Chapter 10 Interdependence
Wang Sancai said it seriously and was not at all joking. Although asking this point would definitely involve Zhuang Biyun's **, she is now tied to the same boat as her. If she doesn't tell herself the actual situation now, it would be too unreasonable!
Zhuang Biyun also heard Wang Sancai's solemn tone. When she thought that Wang Sancai had said before that if he didn't tell him everything, he would ignore him. When Wang Sancai really left him alone, he would endure cold and hunger in this rain forest where he could not see his fingers... slowly towards death in the silent loneliness and fear...
When Zhuang Biyun thought of her bleak life, she felt wronged and confused. In the end, before she could speak out, she suddenly felt her nose sore and tears flowed out unconsciously.
Wang Sancai, who was wearing a night vision device, clearly saw Zhuang Biyun's expression. Seeing that Zhuang Biyun was actually crying, he couldn't help but wonder. He just asked her what was going on, why did he even ask her to cry?
But looking at Zhuang Biyun's aggrieved appearance with pear blossoms, Wang Sancai only felt panic in his heart. He had never comforted a girl until now, and he couldn't help feeling a little panic: "Hey, hey, don't cry, I won't ask you."
When Zhuang Biyun heard that Wang Sancai stopped asking, he thought he was going to give up and ignore him. Instead, he did not stop crying, but cried even more sadly. His little hand grabbed Wang Sancai's arm tightly and couldn't help but shout in despair: "Please, please don't leave me, please..."
After hearing this, Wang Sancai was stunned at first, then remembered what he had said before, and finally understood why Zhuang Biyun cried so sadly. Looking at the pitiful look of the girl in front of him, Wang Sancai's panic gradually calmed down.
This girl is only fifteen years old! She is at the age of rich fantasy!
In that world at the age of fifteen... it seems that I have just been to high school? Apart from the heavy learning tasks, I am afraid that I can only love those handsome male classmates.
But in this world, Zhuang Biyun was chased by someone late at night. If she hadn't met her, she would have probably died under the five great men who were chasing her.
Thinking of Zhuang Biyun's young age, when she encountered such a cruel thing, Wang Sancai felt pity. He touched his pocket in his pants, took out a handkerchief, gently wiped the tears on her face, and comforted her: "Okay, don't cry, why would I leave you alone?"
"So..." Zhuang Biyun obediently let Wang Sancai wipe his tears. Without resisting, his voice recovered a little, but his nose still couldn't help but twitch: "So... won't you leave me?"
"Of course!" Wang Sancai was determined, but he added in his heart: At least now.
However, when Zhuang Biyun's spiritual defense line was the most fragile, he did not say this. Seeing that Zhuang Biyun's mood improved a little, he took a breath and slowly stood up: "Come on, get up, let me help you pull the zipper."
Under the guidance of Wang Sancai, Zhuang Biyun slowly stood up. After the two of them stood up, Wang Sancai looked around. Seeing that there was no abnormal movement, he put the K1A submachine gun in his hand under his feet, and then signaled Zhuang Biyun to let go of his arm.
Zhuang Biyun was like a frightened deer at this moment, and she felt no sense of security at all. After letting go of Wang Sancai's arm, she felt that she was the only one left in the whole world.
But fortunately, she immediately felt Wang Sancai's strong arms guiding her to stuff her arms into her sleeves. After that, she only heard a "brush" in front of her, and the zipper of the coat was pulled up by Wang Sancai, and she immediately felt a thoughtful warmth.
Seeing that Zhuang Biyun had stopped sobbing, Wang Sancai stood there in a silly manner, and hurriedly stretched out an arm and gently pressed her shoulders. However, this girl hugged her arm again, so she said, "Okay, sit down."
After sitting back on the ground, Wang Sancai quickly picked up the K1A submachine gun, but he did not speak up, nor did he continue to ask what was going on, for fear of asking Zhuang Biyun to cry again.
However, when he didn't say anything, Zhuang Biyun felt unsure. However, at this moment, she didn't know how to say it. For a moment, her whole heart was panicked. In the end, all the words in her belly turned into one sentence and blurted out: "You, why are you so kind to me?"
So good?
This simple question suddenly made Wang Sancai confused. How should I tell her? Could it be that I just said to her, "I'm just treating you as pity?"
Obviously, Wang Sancai had already felt that the girl seemed to have become a little dependent on her. If she really said it so directly, it would probably hurt the girl's self-esteem.
In fact, although Wang Sancai, who has been working for two years, has never had a girlfriend, he understands that at this age, as long as he says sweet words according to the girl's psychology, even if the girl is not moved by herself, she will have a lot of affection for herself.
