Chapter 461 Decision(1/2)
"is that so?"
Unexpectedly, the teacher did not have the anger he imagined.
After hearing Huai Shi's plan, he was first confused, then stunned, but finally he calmly expressed his understanding. He did not have the unhappiness of hating him and the anger that had put his efforts into waste.
On the contrary, Huai Shi was stunned.
"What's wrong, she looks incredible."
The teacher asked: "Although I think this decision is a bit abrupt and irrational, I can also imagine how courage it takes to talk to me about these things... I won't get angry at you without even finishing listening."
"Teacher, I'm sorry." Huai Shi lowered her head.
"It's really a bit to say something angry, but I can understand what you think."
Aiting picked up the teacup and took a sip. After a long silence, she sighed softly: "No matter how attractive the art itself is, it is not as good as those more intuitive and heavier things... Huai Shi, art is floating in the clouds, but there are always people who cannot adapt to the floating life and choose to step on the ground more realistically.
From your words, I can feel your thoughts and determination. After all, you are the one who puts the most effort in the past few years. Even if I get angry now, you are the one who has to face this pain.
You made the decision, and although I, as a teacher, can only agree."
She paused for a moment and suddenly asked, "But, as your elder, I want to ask another question - Huai Shi, have you really thought about it?"
Give up the cello.
Give up your hard work and bright future from childhood, and even this destined to be brilliant, and choose another field you don’t understand.
I haven't even thought about where I will set foot.
The future is bleak.
Face the world alone.
Have you really thought about it?
"I didn't think about it, but I wanted to make such a decision."
Huai Shi nodded seriously.
Aiting asked again: "Is there no room for change?"
"To be honest, I think I will most likely regret it in the future."
Huai Shi sighed: "But if I go to play the cello all my life, I think I will regret it in the future, right? Teacher, I feel at ease with both paths - if it was in the past, I knew that I could walk into Vienna openly and into the Golden Hall in the future, I would have laughed happily.
But now, I don’t know why... I dream about other things, some things that have nothing to do with the cello."
After a long silence, the boy looked up and stared at the teacher in front of him: "After waking up, I would ask myself why I couldn't feel satisfied, but I couldn't find the answer myself.
If you think I am fantastic and just boring, then I will throw these boring thoughts aside and will never think about those messy things in my life.
If the teacher thinks that my decision makes sense, I will feel much more at ease."
Aiting fell into silence.
No more words.
After a long time, I slowly shook my head: "As your teacher, I don't know how to answer your question. Huai Shi, you also know that apart from some musical achievements, I am useless in other aspects. I can't give you any suggestions. You have to decide for yourself."
"Then...what is a mother, teacher."
After a long silence, Huai Shi suddenly raised her head, stared at the woman in front of her, and looked into her eyes: "In my heart, I always think you are my mother... I know it's a bit shameless to say this, but I don't know who to discuss it except you."
Aiting was stunned.
He stared at the boy in front of him blankly until he lowered his head in frustration, but couldn't help laughing.
I couldn't help but reach out and pinched his face: "After so many years, Huai Shi, I didn't expect that one day I could hear you call me that... To be honest, it's really happy and sad."
I feel relieved for the respect of the boy.
And he was helpless with his rebellion.
"As your teacher, I can't give you an answer. If you are your mother, I can't answer your question either."
Aiting shook her head slowly, but couldn't help but hug Huai Shi hard: "But as a mother, is there any child who doesn't support her decision?"
She said, "No matter what decision you make, I will bless you, Huai Shi - even if we don't have blood relationship, you are already my family, and there is no difference between you and Xiaoqing."
In amazement, Huai Shi closed her eyes and reached out to hug her gently.
I couldn't help but want to cry.
"thank you."
He rubbed his eyes.
Huai Shi has made a decision.
.
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In the end, the one who got most angry was not the teacher, but Ai Qing, who was senior sister Huai Shi.
After Huai Shi told her that she had decided to give up the cello, she had never spoken to Huai Shi and when she met every morning and evening, she thought Huai Shi did not seem to exist.
The teacher has no choice but to say that this is your own fault and you have to bear it yourself.
The teachers in the school were also incredible about this, especially when Huai Shi, who had already decided on a bright future, suddenly dropped her cello and came back to make up for cultural classes, which was even more difficult to understand.
To put it bluntly, the look of looking at this child seemed to be looking at a fool.
What are you thinking?
Huai Shi didn't know what the fuck she was thinking.
But the road has been done...well, although it has not been done yet, he is not ready to turn back.
I endured my headache and opened the cultural course books I had been delaying for a long time.
Press your mind to prepare to face the mountains of books and sea of questions.
Half a year of sprinting, time is so fulfilling.
Of course, what was wrong without the exam.
It barely reached a second-tier line.
It's very different from the original ending.
On the day when the results were released, Huai Shi was not surprised. But Fu Yi felt a pity for him.
"If you played the violin honestly, you would have been in Vienna now."
In the milk tea shop, the girl was blowing the air conditioner and couldn't help but shake her head helplessly: "How about it, do you regret it?"
"Why do I feel more uncomfortable than me?" Huai Shi sucked the milk tea and looked up at her: "No, why do I feel that you are particularly gloating?"
"I am your good brother, why do you think of me so much?"
Fu Yi stared at him with a look of grief and anger, but when she blinked her big eyes, it made people feel very cute and could not doubt that she had any dark thoughts.
I started to be used to being cute again, wanting to get away with it.
"Forget it." Huai Shi shook her head and sighed.
"But I really think it's good if you don't go to Vienna." Fu Yi said softly, "The mountains are high and the road is far away. You are still so young. What if you are caught in the red light district and you don't even have a good brother who will protect you?"
"The red light district is a serious industry, thank you!" Huai Shi rolled her eyes, and then realized that she had been taken into the pit again: "When did I say I was going to the red light district?"
"I'm not worried about you." Fu Yi grinned and changed the topic: "Where are you preparing for the exam?"
"This score...what should be in Jinling, how about Jinling University of Science and Technology?"
“Where is professional?”
"Think about it, metallurgy, how about it?" Huai Shi said.
Fu Yi was stunned for a long time and couldn't figure it out: "From cello to metallurgy, are your span a little too big? What's your brain thinking?"
"Nothing, I don't know what to apply for anyway, so I'd just learn something that I'm interested in."
"Okay..."
Fu Yi pulled a long tune and said nothing.
But when I was leaving, I suddenly hugged him gently.
Next, she had a family arrangement. Huai Shi went to Jinling. She didn't know when she would see her again, so she couldn't help but feel sad.
Huai Shi didn't care either. After sending her into the car in the vicious sight of Deputy Director Fu, she turned around and went home.
The days ahead were not good.
Report your application, wait for notification, and then start the next preparation.
Not long after, Ai Qing set out for Vienna.
However, the teacher stayed and made a special trip to send Huai Shi to the university in Jinling to report - therefore, Ai Qing's resentment towards Huai Shi became increasingly strong - after being the guardian of Huai Shi fulfilled the obligations that all elders should fulfill, the teacher forced him to leave Huai Shi 50,000 yuan.
"Mother has shouted, don't you allow me to give you some money?" Aiting looked at him with a smile: "If you don't want it, I won't give it to you later. You can do whatever you want to make money, but you can keep this little money."
After saying that, Huai Shi did not give her a chance to repent and drove away.
To be continued...