Chapter 1349 calm and objective(1/2)
After two steps out of the ward, Yang Jingxing turned to look at Liu Siman and wanted to say something: "Don't worry..."
Liu Siman cheered up: "Let's go out and talk."
Yang Jingxing hesitated for a moment, then nodded. The two of them walked side by side, but they ignored each other even more than strangers.
"This way." It turns out that what Liu Siman meant to go out was the fire escape.
A middle-aged man and woman were sitting on the steps leading up from the corner of the stairs. The man was smoking and the woman was tearing apart steamed buns and eating them. On the steps going down, there was a younger man who was also puffing away. The passage was full of the stench of old cigarette smoke.
Liu Siman led the consultant down: "It's faster to walk down than to wait for the elevator."
Yang Jingxing asked: "His father is still at work?"
Liu Siman nodded: "Come here later..."
Yang Jingxing asked, "Do you want anyone here tonight?"
"No need yet..." Liu Siman stopped, looked into the consultant's eyes and told: "His parents were not in a good relationship, but they are better now."
Yang Jingxing thought about it and said, "Anyway, if there's anything we can do to help, just tell us."
Liu Siman said darkly: "Thank you..."
Yang Jingxing asked again: "What did the doctor say? Are there any advanced methods internationally?"
Liu Siman looked at a stain on the wall in trance. She frowned for a while and wondered: "Why didn't I do it earlier? If I had done it a year earlier, half a year later..." Before she could finish her words, tears fell down.
Yang Jingxing was silent.
Liu Siman looked at the consultant again and confessed resentfully: "I was the one who forced him to do this, otherwise he wouldn't be so tired."
Yang Jingxing believes: "He loves and is proud of his work. This disease is not caused by fatigue."
Liu Siman wiped her tears in a concise and decisive manner: "I will blame myself for the rest of my life."
Yang Jingxing reminded: "You can't think like this...thinking like this will make things worse for yourself, and even more so for Zhang Yijie."
Liu Siman seemed not to want to listen to the advice, and her tearful face revealed her stubbornness.
Yang Jingxing asked again: "Is there any treatment plan?"
Liu Siman tried hard to adjust herself and wipe her eyes to stop crying. She seemed to have mustered up a lot of courage but she still hummed: "The doctor suggested going home..."
The doctor is an authoritative expert. He had a private discussion with the patient's parents for nearly half an hour last night. Liu Siman also participated. The conclusion was that there was no hope because the condition was discovered too late. Although there are no serious symptoms yet, it will soon happen soon.
Worsening, especially after three months or up to six months. Currently, there is no good solution in the world. The most cutting-edge treatment methods that are still in the experimental stage can only increase the survival time of mid-to-late stage patients from twelve months to ten.
In eight months, the patient will suffer a huge crime, so it is better to take medicine to achieve similar effects. Regarding Zhang Yijie's situation, the doctor's most optimistic estimate is one and a half years, but he also recommends that the family members fully prepare for the six months.
Months of mental preparation.
But how can I go home? Liu Siman cried: "Then just tell him..."
Yang Jingxing asked: "Did his parents discuss these matters with you?"
Liu Siman nodded: "Fuck tell me."
Yang Jingxing asked Kuan: "Where are your parents?"
Liu Siman blinked her tears and thought for a moment, then nodded: "It can be discussed."
"If it were me..." Yang Jingxing said sincerely: "I hope it's best to discuss everything with me and let me participate in the decision. If you really don't have much time, it's better to face it bravely than to comfort each other with a strong smile.
,possible……"
Although the consultant stopped talking, Liu Siman still nodded: "I know what you mean."
Yang Jingxing continued: "Zhang Yijie is very strong, and his mother and you are also strong, but this kind of strength that does not face reality may also be very fragile. You must have thought a lot these days, and I admire you for going happily with him.
It’s a decision in this life, but are you sure about how it should be done?”
Liu Siman was silent.
Yang Jingxing looked like he was giving up again: "Actually, I am very conflicted and don't know what is really good, let alone you."
Liu Siman doesn't need to understand either.
Yang Jingxing exhaled: "I can see that you are already a family, so try to minimize the pain caused to the family. Put it this way, I think how a person dies is very important, both for him and his family.
Very important……"
Liu Siman bit her lip and shook her head, almost shaking away her tears.
Yang Jingxing was afraid: "I won't say anything anymore. You can go back and talk to Qi Qingnuo more. It won't hurt. Don't listen too much to their chatter."
Liu Siman nodded, took out the tissue and wiped it easily.
Yang Jingxing just watched.
Liu Siman packed up, raised her face to look at the consultant, and tried to smile: "Can you see it?"
Yang Jingxing couldn't control his words at this time: "Beautiful."
"Then I'll go back." Liu Siman took a step forward and thought again: "Thank you."
Yang Jingxing didn't seem to know what to say: "Come on... By the way, call me..."
