When I woke up, I saw the white ceiling.

The smell of disinfectant echoes the monotonous ticking sound of the instrument.

Luo Xian raised her eyes in confusion and heard the hurried footsteps coming from outside the door. The awakened doctors pushed the door and conducted a comprehensive examination for her.

Nowhere is left out.

Then he was confused and found that the originally exhausted soul seemed to be reborn from a cocoon, but it was not as incomplete as imagined or better than the past.

No changes.

No more or less.

Although I couldn't find any reason to explain this situation, I couldn't solve it or study it in depth. Some people wanted to try it out under the ban, but after a glance by the old man who was leaning against the wall watching the fun, he obediently gave up this bold idea.

Until the end, I could only leave with all normal conclusions.

Only the father and daughter were left in the ward.

Mr. Luo blew a breath, closed the door, and finally looked at his awakened daughter. He looked at him carefully, and for a long time, he shook his head in confusion.

"It feels like there is no change."

"Yes, it seems to be similar to the original one."

Luo Xian looked down at her hands, and seemed to not care about everything that happened to her.

It's just hard to understand.

The characteristics of the abyss remain on her body, but the human part has not declined at all.

She was not reborn as a human, but she did not die as a monster.

The two sides mixed together again in an unpleasant way... But this time, there were no previous benefits. After losing the strengths of both parties, they kept all the shortcomings of both.

Without the tyranny and cruelty of the abyss, it is given human weakness and limitations...

Is this a success or a failure?

Even if she refused the past, how much effort and determination she put in for it, at best, she just changed the positions on the balance.

I did not fall into the abyss, nor did I return to this side of man.

Instead, the two ends of the head and rat lingered in the middle.

It looks completely different from the past, but in essence it has not changed at all. This appearance really makes people feel helpless and unbearable from the bottom of their hearts.

"It's so funny, Xiaoxian."

The old man shook his head and saw through the failed ending of this effort at one glance: "This is your essence, it cannot be changed, even if it is given love..."

He made a decisive conclusion without any warmth.

I already knew the ending of this farce.

Some things in this world cannot be changed by hard work. No matter how strong the so-called intention and bond are, the same is true. The material world never uses the source and quality as a transfer. When you try to interfere with the source and quality, you often have to make preparations for things that become worse and worse.

The more you want, the more the world will give, but what you get may not be the result you originally wanted. In the end, you can get nothing except emptiness and disillusionment.

That's how hell was created.

No matter which literal 'hell' is the same.

"What's the gain, Xiaoxian?"

"It doesn't seem to be."

Luo Xian tilted her head and thought for a while, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "What I lost seems to be a little more... I always feel that the gain is not worth the loss."

After losing the original violent and predator nature, he was given a faint love, but his inner hunger and incompleteness had never been satisfied.

She is still incomplete.

The old man nodded, not caring about it. He just bent down and squeezed his overly strong body into the small sofa, and raised his legs: "So, do you have any understanding?"

"Nothing is it, right?"

Luo Xian shook her head and sighed regretfully: "It is clearly endowed with love, but the desire to kill something in her heart is even stronger.

This is what my father said is getting worse? After experiencing what love is, not only is it not satisfied, but it is even more eager for that kind of thing..."

Get happiness through death, and get love through murder.

No matter what, this natural flaw cannot be compensated.

The short-term satisfaction made the monster's side retreat temporarily, but it was a thousand times more eager to get what it once was, which was a thousand times more than originally.

It will only get more crazy.

"It's okay, isn't there any father?" Old Luo slowly stood up and reached out to her: "Let's go, let's go home."

"No, father."

Luo Xian thought for a while, shook her head, and said seriously: "I already have someone I want to kill."

“…Hmm? Is that right?”

"yes."

Luo Xian smiled. Until this moment, a hint of rosy appeared on her pale cheeks, and her dark pupils were filled with joy, expectation and love.

"What kind of person is it?" The old man scratched his head in confusion: "Can you introduce it to your father?"

"Didn't you already see me?"

Luo Xian thought about it and recalled the memories of the past: "It's not like you, father, that you can keep your face calm and calm in your face, nor do you like the aliens in the abyss praise me for what I do, nor do you be afraid of retreating from my dishes and me like others... After seeing my dishes, he actually wanted to taste it."

Speaking of the scene at that time, she couldn't help but smile: "Although he vomited it out after just taking one bite and cried unreasonably, he really didn't die."

"At that time, I suddenly thought that this was probably God's arrangement?

When I was the loneliest, I sent a person I wanted to kill to me, and made a person I could not kill and became friends with me, and always reminded me of my ugliness and distortions."

"I don't know how to describe such a relationship...but I want to kill him."

Luo Xian looked at his father and told him seriously:

"Or, it's the same if he killed it."

In the long silence, the old man looked at his daughter and raised his eyebrows in surprise.

I don't know if it was regret or pity, but he couldn't help but shake his head.

"...Is it actually unrequited love for the first time in more than 20 years? What a pity, Xiaoxian..." The old man sighed softly, "Whether it is murder or being killed, you may not get it."

"That's enough, isn't it?"

Luo Xian still looked at him and calmly accepted this reality: "Didn't the book say that first love is always restrained and immature, but it just doesn't get any results, it's not enough to make people feel frustrated, right?"

The old man thought for a while and nodded: "That's right."

He asked, "So, are you planning to leave the house?"

"Has it been seen?"

"Fathers always need to know their daughter, right?" asked the old man, "Where are you going? Rome, America, Russia, London, or outside the present situation?"

"I haven't thought about it yet."

Luo Xian thought for a moment and shook her head: "Go out and have a casual walk. Since I was born, I have never been out of Jinling... In this case, my father will have less worries, right?"

"Will you come back?"

"I will naturally come and take a look when I pass by." Luo Xian said, "Although it is a pity that I didn't kill my father, I hope you can live a long life and not die at the hands of others."

"I try my best."

The old man nodded indifferently and looked at the daughter in front of him, but he felt a little unfamiliar.

It's really incomprehensible.

Have you grown up unknowingly? Or does the magic of love make people grow?

But no matter what, it was time for her to face the world alone.

It's like seeing a young bird spreading his wings challenge the authority of the elders.

In the harsh and stern scrutiny, his eyes became relieved and helpless: "The greedy evil ghost of Taotie actually desires restrained love. It's ridiculous. Xiaoxian... Do you even have such a beautiful dream?"

"People always have dreams, right?" Luo Xian replied in a hurry: "Maybe people like me can be saved one day."

"Yes, maybe."

The old man nodded, gently stroked the girl's long hair with his rough hands, full of kindness: "I hope you can enjoy this dream, Xiaoxian.

If one day you find that you have woken up from your dream, come back. I will wait for you here."

He said, "Then, kill you."

He personally cut off the monster he created, bringing the final relief to his daughter, who has been completely desperate for the world.

"OK."

Luo Xian nodded and felt the old man's last tenderness.
To be continued...