246. Request(1/2)
Chen Yun looked straight at Ma En, who was deep in thought. The table between them was filled with objects familiar to Ma En from the old days. Some of them she had found with great difficulty in the past few days, but most of them had been kept by her.
After a few minutes of silence, Ma En finally spoke:
"Still nothing comes to mind."
Chen Yun cleverly concealed his disappointment and said to his brother in a comforting tone:
"Don't worry, we still have a long time."
Ma En also nodded:
"It's okay, I actually already expected it."
In the past few days, they had tried all the methods they could think of, but they all failed to cause any waves. Except for Chen Yun, nothing caused him any emotional changes, let alone any memories.
But unlike what he told Chen Yun, he actually didn't expect the result to be like this.
Ma En originally thought that when he came back and met Chen Yun this time, he would definitely remember something. After all, he could feel something strange just when he was on the phone with his sister, and it was not without "touching the scene" in the past.
He once recalled the cause of his death in the office of his former attending doctor. Ma En did not think that Dr. Li's weight in his heart would be heavier than the things he had seen these days, and it was Chen Yun who found these things.
During this period, Ma En also deeply realized how much Chen Yun knew about his past self, but this also meant that what he came into contact with with her help was already the thing most likely to trigger his memories.
Although there must be some things in Chen Yun's past that he didn't understand, if these couldn't cause any emotional fluctuations, Ma En doubted whether those past things could really help him.
Could it be that I remembered Dr. Li's death in the office just because I happened to have better luck?
No, Marn doesn't believe in coincidences.
You must know that his mind power is still increasing his resistance to memory erasure at this moment. Logically speaking, he was able to recall it at that time probably because of his gradually stronger resistance to memory erasure. It should be easier to remember it now.
That's right.
The current situation reminds Ma En of another problem that he noticed not long ago - his memory of Seli is wrong. This is a memory problem. Maybe the purpose of the person who created him is to prevent him from retrieving his memory.
?
Even if the purpose of the person who made it was not this, it may be that this incident incidentally affected the process of retrieving his memory.
And if he thinks in a worse direction, the fact that he can't retrieve his memory makes the one with the lowest probability among his several guesses more likely. Maybe this is what the unmemorable person really left for him.
Warn or retaliate.
The worst thing is that he can't do anything about it now. Even if the initiator of this thing is really the Unmemory One, he may have to pray that the other party will not retaliate against him.
Because if he could leave the Victor Convalescent Center, he would definitely be able to find a way to kill himself.
At least Ma En, who thinks from his perspective, feels that he can definitely do it. Even if the unmemorable can only affect the memory of others, he can still use other abnormal entities to cause enough autopsy.
Fortunately, as long as he doesn't go back, he should be safe.
Because the note left by his past self also seemed to imply that the Unrememberable could not leave the sanatorium, or that even if he could leave, he would not really come after him. His past self felt that he would be safe as long as he escaped from there.
.
All he has to do now is stay away from the sanatorium and the Confederacy.
That's all.
Although he couldn't remember anything, coming back to see Chen Yun was still of great help to him.
"It seems that we can only use that method." Chen Yun said with some helplessness, "I will start writing notes starting tomorrow and write down everything that happened when you and I got along."
In the past few days, she had told Ma En all the things that she thought were more meaningful, but these were just a few fragments of his life. They were far from being able to truly summarize Ma En's life, and it was impossible to explain clearly who he really was.
Man said:
"Mainly those before you were eighteen, right?"
She nodded:
"That's right. After that, I started to participate in the work of the church, and I also had to live in the dormitory arranged by the church. That period was the least time we spent together before you were hospitalized. In more than a year, we will live together.
It's outside.
"After that, although we didn't stay together all day like we were when we were kids, at least we lived together. I knew quite a bit about what you usually did. Unfortunately, you suffered from serious mental problems after that.
"
Man said:
"Did I encounter anything worth talking about during that time?"
This period of time was also a blind spot that Chen Yun had specially bypassed in the past few days. Ma En also wanted to try one last time to see if he could remember anything through it.
Chen Yun thought for a while and said:
"You stabilized immediately after being hospitalized, and everything went smoothly after that.
"And soon the person in charge of you was replaced by Dr. Li, who was quite famous inside and outside the nursing home at that time. In the early days, I often went to the hospital to see you, but then the church arranged some work for me that I couldn't leave, and then
I began to correspond frequently with Dr. Li."
She paused for a moment, but still kept a relatively natural look and asked:
"I heard that Dr. Li passed away not long before you were discharged from the hospital."
Ma En nodded and said:
"It was a tragic accident, but I had no memory at that time."
Chen Yun nodded slightly and recalled:
"He is a very responsible and good doctor. He often discussed your matter with me in detail at that time. He said that after you were hospitalized, your condition continued to improve as you took medicine on time, and then you had no symptoms for a long time.
What special news."
Of course he will be a good and responsible doctor, because he must have given him enough money in private.
"A long time?" Marne asked.
Chen Yun said:
"Yes, but before you were discharged from the hospital, Dr. Li took the initiative to call me. He asked me some things about you, but they were not very important things, such as your previous hobbies and habits.
He had asked this question many times before.
"He told me at the time that he did this because you seemed to be showing signs of relapse. He said that you would mention people you couldn't see at all, just like in the past, and this time it was even worse than before.
"But then I never heard from him again. Maybe you were already on the verge of amnesia at that time."
Ma En nodded:
"Maybe that's the case, but I don't even remember.
"It seems these are of no use."
But this shouldn't be the reason why Dr. Li did what he did, because in fact, he didn't have any problems at all. What he told Chen Yun should have been to reassure her, so the purpose of the last conversation was definitely not to "treat the disease."
Judging from Dr. Li's notes, he may have wanted to do something unwise at that time.
Chen Yun stood up:
"I'll go see if there's anything that can help you remember."
She pushed the door open and walked out of the bedroom, and started rummaging in the living room.
Winter, winter, winter.
Someone knocked on the door.
He instinctively wanted to get up and rush out of the bedroom, but he restrained his impulse.
The reason why Ma En wanted to run out was because he did not sense the presence of any soul outside. After the impulse faded, he realized who was outside. In this case, he did not reveal his anxiety.
"Hello, is this Ma En's home?" A familiar voice that he had heard before came from outside the door.
"Who are you?" Chen Yun, standing behind the door, asked doubtfully.
"Ah, you must be Miss Chen Yun." The man outside the door said enthusiastically, "I have worked with Mr. Ma En before..."
"I don't think that can be called colleagues." Ma En walked into the living room and looked at the shadow standing in front of Chen Yun.
Shadow smiled:
"But it was one of the few satisfying collaborations in my career. We each handled the matters at hand.
"Isn't it?"
Ma En said to him:
"Let's go inside and talk."
He spoke sideways.
Shadow greeted Chen Yun politely, and then walked towards the bedroom indicated by Ma En. When he reached Ma En, he paused in his steps. When he saw that Ma En was not going to lead the way, he continued
Walked over.
He understood what Ma En meant.
Shadow pushed open the bedroom door and walked into a white living room.
Ma En also followed in under Chen Yun's gaze, and then closed the door smoothly.
To be continued...