It's a bit long... but I hope the readers who click in can finish reading...

Tomorrow is June 1, 2013, a traditional festival Children's Day, but it is an ordinary day for me, an adult who is no longer a child.

But it was also an extraordinary day.

Because "Counter-Strike in Another World" will be released on June 1, 2013.

However, not only did I feel no excitement, but I still felt a faint self-mockery in my heart.

On June 1, 2012, wasn’t it the date when my book Yudian was released?

It's been a whole year, but I didn't expect that the two books would be released on the same day after a year apart.

What makes me even more amused is that on June 1 last year, "YuDian" was comforted with 53w words, and on June 1 this year, "Counter-Strike in Another World" was comforted with 53w words.

However, the only thing that makes me feel relieved is that when "Counter-Strike in Another World" is about to be released, the collection is nearly 4 times more than "Dragon Power".

The more you collect, the better the results will be on the shelves, but I still can't laugh at all.

I deeply remember that in the first month of "YuDian" being released, it was certain that it did not exceed double digits. What about this book? Four times the single digits?

That's still a failure!

When I think of this, I can’t help but think of July 21, 2011.

That was the day when my debut work "The Master of the Five Elements" was uploaded in the first chapter. At that time, I was like most writers. I was looking forward to the popularity immediately as soon as it was uploaded. The book review area was full of lively. The editor chased me behind my butt and asked me to sign the appointment. The money flowed into my pocket...

Hahahaha, now I think about it, I was so dreamy at that time!

The cruel reality wiped out the heat in my heart. No one left a message in the book review area of ​​"The Master of the Five Elements". There were only a few collections, and the data was so poor. Even after 100,000 words, I tried my best to apply for a visa and make an appointment with Sanjiang to recommend it, but I received rejected replies again and again.

Although I am just a floppy writer, I don’t like to have a beginning or a end in my work. After calming down, I decided to finish writing "The Master of the Five Elements".

So, I wrote a 76w word complete work.

After writing, I began to read the lectures of many great masters and began to collect many writing skills in order to make myself progress and write works that can sign...

Immediately after learning from my mistakes, I came up with "Dragon Lighting".

But I was eager to sign the contract and prove myself, which led to my inadequate thinking. Although I successfully signed the contract, the beginning of "YuDian" was simply awful. Even if I revised it repeatedly in the future, it did not achieve the expected results.

In this way, I failed again, until the end of "YuDian" 190w, there were only thirty subscriptions.

So, I was discouraged, confused, and even the dream I had first pursued was not known where I had abandoned it.

I began to become desperate because by the time of the end of "YuDian", it was December 31, 2012, the last day of last year.

The word 190w plus 76w is equal to 266w.

Every word I used two fingers to type in front of the computer, but it took a year and a half to finish, and the manuscript fee I received was only 390 yuan.

I have insisted on completing the book without signing a contract so that readers can collect my works with confidence.

I once completed 19000 words of work with full attendance at 30,000,000, so that readers can recognize me.

I dare not stop, for fear that someone would curse me, I dare not tj, for fear that someone would despise me.

But why did I spend a year and a half to write 2260,000 words, but what I gained was only someone else’s money for cigarettes?

So, I began to retreat, and my heart began to feel cold. I thought I would not continue writing anymore. I felt that I would no longer love the online articles that once made me deeply obsessed with.

I was defeated by the stolen version and the insults of the sky. I don’t understand why I work hard and can only be entertained by many people.

I really want to tell them that I bought a watch last year, but I didn't even have the strength to scold people.

I felt like I was leaving, and I began to feel that my life had no future and I had nothing.

Disheartened, I couldn't figure out why I was so unlucky. Family changes were not enough. I didn't know where to go without love, career, and money.

I began to fall in love with beer because only the empty feeling of fullness makes me feel full, and only the alcohol that slowly paralyzed my nerves can relieve my pain when I was awake.

I began to devote a lot of time to the game, sink into the virtual world, and regain a little self in my sense of vanity...

...

Until one day...

I had a dream, and I dreamed that I went back to the beginning of 2009, the time when I was not suppressed or painful, the day when I hid in the Internet cafe all night playing CSL, took ladders for my teammates, and hid in the desert ct alley.

Furthermore, I dreamed that I had gritted my teeth and bought the Destroyer mg3 for 3 days on the runway. The time when I was a hero and protecting my teammates from zombies coming was my mission. The time when I had a strong sense of honor and mission that I had added to myself gave me a great sense of accomplishment.

I happily wandered in my dreams, over and over again, tireless and unwilling to wake up.

But when I woke up from the dream, I turned over and sat up from the bed, but I was soaked in tears.

I felt that I could not continue like this, so I opened a word file that I had not opened for a long time.

