Feel.”

"Really caring about a person is not just about ordinary people. Some people are willing to show their emotions, while others are used to burying them in their hearts. The fact that you haven't mentioned Chen Nanxing for so long shows that you are used to keeping sadness and pain away.

People buried in your heart; you won't show it when you are in front of others, but behind others, when you are alone, all your strength will collapse, but after one night, you will continue to live like a normal person.

"

Xu Hongdou looked at Zhou Chen blankly, because Zhou Chen was right, she was almost like this, smiling and welcoming when in front of others, but when she was alone, she would be uncontrollably sad.

Zhou Chen can really understand her.

She wiped her tears and said in a low tone: "Nan Nan said before that she really wanted to come to Yunnan Province with me to play, but at that time, I didn't want to delay work and wanted to get promoted. Now I'm here, you see.

, she can’t come yet.”

As soon as she finished speaking, she felt even more sad. She endured the grief, and her tears fell one drop at a time. Her eyes were fixed on Chen Nanxing in the photo.

Zhou Chen saw that Xu Hongdou, who had always been smiling and welcoming, suddenly became so pitiful and pitiful. He felt so much pity in his heart that he couldn't help but stretched out his hand and patted her back gently to express comfort.

"If Chen Nanxing knows that you are here, I think she will be very happy. You regard her as your true love, and she must also do the same, so she will definitely hope that you can live better and stronger while you are alive, and take her with you

Her share."

After crying for a while, Xu Hongdou covered her cheeks with her hands and wiped the tears from her face.

"Sorry, I made you laugh."

"Don't say that. I know these words must have been held in your heart for a long time. It will feel better if you say them. Chen Nanxing is gone, but if you still remember her, she will always exist. What's more, I know it now.

She, she will always exist in my memory. If you still want to talk about Chen Nanxing in the future, I am willing to accompany you."

Xu Hongdou looked at Zhou Chen blankly for a long time, and finally nodded silently.

"Thank you, Zhou Chen, you are really different."

After telling Zhou Chen this and listening to Zhou Chen comforting herself, she really felt a lot more comfortable. Now not only did she know about Chen Nanxing, but Zhou Chen also knew about it. She felt very at ease when she shared Chen Nanxing's story with Zhou Chen.

,Very comfortable.

She sobbed softly and put the photo and frame back to their original positions.

Zhou Chen didn't stay any longer and stood up and said: "Hongdou, you should have a good rest. I'll leave first. Good night and sweet dreams."

"You too, good night, sweet dreams." Xu Hongdou showed a smile, but the tears on his face coupled with the smile were somewhat discordant.

Zhou Chen left Xu Hongdou's room and gently closed the door for her.

"call!"

Taking a long breath, Zhou Chen understood that after tonight, his relationship with Xu Hongdou would take a further step. Although it was still far from what he wanted, it was not too far away.

As soon as Zhou Chen came downstairs from Xu Hongdou's room, he saw Nana and Damai staring at him with inquiring eyes.

"Uh, you two haven't slept yet?"

Nana pointed upstairs and asked, "You just came out of Hongdou's room, you two, huh?"

Zhou Chen replied calmly: "Don't think too much, I'm just talking to Hongdou about something, it's not what you think."

Nana shuddered: "Hongdou, you called me so intimate and you said it's okay."

Damai asked curiously: "Zhou Chen, Hongdou is the destined person you mentioned, right?"

"Huh?"

Nana also stared at Zhou Chen closely.

Zhou Chen grinned and said: "You guessed it right, she is my destined person, but don't publicize this kind of thing, I don't want to make mistakes halfway."

Nana and Damai both looked happy, and this answer made them very happy.

In their eyes, Zhou Chen is a very good man, and Hong Dou is also their favorite neighbor and friend. If Zhou Chen and Hong Dou can get together, they will be happy to see it.

"We promise not to talk nonsense, and we will help you. After all, we have a very good relationship with Hongdou."

"That's great. If we can do it, we will definitely invite you to take a seat."

"Okay, okay, then we agreed, we will be witnesses of your love."

"It must be said."

…………

Early the next morning, when Zhou Chen came to the platform to meditate, he was shocked to find that Xu Hongdou was already sitting where he usually sat.

"Are you up so early?"

Xu Hongdou said: "I just got up. I usually see you getting up early in the morning to meditate. I want to learn from you and see what's different."

Zhou Chen went to sit on the futon next to her and said, "Master Ma meditates to stop myself from thinking. I meditate to practice meditation. What about you, why?"

"Then I'm just like you. In order to meditate, I want to know whether I can calm down."

"Okay, let's go together then."

Zhou Chen naturally has no objection. He meditates every day just to develop his internal strength. But unfortunately, modern society may be really different, and internal strength that comes from within cannot be developed. Maybe it has something to do with heaven and earth, or maybe it’s not

It’s about people.

