[4] Qingfengyi 46 The princess refused to forgive you (2 more completed)
As night came, lights were lit in the princess's mansion.
After Tang Dixuan said goodbye to Liyou and Jiujiu, Su Zhi left alone with his luggage and his pipa. When he walked to the side door of the Mansion Garden, his steps became slower and he was in a gloomy mood, as if he could not let go of anything.
"Young Master Su, you'd better leave quickly." Xiao Buenzi, who was waiting to see him off at the door, urged impatiently when he saw him walking.
Su Zhi walked up the steps of the door, raised his earnest eyebrows and eyes as if he was about to beg for something to Xiao Pengzi, and he couldn't help looking back at the garden, and the towering Fenghua Building was in his eyes.
Xiao Bengzi saw a look of nostalgia in his eyes. He knew that he wanted to see the princess and say goodbye in person, but he curled his lips and said helplessly: "The princess refuses to forgive you for your mistakes, and it is not easy for a servant to keep you. There will be a carriage waiting for the prince not far away. It is better to set off early while it is getting late."
Su Zhi's eyes suddenly dimmed, and he slowly stepped out of the threshold with his bag holding his shoulders. Xiao Pengzi shook his head with regret and was about to call the guards to close the door. At this moment, someone came and stopped them with a gesture. She stood silently inside the door and stared at Su Zhi's figure walking away.
Su Zhi walked a few steps outside the door, as if he felt something, but he couldn't help but stop and looked back. This look was unexpected and looked at her like a destined person.
"If your heart does not belong here, I will not force you to stay." The woman at the end of her eyes said softly, "You go."
Su Zhi's body was frozen, and his heart was silent for a long time. He looked at her with a slightly frown eyebrows, as if he wanted to remember her with this last glance.
"Now I'm free to you. I wish you to find the world you want after you leave and take good care of it." But her eyes were as cold as snow, and she was reluctant to leave. "I think we will never meet again when we have not appeared in each other's lives."
Her words made a chill in his heart. He thought that even if his mouth could speak, he would probably not be able to say anything at this moment.
The two doors gradually closed, and the sight of the two meetings was separated bit by bit.
Su Zhi never took his eyes away. Through the last narrow crack in the door, he saw her look sad, like a closed heart door, avoiding his gaze and turning away.
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Li You has been resentful since he finished reading the letter, just because Su Zhi had seen through himself so thoroughly without realizing it. Even Su Zhi could tell his feelings about the princess that were ambiguous and difficult to distinguish.
He thought, this is the confusion of the authorities, and the bystanders should be clear.
Liyou was both shocked and inexplicably afraid of having a friend like Su Zhi who knew him and understood him.
And the words in this letter are sincere, and the heart is slit and the lungs are like a private confession, which shows that Su Zhi is treating the princess...
I'm afraid I've had a thought.
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The gate of the Mansion Garden was already tightened, one person inside the door was getting farther away, and one person outside the door was standing for a long time. From then on, he and she were people from both worlds.
She thought, maybe it was always.
Su Zhi, in terms of his aura, he and Mei Zihan are the same type of people, as faint as a lotus, elegant and elegant. They can only be viewed from afar and not played with. She cannot blend into their realm.
She wanted to make friends with them, but she was a secular person. She could not escape from human desires, so she knew that she could not get rid of the abyss. The lover who was like a shadow to her was entangled. He was strong and fascinated, and pressed against her step by step, which made her fall at any time.
She dared not imagine that in the future, she hugged Yuan and rubbed her ears with her, while she was in love with Su Zhi and was in harmony with her... Su Zhi would give up on herself, and Yuan would not tolerate him. To be precise, he could not tolerate any man, so she could not make Su Zhi her weakness and become a threat that Yuan had tried and tested against her.
She suddenly understood that she was covered in dust in her body and mind, and she was indeed not suitable to touch those men standing on the clouds, because they were too clean and clean to make her unable to blaspheme or destroy the beauty in her heart.
At the beginning, she cast a love net and wanted to tie the person in her heart with love as a cocoon, but Mei Zihan took the initiative to break free, which made her feel unbearable. Now her cherishment of Su Zhi is even better than Mei Lang. Instead of hurting him and hurting each other in the future, it is better to let him go while she is still awake and before the mud foot is deep, so that it is good for each other.
Youmeng walked along the fragrant path and entered the Fuxing Garden by magic. She hadn't come for a long time. She was slightly surprised and saw that the apricot blossoms that were blooming at the wrong time had now withered 50% or 60%.
She stood under a tree, holding up an apricot blossom with her fingertips, and her eyes were melting. Then she recalled the spring rain of apricot blossoms. Su Zhi, who was standing in the rain, was stuck to his clothes, and the drops of mottledness accompanied him into the painting.
Now the garden is bleak. She wants to wait until these apricot flowers fall, and spring will really pass. It should not repeat the same mistakes again, right?
After a while, Su Zhi finally came to his senses, silently turned around with his bag, and walked alone along the long alley. The moonlight dyed his clothes lightly, reflecting his independent Tsinghua University. Just when he was at the age of Tathagata, his eyebrows were as light as water.
"You seem to have never been willing to get close to this princess?" The moonlight that night was slightly cool, not as clear as her eyes were moving. "If you intentionally alienate me and don't want to be loved by me, then what do you mean to me...?"
If she asked him the same question now, maybe he would tell her this desperately:
Chapter completed!