven years.
"Xiaoyun, there are three words, and I rarely say to you..." He just spoke, and I covered his mouth.
"Cheng Yuanfeng," I smiled with tears in my eyes, "I want to do it with you, do you dare?"
I think that in this life, this is the only person who can make me feel so relieved.
Chapter completed!