So, after Zhou Chen meditated with his eyes closed, Xu Hongdou followed Zhou Chen's example and started meditating in the same posture as Zhou Chen.

When Ma Qiu Shan got up and prepared to meditate, he found that his place had been occupied by someone.

"Hey, what's going on today? Xu Hongdou meditated too and took my seat."

Ma Qiushan was very strange and depressed, but he had no choice but to find another cushion and meditate at the door of the tea room.

After several other people in the small courtyard got up and saw this scene, they were all a little confused.

Good guy, in the past it was just Ma Qiushan who meditated alone, and then Ma Qiushan and Zhou Chen meditated together. Now it’s fine, and another member has been added. Are you planning to set up a meditation alliance?

Nana, who got up early to go to work, was used to this phenomenon. Even if there was an extra Xu Hongdou, she just shook her head, took a look at the excitement and left.

Hu Youyu and Damai, who rarely got up early, sat together and watched this scene with great curiosity.

In order to make the meditation trio more difficult, Hu Youyu even brought a guitar and played and sang in front of the trio.

It's just that his fingers hurt from playing and his throat was filled with smoke. The trio still didn't wake up, as if it had no impact. On the contrary, he couldn't bear it and fell asleep.

Back in the rest area, Hu Youyu and Damai sat together, looking at the three people meditating through the open wooden window.

"In the past, Zhou Chen only meditated for an hour or two in the morning and then ended it. Today, he didn't end it. Instead, he meditated with Xu Hongdou. Did they discuss it in advance?"

Hu Youyu still knew the time when Zhou Chen meditated, so today's unusual behavior made him feel strange.

Damai said: "I guess so."

Hu Youyu held his chin and said, "Da Mai, let's make a bet to see who among the three of them can't hold it in anymore. How about a hundred dollars?"

Damai thought for a while and replied: "No problem, I believe in Hongdou, so I choose Ma Ye to be the first to be unable to hold back."

Hu Youyu shook his head: "You don't have enough experience. You can't bet with emotional factors. Mr. Ma meditates every day and has already formed a habit. Habits are the most terrifying, so it is absolutely impossible for Mr. Ma.

The first one couldn't help it, Zhou Chen meditated often, and Xu Hongdou was the least experienced."

"So I choose Xu Hongdou, she will definitely be the first to be unable to hold it in."

Damai glanced at him and did not refute, but waited quietly.

Time passed by minute by second, and it was past ten o'clock in the morning in the blink of an eye. Zhou Chen and Xu Hongdou, who were sitting on the platform, were still silent, but Ma Qiu Shan, who was sitting at the door of the tea room, was beginning to be a little unbearable.

The hands he pinched began to tremble, and his expression even wrinkled. He secretly opened one eye and looked at Zhou Chen and Xu Hongdou.

Zhou Chen and Xu Hongdou were seen sitting there motionless, not moving at all.

Ma Qiushan couldn't help but sigh. He couldn't help it anymore and wanted to move, but found that his legs had long since lost all feeling.

He didn't care about his posture anymore and rubbed his feet with both hands. He didn't move for a long time. The lack of blood circulation caused his legs to become paralyzed and he lost consciousness. He only responded to movements.

But he had three urgent problems. He really couldn't hold it in anymore. He struggled to stand up before his legs could regain consciousness, but he still couldn't succeed. In the end, he had no choice but to use his hands to support his body.

He moved a little bit, tightened his legs with difficulty, and crawled forward with a painful and desperate expression.

Hu Youyu and Damai, who were watching this scene in the rest area, showed no sympathy at all, and had no intention of helping. Instead, they sighed and shook their heads.

Hu Youyu couldn't help but sigh: "At the critical moment, man, ugh."

Damai ignored him and stretched out his hand in front of Hu Youyu, meaning if he lost the bet, give me the money.

But Hu Youyu shook his head repeatedly, clapped his hand on Damai's, then stood up and left.

Damai looked at Hu Youyu in shock, where is the money? She won, where is the money?

After Ma Qiu Shan climbed to the toilet, Xu Hongdou opened his eyes, stretched out in relief, and unexpectedly looked at Zhou Chen beside him.

As if feeling Xu Hongdou's gaze, Zhou Chen also opened his eyes, looked at Xu Hongdou, and met Xu Hongdou's eyes.

Xu Hongdou said: "You are very good. I was the runner-up in holding back urine in our hotel, but you are no worse than me."

Zhou Chen smiled and said, "I didn't dare to move because you didn't move. In fact, I almost couldn't hold it in anymore."

Xu Hongdou rolled his eyes and said coquettishly: "I don't believe you. Master Ma just acted like that and couldn't hold it in anymore. As for you, I guess you can hold it in for a while."

After saying that, she stood up from the futon.
Chapter completed!