Chapter 842 Captain, I want to fight swords(1/2)
Everyone's eyes turned to Chen Bin, and everyone raised their ears, wanting to know what the hell Chen Bin wanted to ask the mecha.
Now that things have come to this point, it seems that something is wrong to ask the mecha?
The mecha did not leave for some other reason, he left because of his family - leaving was also his choice.
When the mecha heard Chen Bin’s question, he just nodded, but his face was much better than before...
It feels much more comfortable to say it!
No matter what, he said it...
After all, the troubles he encountered have been pressing on his heart like a huge rock over the past few days, and heavier day by day. Today, I can finally tell all his teammates he trusted in one breath. It felt like he was breathing a sigh of relief, and it was really much easier!
Although the feeling of parting is still very painful...
But, at least it’s not that depressing!
Chen Bin looked at the face of the mecha with burning eyes and asked calmly: "What I want to ask is... what is your own dream?"
"Uh?" Not only the mecha, but the whole team was stunned by Chen Bin's problem.
"Think carefully and answer me. What I want to ask is neither your friend's dream nor your relatives plan for you, but your own... your dream!"
When the mecha heard Chen Bin's words, he stood there in a daze.
My own?
yes……
The mecha's eyes widened a little, and he was stunned by this simple problem.
It’s strange, why can’t he answer such a simple question? - what is his own dream?
Think about it carefully...
I guess the most extraordinary thing he has ever done in his life is to be a professional player.
But Chen Bin woke him up with a word!
Even this only extraordinary thing was just his friend's last wish and someone else's dream!
Oh my God!
The mecha felt like it was being hit hard by something.
I could maintain any idea that was as clear as mechanical when I encountered anything, but in an instant I became extremely confused because of Chen Bin’s simple problem!
There is no way to answer!
The mecha found that he really couldn't answer such a simple question as Chen Bin.
Looking back at the path he has walked, it seems that every step is for others, for parents, and for friends...
And the only thing that is not in his life is himself.
Just like the children in kindergartens, they often count themselves when counting the number of people.
It turns out that in his own heart, he has such no sense of existence!
"I'm a person who can't even tell my dream..." The mecha suddenly laughed, but this smile was extremely bitter.
However, just when the mecha couldn't answer Chen Bin's first question, Chen Bin immediately asked the second question.
And his voice seemed to be very distant...
Just like the calmest bystander, quietly peeling off his cocoons: "Mecha, I'll ask you again, if being a professional player is just your friend's dream, then, aren't you already done it now? What are you sad again?"
"..." The mecha's lips trembled violently.
That's right. If he decided to be a professional player just to fulfill his friend's last wish, then didn't he have done it?
Now, he is not only a professional player in sword battle, but also a professional player in the legendary team Nine-tailed Fox, a professional player who just created the highest single-game output record of sword battle!
He has fulfilled his friend's last wish very well and has been very fulfilled.
So, if you leave now, you shouldn’t be happy and there will be no regrets?
But……
Chen Bin’s second question, he couldn’t explain - since that’s the case, why did his heart still feel like a torn when he thought of leaving the Nine-tailed Fox, about to leave these cute teammates, and leaving the e-sports circle he had fought for for a year?
Seeing the mecha remained silent for a long time and his face was pale, Chen Bin asked the third question: "What do you think is a dream?"
"What is... a dream?" Mecha retelled Chen Bin's words empty-looking, and he couldn't even see the focal length in his pupils.
The mecha found that it seemed that he had never considered this issue.
Not just the mecha, but this time even the other members of the Nine-Tailed Fox were in deep thought.
The word dream is often mentioned repeatedly, and it seems too cliché, but everyone just repeats what dreams they have, but not many people have asked themselves...
What is a dream?
Chen Bin did not wait for the answer from the mecha, but said directly: "Dream is the goal that you are willing to fight for, give everything and do whatever you want. And in this process, you will feel extremely fulfilled and happy!"
Enriched...
hapiness……
Struggle for it...
Give everything...
Mecha repeatedly chewed Chen Bin's words, and once again recalled the year he wanted to become a professional player.
Those sweaty training, those passionate competitions, those day and night thinking...
I have worked hard along the way, but I feel so fulfilled and happy every day!
These memories make him remember more deeply than any minute and second in his previous life!
The mecha understood instantly!
Unconsciously, the confusion in my eyes was gradually dissipating, and the fists in my hands were pinching tighter and tighter.
"It turns out that in just one year, the sword battle and the nine-tailed fox have left such a deep mark in my life... It turns out that before I knew it, I have transformed from fulfilling a dream for my friend to becoming deeply in love with this game, in love with standing on the stage, and being a professional player..."
Three questions!
Three simple questions!!
Almost the fog that had been cleared out for more than 20 years of mecha...
The mecha raised his head seriously.
A pair of eyes washed by tears looked around the teammates whose eyes were full of reluctance...
Those friends who are so familiar that they can recognize them by their breath are all looking at him.
And his eyes finally fell on Chen Bin and answered his first question with certainty: "Captain. I want to fight a sword battle!"
And shouting this sentence seemed to exhaust the mecha's full strength!
No matter whether he will have other goals he wants to achieve in the future and have other dreams of his own, at least at this moment he knows that fighting swords is no longer his friend's dream, but his own!
My own!!
At least now what he wants is to stand on the stage of the professional arena and head towards the goal of the Grand Slam...
Don't want to leave! He really doesn't want to leave!
But……
Mecha also knew that he was a person who would do his best, and he promised his parents!
So, even if he knew. Sword War, E-sports, Grand Slams were no longer his friends’ dreams, but something that belonged to him for the first time in his life, he had to leave...
On the contrary, it is precisely because I see clearly what I want that I feel that parting ways with my dream and separating from his teammates is simply a matter that makes him even more sad and powerless!
Mecha also knew that he was not a very strong and strong person like Chen Bin, Honglang, or even Xiao Cang.
Give up, he doesn't know how many times he has given up.
Compromise. He doesn't know how many times he has compromised.
Such powerlessness made the mecha unable to stand even. Tears instantly blurred his eyes, and suddenly felt like he had lost strength on his legs. When his body became weak, it seemed as if he was about to fall down.
But at this moment, a pair of powerful arms immediately helped him up, held his body tightly and helped him stand up again.
A smiley voice sounded in the ears of the mecha: "Haha, I'll just say you want to fight a sword?"
Although the vision was blurred, the mecha could still hear it. This was Chen Bin's voice.
Still not very serious, but extremely firm!
Mecha's heart suddenly jumped, and he suddenly raised his head, and saw Chen Bin's face full of signature smiles.
It was a face that looked very unreliable at first glance, but it felt very reliable.
Chen Bin's mouth curled: "Since you said you want to fight a sword battle, I can let you fight a sword battle!"
The mecha's eyes widened uncontrollably: "Captain Chen..."
Chen Bin nodded confidently: "Have I lied to you?"
To be continued...