Chapter 806 grief and cry (4)
——There are two me in the world.
One past and one future, only the present is shared.
The surface and the inside are different existences, but they each observe the same information from different angles.
Observe your past self in a dream.
Watching your future self in reality.
No matter which side, the same sin is serious.
Am I the shadow of "her", or is "her" the residual me?
...To be honest, I don't know anymore.
This is me-
Zhao Yingkong.
The birth of contradictions first began with the nightmare that could not wake up, and then intensified after waking up from another longer dream.
It was from then on.
I can’t tell what dreams are and what reality are...
She is the master's personality, and she is the deputy personality.
In this world, they only communicated once, but in the overlapping records, both sides met early and developed two completely different forces... However, the record that should belong to the sub-personality "her" only has pure "memories".
It is not one's own memory, but from the perspective of the "her" of the master's personality, or in other words, it is simply a memory from the perspective of the body itself.
He did not leave even a little trick of the Dark Templar's skills, nor did he feel the power of dimension. All he had obtained was the last meeting that could not be found.
——That is, farewell.
The split between the two "hers" and the "her" with the personality disappeared, and never appeared again since then.
why is that?
She couldn't understand, and she didn't know how much the "she" of the master's personality got in this record.
Did "she" inherit the power named "Black Devour" perfectly?
These kinds of problems are entangled, including dreams and reality. The surface and the inner side, illusion and reality, existence and nothingness, and everything is violently colliding and rubbing, making her upset and pain, making her unable to find herself.
Then, I saw my companions die one after another, so that their will, soul, and life can be merged with Zheng Zha.
If it is based on the records in the dream, it seems that "she" gave her incomplete spiritual light to help Zheng Zha temporarily break through from the fourth level of the gene lock to the fourth level of the gene lock?
But is that "her" or "her"?
The "she" with his personality seems to fall in love with Zheng Zha in reality. However, there is no sign in the dream. In the end, it disappears without understanding, leaving nothing except the memories of others.
The "she" of the master's personality only appeared a few times in reality, but in the dream, he devoted himself to solving the nightmare he never forgot, and finally chose to die with his brother Zhao Zhukong. In the end, he entrusted his spiritual light to Zheng Zha because he recognized his dream and the value of the Zhongzhou team.
Such four memories are intertwined and entangled. In the end, they will never distinguish each other again.
Reality is like a dream, dream is like reality.
As a result, everything I saw in front of me lost my sense of reality.
So--
"I don't want to die."
From her mouth, she said something that was not like her.
"Um……!"
The two people in the square, except her, were all shocked.
She... doesn't want to die?
This allows Zheng Zha to break through from the fourth level of the gene lock to the fourth level of the fourth level and achieve a real leap of strength and realm. The other partners of the Zhongzhou team sank into the river of death and don’t want to die?
——What a joke!
Chu Xuan frowned directly, not knowing what he thought of at this moment, and Zheng Zha... he giggled foolishly after being stunned for a moment.
What are you looking forward to...
Anyway, I have eaten so many people, so it doesn’t matter if I eat more, right?
——What a joke!
He did not eat his partners to make himself stronger, but to eat them for the common dream of his partners.
Although the results are the same, if he did not accept it voluntarily and used violent means to forcibly possess it, wouldn’t he have abandoned the justice he insisted on even if he ate his partner?
But without the most critical Zhao Yingkong, he would not be able to break through to the most critical realm...
Without breaking through the most critical realm, he will not be able to realize his friends' dreams...
Contradiction was born.
Is it necessary to sacrifice a few people for the benefit of the majority?
“——Do it.”
There is a sinful voice tempting.
As long as you eat her, you can break through that realm, you can win the final battle, and you can resurrect everyone, including her.
Anyway, if you can be resurrected, so what if you bear this sin?
This kind of thing...
——What a joke!
If this is allowed, can it be allowed to rob a bank and pay back the money after it goes bankrupt?
However, this problem.
The dreams of friends, the dreams that must be realized...
"Tell me your reasons."
A cold voice came out, and Chu Xuan looked at the assassin girl with charming face on his face. He said without any emotion, "Your words should be the master who had been sleeping all the time, right? This is not to say that I want to force you to die, but your particularity cannot be ignored... I still want to know your reasons."
"Is that true? I'm so embarrassed. I was worried just now that you would understand the truth and let us die with emotion..."
"Zhao Yingkong" After hearing Chu Xuan's words, she suddenly smiled and pointed her lips with her fingers. In that way, she cooperated with her slightly neutral beauty, and looked so sexy and touching. Then the little girl said with a smile, "Forget it, you need a reason, then I will give it to you. Like the others who just died, I also have a desire to fulfill even if I die, or it is my wish of being meaningful, but Zheng Zha cannot help me fulfill my wish... This is the first point."
"Is it your grudge between you and Zhao Zhuikong?"
Chu Xuan directly gave the answer, and then he frowned unconsciously and muttered, "The relationship is really unreasonable... Forget it, let's not talk about this for now, what about the first point, but what about the second point?"
"The second point is that you have made a mistake in your estimate of me." The girl did not mind the colonel's speech, but she also changed into the same cold voice.
"I must live. It is not my wish, but the wish of which one you know... My words are not even a complete living, but just a dead soul living in the past.
Do you know the concept of Earth-bound Spirit?
If a person has a great wish in his lifetime or has great hatred, his soul will not dissipate or be liberated after death. Instead, he will form such a special living body, which will remain in the world forever unless his wish is fulfilled.
What you see me may be just a dead soul who is bound by this body because the wish has not been fulfilled... "
There is silence.
As a scientific and technological worker, Chu Xuan never paid attention to such strange and supernatural, let alone this unique story in Japan.
But Zheng Zha, he had a deep understanding.
"Then your real wish is actually relief, right?"
With a bitter voice, he murmured softly, "As long as this wish is realized, you will be free and then disappear, but if you join the River of Death, you will be bound by the River of Death forever, and you will never be able to be free again..."
No wonder it is impossible to agree to such an absolute contradiction.
but--
As if he remembered something, he suddenly frowned, "But how do you realize your wish? The battlefield of the last battle, you..."
"So I said you made a mistake in your assessment!" He simply interrupted his words, and the charming girl showed a bloodthirsty smile, "It's not just you who gets something in that dream! You got the Li Yan that belongs to another you - and I got this power!"
In an instant, the black light was liberated.
In Zhao Yingkong's hands, the actual darkness turned into a spider web-diffusing floating silk, laying a dense network around her. The end of the hairspring gently swept across the ground, but it was easy to cut everything she touched neatly in half.
"I may not be considered the fourth level intermediate level of the Gene Lock. Also, my spiritual light is not complete, but it is easy to overflow because of the damage... and the disadvantages of becoming a monster are gone.
Chapter completed!