Chapter 48 Puppets(2/2)
The most important thing is to give yourself a way out if something happens one day in the future."
Bai Ying said with a sad smile, tears streaming down her face involuntarily... Those were tears of humiliation. She never thought that she would be so shameful and cowardly. She no longer thinks highly of her, but she used to think highly of her too.
Own.
In the face of the power of special effects, she, like many shameful traitors, sold her self-esteem and trampled on her principles for power.
"Madam, do it. As I watched Bai Bai being taken away, I kept asking myself, what on earth am I doing... Am I still myself? Where is my pride? Where is my self-confidence? Where are my principles...
It's all gone, all gone. When Bai was brought back, I wasn't afraid at all, not afraid of being discovered. At that time, I was thinking, maybe, what I really want is not power. After gaining power,
I have lost myself; I have lost my strength, but I may be able to find myself again. Even if Madam does not come, I think I would like to find the leader when I come. Maybe the lonely time imprisoned in the dungeon can allow me to find myself again.
Looking back on my past self, I have no complaints, it was me who broke my promise."
Bai Ying threw away his sword, closed his eyes, and stretched his neck.
She felt that she was so ridiculous.
For the sake of power, you sold everything, but in the end, you felt that everything you did was so ridiculous. In this case, why didn't you just give up that power in the first place?
Is it true that only after she has experienced mistakes can she understand herself more clearly?
"You can go, I will make the decision to terminate your agreement with Bai Ying in advance. From today on, you are free." Bu Cun slowly turned around and turned his back to Bai Ying.
The latter was slightly startled, with tears flashing in her eyes. She had sworn not to shed tears again, but at this moment, she felt an uncontrollable emotion. "Madam - where can I go? I have never had it.
I have never thought about leaving White Dusk, even during the years when I was lost in ground-kill special effects. I protect myself, I try to protect myself, I just hope not to be discovered, or I hope to continue to stay in the Wu-Tang Clan, I think
Well, maybe one day Xiao Shasha dies, maybe one day I don't need to rely on her leadership power... Madam, please kill me, I don't want to be controlled by the leader's power anymore, and I don't want to be a puppet anymore."
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Chapter completed!