I don't know what's the difference. But it's definitely different. Otherwise, he already has me, why should he provoke Song Xiao again?

Maybe he is sick and lazy. He used to be very combat-capable, and planned to take revenge on him, ruining him and leaving him with nothing, allowing him to experience ten times the pain I am today, but now he is tired. He sat in the office all day, and when he got off work, he realized that the day had passed.

Because he had told the secretary, Song Xiao's design drafts were sent every day. Maybe it was the right choice for him to do the design. After the initial immatureness, his growth could only be described as rapid changes. When Cheng Yuanfeng trained a new design manager, maybe he really didn't need me anymore.

Perhaps, I have to admit that I am naive and innocent, thinking that my death can bring harm to others, but in fact, no one cares.

After paying homage to my father, more than half a month later. Not only did I refuse Cheng Yuanfeng to take me to the hospital for examination, but I even refused Jiang Lei's call to ask me to have a reexamination. I was always very depressed. This mood was like going back to the days when my father passed away. I knew it would be bad, but it was not possible and I couldn't get out.

Jiang Lei said, you are about to suffer from depression.

I am about to die, and I still care about depression. Every morning, what wakes me up is not an alarm clock, but a stomachache; no matter how long I sit on the toilet, I still have constipation; I don’t dare to drink cold water at all, because it will cause stomachache that lasts for a day; even brief fainting has occurred many times, and the last second, I was working in front of the computer, and then I opened my eyes and lay on the ground for a long time.

I rubbed my forehead. Recently, not only did I have stomachache, but my headaches seemed to be causing trouble. I couldn't read any of the words jumping on the screen, so I simply got up and went out. I told the secretary that I got off work early until I entered the elevator. The dizziness caused by suddenly standing up ended.

One symptom of gastric cancer is anemia.

Fortunately, I could barely drive. Even if the reaction was half a beat slower than usual, there would be no problem as long as I controlled the speed. Although it was not the evening rush hour, it was still a bit congested. I walked around and stopped and walked a 200-meter road for more than ten minutes, and finally it was my turn.

But because the reaction was half a beat slow, the green light was slowed down to the red light.

The car behind me pressed the horn twice as if I was venting anger. I took a deep breath and pulled the handbrake and stared blankly. The east-west traffic light at the intersection was broken, and the traffic police were all connected to the traffic police. No wonder I was stuck in traffic. I held my chin with my hand, and just wanted to take advantage of the few dozen seconds to calm my mind when I heard a sudden brake "snor" sound.

In front of me, a woman flew into the air.

The woman was riding an electric bike. The traffic police had already made a sign of prohibiting traffic, but she still wanted to take advantage of the lack of a car on the other side to take advantage of the opportunity. Unexpectedly, the car came to the left at this time, and the speed on both sides was too strong. The woman was so high that she flew into the sky. When she fell down, she was covered in blood.

I trembled all over, the clutch didn't step on, and the car suddenly stopped.

The traffic police were frightened. After a long time, they walked over with a shout of "Ambulance". They took off their clothes and silently took off their clothes and covered the woman's head. The light-colored police uniform could not stop the woman's blood. It soon turned red and flowed out along the bumpy gravels on the ground. Under the sun, there was a terrifying light.

It turns out that death is so easy.

A high fever can take away the baby's life, and a rain can also lead to acute pneumonia. Perhaps the woman lying there quietly was just an ordinary mother not long ago. She had a husband who loved her, a strong son, a happy family, and a stable job. She did not listen to the traffic police's command, but because her son had an exam tomorrow, she would go home quickly and make a pot of fish soup for her son to supplement nutrition.

Whether before or after, maybe she will live an ordinary and happy life.

But just at that moment, in a short moment, she died.

I lowered my head and wanted to take out a cigarette to smoke, but my hands were so shaking that I couldn't hold on to the things. Gradually, I couldn't hold on to myself.

I don't want to die.

Why me?

I didn't do anything bad.

I have never said bad things about anyone, I have never cursed anyone behind my back, and I have never hurt others for myself. Why is it me? There are obviously so many unforgivable people in the world, but why is it me? If I really missed something, maybe I shouldn't be with Cheng Yuanfeng.

But because of this, am I going to die?

