Chapter 3 Farewell(1/2)
Because, I like you too.
Zhou Shu finally couldn't say this.
Seeing Li Shi covering his face and crying, revealing a large area of snow-white skin, Zhou Shu didn't dare to look at her. In the end, he could only say one sentence.
"sorry."
"I don't want to listen to you!"
"sorry."
"I don't want to listen after saying that!"
“…”
"You are really a dedicated person. Why can't you be me... Why, you can't do it once..."
Li Shi must be drunk, and only when he is drunk can he make his emotions go to an extreme.
However, what she said now must be her mood. However, in the past, she had hidden her own thoughts with her own reason. Now, she lost her reason, which is her truest thought.
"Put your clothes and don't catch a cold."
Zhou Shu looked around and said, Li Shi stopped crying and said, "Do you think I'm very mean?"
"No."
"It must be ridiculous for a woman like me who knows that you have a girlfriend but want to sleep with you!"
Li Shi wiped away the tears from his face and looked at Zhou Shu with a sarcastic smile. She was not Zhou Shu, but herself.
"I said no."
Zhou Shu's tone was also heavier.
"Then why don't you dare to look at me!"
Li Shi stubbornly placed his hand on Zhou Shu's cheek, trying to break his head over, feeling the coldness of her hands, but Zhou Shu was still unmoved.
"You put on your clothes."
Zhou Shu said coldly.
Li Shi's hand trembled, he put it down weakly, and began to cry silently again.
To do this, she has done her best.
Zhou Shu didn't say anything anymore. After a long time, Li Shi said quietly: "You are really a dedicated person."
"The most dedicated and ruthless, but even so, I like you hopelessly, just like a moth to the fire. Even though I know it's death, I still yearn for that little bit of light and heat. But why can't it be me?"
What responded to her was Zhou Shu's silence.
"Why, I have nothing... When I long for maternal love, my mother didn't give it to me, when I long for fatherly love, my father didn't give it to me, when I long for fatherly love, you didn't give it to me!"
Li Shi cried out together with the grievances he had suffered over the past decade.
She has always been a person who pretends to be strong and never likes to cry in front of others.
The few times she cried in front of Zhou Shu. Because she had someone she liked, she would always be more vulnerable and not good at disguising her in front of the person she liked.
Zhou Shu was very sad when he heard this. He had no choice but to turn his head and say seriously: "You can have fatherly love now. Your father cares about you very much."
"I don't want it, I just want you!"
Li Shi was already a little confused. She grabbed Zhou Shu's hand and said anxiously: "I beg you, just once, okay?"
"no."
Zhou Shu's heart was shaken, so he could only use more ruthless words to make himself more determined.
"Then why do you give me hope!"
Li Shi asked excitedly: "Why don't you dare to look at me when I said I wanted to find another man? Why do you want to make me feel that you like me a little bit? You should tell me that you will not care about me if you do whatever you want! Why do you care about me!"
Li Shi pulled Zhou Shu's collar and questioned him repeatedly, and Zhou Shu finally couldn't help but burst out.
He pushed Li Shi down on the bed and shouted loudly: "It's because I like you! It's because I like you that I care about you, and it makes you think I like you, but I shouldn't like you, you understand! What can I do? I can't be responsible for you, I can't be sorry to Yiyi, I can't be sorry to you, what can I do!"
After Zhou Shu finished roaring, he also gasped loudly. Li Shi was shocked when he heard these words, but her unsightly eyes shone.
"You like me..."
"sorry."
Zhou Shu apologized and was about to get up, but Li Shi hooked his neck and clamped his waist with his long and powerful legs.
"I'm so happy..."
Li Shi cried as she smiled. She took the strength of her arm and kissed Zhou Shu upwards, and said gently: "As long as you know that you like me too, even if there is no result, I think it is worth it. Because, if I love you, I will not fall in love with others again. Let me experience it once, just once, being my lover is also the only lover in my life."
Zhou Shu's sanity is on the verge of collapse.
Li Shi entangled him like a snake. Li Shi was particularly slim. When her cold little hands touched Zhou Shu's lifeblood, the last string that Zhou Shu had tense broke.
In the girls' dormitory, Liu Yiyi called Zhou Shu because she saw that Luo Li was on a live broadcast. Logically, Zhou Shu should come back, but he didn't.
Very strange.
"The user you called has not answered yet, please dial later..."
Liu Yiyi had a bad premonition, and in the hotel room, accompanied by Li Shi's painful moans, there were only heavy gasps left...
One night passed, and I don’t know how many sleepless people there were in this city.
Zhou Shu fell asleep with guilt. Originally, he was sorry for the two girls. After tonight, there was another girl he was sorry for.
When I woke up the next day, he was the only one left in the hotel room.
Li Shi was gone, and there was also that bed sheet.
But on the bed, a bright red mark was still telling Zhou Shu what happened last night.
He was still thinking about Li Shi snuggling in her arms after the two of them ended last night, whispering gently.
"Do you really like me?"
"real."
"Then why not choose me?"
"Because Yiyi came first."
"If there is a next life, can I let you first?"
“…”
Zhou Shu looked at the mark on the bed and said nothing for a long time. Then, he packed up his things and returned to school in a daze.
Taking out your phone, Zhou Shu saw a message.
"Goodbye, I will not disturb you again. I wish you happiness. Also, don't forget our agreement. In the next life, I must let me meet you first."
"Where are you?"
Zhou Shu sent a message to Li Shi, but the message was not sent out and the friend needed to be verified.
At this point, Li Shi's phone number became an empty number, and Zhou Shu could no longer contact Li Shi.
"Maybe, your choice is right, but no matter how I choose, it is wrong."
Zhou Shu put his phone in his pocket, took a taxi, and returned to school. There was already someone waiting for him in front of the boy's dormitory.
Liu Yiyi.
Her face was a little haggard, and it was obvious that she must have guessed something, so the moment she saw Zhou Shu, her face turned pale.
However, instead of hysterically asking Zhou Shu about what he did last night, she smiled and said, "Did you have breakfast? Do you want to have a good rest? I don't look very good."
“Yiyi…”
"No need to explain anything, I understand you."
Liu Yiyi held Zhou Shu in her arms and rubbed the lip marks on Zhou Shu's neck a little.
Although I understand, tears still flowed down unsatisfiedly.
So, she hugged Zhou Shu, knowing that she had to let go after only a hug, and then smiled, but she couldn't help it.
“Yiyi…”
"It's okay, I just got my eyes covered with sand. Maybe I need to go back and take a break. Goodbye, I'll call you later."
Liu Yiyi let go of Zhou Shu and ran away.
Zhou Shu stretched out his hand, but couldn't take any steps to chase her.
He is a sinful man.
Maybe, what should be done? He shouldn't make a decision. Only Liu Yiyi can decide.
In the evening, Zhou Shu finally waited for Liu Yiyi's call. When we met again, Liu Yiyi had already put on makeup, simple light makeup, but she looked radiant.
The two of them had dinner together as if nothing had happened, and then went to check in the room...
To be continued...