But Wang Sancai was unwilling to say something against his will, even if it was to please the opposite sex, as long as it was against his will, he would not be willing to say it. In his opinion, actions were far higher than words. It was precisely because of this that Wang Sancai saw that all the students who graduated from the same period had already gotten married and had children, but he was still alone.
It’s not that he doesn’t understand what most women think, but he just doesn’t want to say something against his will in order to simply please the opposite sex.
However, as he grew older, Wang Sancai became more and more confused, and the bottom line in the center that he never gave in the past slowly collapsed under the erosion of time.
So, when he suddenly heard Zhuang Biyun’s question, Wang Sancai, who never dragged on the slumber, hesitated for the first time.
Should I say something against my will to reassure Zhuang Biyun?
But just as this thought arose from the bottom of his heart, Wang Sancai wanted to slap himself!!
Zhuang Biyun is only fifteen years old! She is still a minor! How can she have the idea of a little girl?
After calming down, Wang Sancai thought for a while and finally found a sentence that was neither against his will nor hurt Zhuang Biyun's self-esteem: "Don't think about it all, since I saved you from those five guys, I will naturally save you to the end, let alone see you endure the cold."
At this moment, Wang Sancai finally used "responsibility" as an excuse to cover up the true thoughts in his heart.
But when Zhuang Biyun heard this, she suddenly became silent. After a long time, her voice returned to calm and she said quietly: "I'm not a fool, I know, you are pitying me, right?"
Wang Sancai was immediately shocked. Unexpectedly, Zhuang Biyun guessed it and refused to admit it and said, "What are you talking nonsense?"
"I know, I understand." Zhuang Biyun suddenly interrupted Wang Sancai. Then, the grievance in her heart seemed to burst out all of her mind, and her voice was full of self-blame: "I thought I was not young anymore, but I found that I still didn't understand anything. If I didn't be angry with my father, I wouldn't run out in anger, nor would I encounter enemies chasing you, nor would I implicate you and hide in the rain forest with me..."
At the end of the day, her voice was filled with crying.
Wang Sancai listened quietly, and finally understood something in his heart, but at this time, he did not interrupt on this matter, but handed her the handkerchief in his hand: "Wipe away your tears, you must believe that everything will pass, and you will definitely go home safely."
"I shouldn't have quarreled with my father, I shouldn't have..." Although Zhuang Biyun took the handkerchief handed by Wang Sancai, she kept repeating this sentence in her mouth.
Wang Sancai could see that she regretted it very much. Knowing that at this time, all Zhuang Biyun needed was to vent, so he temporarily closed his mouth and listened quietly to her repeated confession.
After a long time, Zhuang Biyun finally stopped muttering to himself, but from time to time, he would still let out a sad sob or two.
The entire quiet rain forest seemed to be responding to Zhuang Biyun's regret in silence. Wang Sancai, who had been sitting quietly on the side for a long time, felt that the time was almost over, so he took the initiative to speak: "You didn't realize that lighting the fire in the middle of the night would attract the attention of the enemy. You know that it was your first time going out. Since you met me, you can put your heart back in your stomach and wait for me to send you home."
The reason why he said this was just to ease the atmosphere. Now the two of them were in this rainforest, with no way ahead and pursuers behind them. Wang Sancai was not sure that he would be able to walk out safely. At most, he would just give this girl a reassurance.
But after hearing this, Zhuang Biyun was silent for a long time before asking quietly: "Why? Why do you want to save me? When you were in the cave, you could leave me alone. Those people didn't know what you looked like. Even if you met you, you would definitely not make things difficult for you. Why did you choose to go with me?"
Why?
Wang Sancai couldn't even feel joking when he heard Zhuang Biyun's serious tone. Zhuang Biyun obviously relied on him and asked these things because he was afraid that he would leave her, but...why aren't he?
When he first came to another world, he knew nothing about this world and had no sense of security in his heart. Although Zhuang Biyun did not help him except to carry him away, as long as she was by his side, he could feel that the world seemed not so strange.
If Zhuang Biyun was not afraid of the darkness, Wang Sancai would not find the shadow of that world in her after waking up, and might really leave her. But now, Zhuang Biyun seemed to have become a spiritual sustenance for Wang Sancai's previous familiar world. Even if he was to commemorate the things that passed, Wang Sancai would not want to leave Zhuang Biyun easily.
If Zhuang Biyun relies on Wang Sancai, then why didn’t Wang Sancai rely on Zhuang Biyun?
Although the two are different in age, they are both confused and dependant in their hearts.
After thinking quietly for a while, Wang Sancai took a deep breath. Regardless of whether Zhuang Biyun could understand or not, he said what he said in his heart: "Because we are all human beings and we all need spiritual dependence."
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Chapter completed!