I have always been reluctant to admit that I am afraid. From the moment I know my condition, I have been afraid. I burned the diagnosis with a lighter, put the ashes in an envelope, and sent it to an address I don’t know. It seems that if I don’t go to see it, I will not get cancer. I desperately hate Cheng Yuanfeng and Song Xiao, cursing them every day. I grabbed Jiang Lei like a life-saving straw, and asked him to find a way to revenge these two people. I fantasized countless times that Cheng Yuanfeng had nothing with my own ability, even if I don’t have the time and ability at all, I can forget the pain after thinking about it.

I have always refused to admit it. Maybe I deliberately deepened my hatred and revenge, just because I am more afraid of death.

Because I don't want to die.

I am just thirty years old, and my life is only one-third after it. I still want to lie in the fields to draw, sing in public, drink the waterfalls of Buenos Aires, roll on the beaches in Maldives, adopt a child, teach him to grow up, watch him become the kind of person I want to be, wait for him to grow up, and send him sailing.

Why me?

I still have so many things I want to do and so many wishes that have not been fulfilled, and my life has just begun. If I make a wrong choice that lasts seven years, there is still the next seven years for me to correct.

Why me?

The lights are on.

Someone stepped in.

I raised my head and the too strong light made my eyes hurt. I reached out to cover the light and saw the man vaguely while taking off his clothes, saying to himself: "Why don't you turn on the light? The secretary said you left at 3:00 in the afternoon. What's going on? Is there a stomach ulcer again? I said I wanted to take you to the hospital but you didn't go, have you eaten?"

I was bored and got up and walked towards the bedroom. I got up too fast and staggered. I stumbled and adjusted and walked into the bedroom. Just as I was about to close the door, Cheng Yuanfeng followed me in. At this time, I really didn't want to see him. My heart was turbulent, and seeing him would only increase my worries. I opened the wardrobe and simply went out to hide from him.

"I'm talking to you!" Although his words were fierce, his tone was inquiring, "What's wrong with you recently? You're so in a bad mood and are not as thin as you are."

I shook my head and took off a cotton shirt from the hanger. He asked again, but I felt a slight headache and was even more lazy to pay attention to it. Cheng Yuanfeng has never been a person with a good temper. He asked a question for the third time and had lost all his patience. Unfortunately, I was also upset and needed to vent. I heard him ask again, and turned around and said viciously: "You don't need to be fucking trouble!"

He was stunned for a long time, his eyebrows raised, his lips drooped, and he said with a slight smile: "Don't I have to be troublesome?"

I took off my clothes and put them in a shirt. As soon as I put them in a sleeve, he pulled his arm and threw them onto the bed. I had a star-eyed look, and my migraine surged up with a "rising" smile. I shrugged my shoulders and supported my body, and said angrily: "Are you crazy?"

He grabbed my hand and pressed me down on the bed. The corner of his mouth, which had been drooping, trembled twice after seeing the tears on my face, and gradually turned into a curve of questions: "Xiao Yun, what's wrong?"

I gritted my teeth and said, "Get out!"

He looked at the tears on my face repeatedly, feeling a little disbelief, and asked, "Who bullied you?"

I sneered: "Who dares?"

"Then why are you crying?"

I turned my head away, and the sneer gradually turned into accusing smile, which slowly surged out of my accumulated chest cavity. Cheng Yuanfeng supported himself and looked at me with some confusion and confusion.

I really hate his innocent expression.

So I used all my strength and slapped it up.

He was stunned by me, his expression was stiff, and he looked at me in disbelief. Then, I slapped him in even more incredible ways, overturned him on the bed like crazy, and punched him hard. It seemed that since I realized that the fight between Cheng Yuanfeng and I had never won, except at this moment. He was helpless and in a mess.

I got an unfair victory.

I was so exhausted that I was panting, and I felt extremely proud and relieved when I was watching my battle results, as if my headache, stomachache, and my limbs were all gone away. He spread his limbs and lay on the bed, stretched out his tongue to lick the blood on his lips, making his face hideous.

The next second, he pressed me on the bed and kissed me up like anger.

I was exhausted all over, and he made me hold my breath in my chest, rolling my eyes like a dead fish. He could still kiss so emotionally. I raised my head back to avoid his fierce pursuit.

It's so strong that I'm going to eat me up.

"Cheng Yuanfeng...ha..." I gritted my teeth, "Get down!"

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I only had the energy to breathe.
Chapter completed!