Now, Youmeng can finally release all the feelings suppressed in her heart, and every sentence is very honest: "At the moment Liyou committed suicide, I realized how real he lived. He was just himself, not anyone, he also had weight in my heart..."

This important "weight" is only a place for Liyou, and it has nothing to do with whether he looks like anyone else.

"But I understand too late... I'm so confused! I'm so stupid..." Youmeng became more and more excited, and finally couldn't bear it, and she cried bitterly with her hands beside her face.

Su Zhi looked at each other but couldn't bear it, and saw through everything silently.

The Grand Tutor was an old thought that she had not decided to cut off, but she never thought that because she could not completely forget the former, she indirectly aggravated Liyou's inner demon.

"After all, it was my conflict that dragged him down..." She was already sobbing, "I shouldn't be so hesitant, let him always live in love and not love, specious anxiety. I should have made a stand to him earlier and let him know how important he is to me. Maybe his heart can calm down and not be so random..."

Regret is the most painful enlightenment in this world, but time cannot go back to the past, so they cannot know whether it would be different if she had treated Liyou in a different way and this relationship?

"I have developed a skill to not be hurt by emotions, but I have also invisibly hurt others with emotions..." This heart-wrenching understanding made her hate herself, "I said he is selfish, but in fact the most selfish is me! It was me who forced him to be possessed by the evil spirit that he hated me so much, so much that he wanted to kill me with his own hands..."

Seeing her waving her hand and trying to move around, Su Zhi pressed her arms to prevent her from hurting herself when she lost control.

"He hated him right. I hate this very much. I hate it myself... But why did he give up in the end? Why didn't he hate it anymore..."

She asked him sobbingly. Su Zhi certainly knew the answer. If possible, he wanted to tell her: The reason why Liyou no longer hates you is because in his heart, love is far better than hatred, but he doesn't know how to love you.

"He just slept in my arms yesterday, gradually losing breath... his body became colder little by little..."

Su Zhi looked at him deeply, and her sad and helpless look made people feel heartbroken. In her eyes, he was still a trustworthy listener.

"I know he is dead. No matter how much I repent, it will be useless. Liyou can't come back... I also told myself to forget these things, but it's so difficult... I can't do it..." She cried so hard that she was breathless, "He left made me so sad..."

Su Zhi understood her feelings. Obtaining someone's forgiveness by being loved will not make her conscience better. The guilt brought by this love is actually more uncomfortable than death.

"The person who was talking to me yesterday was fine. Today, he said nothing would be gone... How do I bear it..." Her swollen almond eyes raised up and asked him for help sadly, "Heque, what should I do... I can't continue like this, my heart is like dying..."

Su Zhi hugged her into his arms without hesitation. She did not resist at all. She even showed a throbbing of a long drought and rain. She hugged him tightly in response, buried her face deep in his chest, and her tears were vented with the most heartwarming.

She cried for a long time, and he kept holding her until she calmed down. The clothes on his chest were soaked in her tears, and were wet and cold.

"I always think of him involuntarily..." As soon as I think of him, she becomes very fragile and can't help crying with sadness. She said in tears, "I miss him...but I can only think of him so powerlessly..."

Su Zhi gently wrapped his left arm around her body, and put his right hand on her neck, making his side face close to her forehead. This should be a stable and comfortable position for her, helping her to calm her mind and not be disturbed by the outside world.

His palm was warm, and he covered the back of her head and gently stroked her: My arms can accommodate all your joys, anger, sorrow, and happiness. If you miss him, then think about it. I will be here to accompany you and wait for you to get better.
Chapter completed!