Looking at the "Write After the End" that is still saved on it, I thought about it for a long time and closed the word file again.

...

...

Finally one day, I spent five days carefully coding the first chapter. At that time, the name I named this book "The Egg Killing Player in Another World".

I fantasized about the heroic and cool life after the protagonist traveled to another world and the shameless life. I began to sit in front of the computer and stare at the screen and smile.

But later, I thought, if I were the protagonist, would I be happy when I traveled to another world?

Yes, the sudden change in the overall environment plus a plug-in is enough to make many people wake up from their dreams.

But after traveling through time, does the original world really no longer exist? Even if it does not exist, does the memory no longer exist?

So, Wang Sancai was extremely disappointed when he first learned the truth and burst into tears.

For the first time, I completely took out the writing skills and routines I had spent a lot of time learning from my heart, and brought myself into it, and experienced the protagonist's mood at all times.

Whether you laugh in tears or be happy in poverty, in short, I want to write a book seriously according to my ideas without mixing any so-called skills.

I did not write an outline, and did not fix any walking routes for the protagonist. Everything gradually unfolded according to my thoughts after entering another world.

The funny thing is that I am still too naive.

The lack of perfect outline made it difficult for me to write at the beginning, so I wrote 300,000 words in the volume of survival in the rainforest.

Although his grades are better than "YuDian", they are not much stronger.

So, I woke up from my dream again. On the basis of stable updates, I calmly improved the outline, sorted out the framework and context, as well as those big and small pits, etc....

In the blink of an eye, today is coming, nearly two years have passed. Looking back on the past two years, my three books have never been on the homepage of the website. Compared with the other authors who started at the same time as me, watching them open the new book and get on the strongest, I feel envious and feel all lost.

During this period, many friends advised me to tj, and there was no need to continue writing the floppy text. Many friends even asked me if the editor deliberately made things difficult for me? Why don’t you change your vest?

Making things difficult for me? Really not.

The editor is very good, and I feel easy-going and speak very well. Not only did I not make things difficult for me, but I also clearly pointed out my shortcomings. The editor clearly knew that my book was boring, but still recommended it to me... Here, I sincerely thank my current editor-in-Sansheng.

Moreover, whether the book will become popular in the end is entirely due to the quality of reading. My failure can only mean that I am not good enough to write.

However, I feel so tired that writing books is not a chat. Every time I write a paragraph, I have to consider whether it is logical and not deviate from the outline. This makes me, a person who is already unhappy in typing, write very slowly.

Some friends advised me to change stations and go to other places to develop.

However, I want to stay at Qidian because, from the beginning, my dreams were ignited at Qidian. I like the vest "Nanyang Fire", I like the "The Master of the Five Elements", "Driving the Electricity" and "Counter-Strike Elites in Another World" I wrote.

I have made a promise from the beginning: I will finish the book, never tj! And I have always fulfilled this promise.

However, I can’t see hope. It’s easy to change a place, but it’s too difficult to change another heart.

I made great ambitions with the two elders in my family, but two years later, I still had nothing. The elders never blamed me, but when I saw their aging sick body, I really didn't know how to face them.

I was already crying when I wrote this. As a man, even if he was cut a few times, he would never cry. But here, I was almost collapsed by this kind of torture and torture all day long.

Tomorrow is the day to be released, but I am full of fear. I am worried that those few subscriptions or simply not having a subscription will once again hit me hard.

With more than 5,000 favorites, how many subscriptions can you have?

Are everything else fake except for subscriptions?

When will this tormented day end?

Do those readers who read the thief... version think the genuine version is expensive?

High V is 2 cents for 1,000 words, and 3 cents for 1,000 words. According to my update volume, high V is about 3 yuan per month, and high V is 4,500 yuan.

Three dollars are just money to decipher the chip. This deciphering chip may only give you awp for 10 days, but your three dollars can be exchanged for my whole month of hard work!

[Because of the previous blow and the trivial matters at home, I have no half a chapter of the manuscript. I plan to continue typing now. After midnight, I will upload the first chapter of the book. I really hope that my readers can support the authentic version! It is also support me to write the book and fulfill the promise I once said that I will never tj!!]

[I have finished writing the public works of 76w characters, and I have finished writing the super frustrating works of 190w characters and 30 characters. Are you still worried that I will not be able to finish writing this work much better than the previous two works?]

【If you like it, if you believe me, please support genuine subscription!】

[Your subscription brings me not only a thousand words per cent of income, but also acknowledgement, support and hope!!]

Finally... I asked nervously: Will anyone vote for me for a monthly vote?

——Nanyang Fire was written on May 31, 2013.

(By the way: After it is released, it will still be updated twice a day, with a minimum guarantee of 5,000 yuan.)

Attached:

"Dragon" - written after the ending.
To be continued...