He Peiyuan and Wang Rui had ordered food at the International Famous Garden and were waiting for the consultant. They sat together and whispered to each other without using their chopsticks, but their expressions did not seem to welcome the consultant's appearance.
"Where is Lao Bi?" Yang Jingxing seemed to be fine: "Will you support me the day after tomorrow?"
"How's it going?" Wang Rui didn't feel good about the consultant.
Yang Jingxing was not in a hurry: "Eat first, the food is cold."
"Say it!" He Peiyuan couldn't wait any longer.
"Let's talk while we eat." Yang Jingxing took a bite first: "...Liu Siman is a bit messy now, so I suggest you calm down."
The consultant actually told the friends not to be too enthusiastic and caring. Both girls disagreed, so how could they not care? Even if it doesn't help, you still have to care.
Yang Jingxing said that he actually wanted to give some calm and objective advice to the patient or Liu Siman today, but after actually facing the patient, he realized that everything was powerless and useless, so he did not say anything he wanted to say, but in the end he still thought
Silent support may be better.
I heard the consultant said that he wanted to advise the patient to live a life without regrets in order to give his relatives a good memory and the motivation to live a better life. The two girls simply condemned it. As expected, it was so easy to say that it didn't hurt them. Who could change it?
Can you be cool?
Wang Rui didn't even bother to analyze Liu Siman's thoughts. They had been in a relationship for five or six years, and it felt like there had never been any problems. They had always been so supportive of each other, and Zhang Yijie was such a trustworthy man. They had already discussed marriage.
They are almost like a couple, they are just waiting for Zhang Yijie's career to be stable, but at this time when they are full of hope, God is unfair.
He Peiyuan couldn't imagine what the patient's parents were like, but she didn't blame Yang Jingxing. If she were there, she wouldn't know what to say to her elders. As for Liu Siman's parents, it didn't matter that Yang Jingxing didn't ask. It's okay to ask at this time.
Not suitable.
Wang Rui was so ashamed that she told her friends that when she called home at noon to tell her about the incident, her mother was very sorry but decisive. She also asked Wang Rui to persuade Liu Siman not to do stupid things. Isn't it stupid?
Of course Yang Jingxing thinks it's not a stupid thing, but it's not necessary either: "If it were me, I wouldn't agree..."
"Hey!" He Peiyuan frowned and stared, her mouth twisted with anger.
After careful observation, Wang Rui still sided with He Peiyuan, but her expression was much gentler: "Don't be so clumsy...why don't you agree?"
Yang Jingxing also felt heavy: "It's too much for the other party to sacrifice, and I can't take responsibility or make up for it... To put it bluntly, it means making my girlfriend a widow."
The two girls condemned the consultant's feudalism together, and lamented that men and women are indeed on two different planets. They originally guessed that Zhang Yijie would be very moved.
Yang Jingxing nodded: "Of course I'm moved, but what happens after I'm moved?"
He Peiyuan thinks that getting married at this time is not necessarily a sacrifice for Liu Siman, nor is it necessarily to move Zhang Yijie and make him feel better. It may be more of a commemoration, and having a ceremony can make him feel less regretful.
Wang Rui is inclined to Cai Feixuan's point of view. Marriage can at least be regarded as a result. It is an account of each other's best years, at least proving that they have had it before.
Alas, it’s really hard to put yourself in other people’s shoes for this kind of thing. Speaking of which, the two girls blame themselves. In the past few days since the documentary was aired, everyone has been a little complacent. What they are complacent about every day is something that now seems not worth mentioning at all.
It's trivial, why didn't anyone pay attention to Liu Siman's obvious anomaly? Wang Rui couldn't imagine how painful it must be for a person to silently support her for so many days.
He Peiyuan guessed: "Maybe she didn't want to believe it and thought it was a dream..."
Wang Rui also has a different situation and idea from her partners. She and Bi Haiyang originally discussed getting married around May Day next year, but now it seems that it may be postponed.
Yang Jingxing and He Peiyuan both advised their friends that there was no need to make such considerations. No matter what decision Liu Siman made, given her character, she would not want to affect others.
Wang Rui had to consider that she really had no choice but the courage and shame to wear a wedding dress for her friend during the most difficult time, which would make her conscience uneasy.
Yang Jingxing seriously suggested: "The first thing you have to consider is Lao Bi and his parents and your parents. Whether Liu Siman gets married or not, you have to respect the opinions of her parents. It's not a matter between two people."
He Peiyuan also reminded seriously: "You can't say that to Lao Bi..."
The only thing that is a little bit of comfort is the state of Liu Siman and Zhang Yijie. In the words of the consultant, they encourage each other to be strong and optimistic. I hope they can continue like this.
It's time for the partners to unify their thoughts. Wang Rui suggested to the consultant: "Call the boss and tell her that she can't come over because Yuanyuan called her!"
Yang Jingxing felt it was unnecessary: "That's the situation. You can just gather early tomorrow and talk about it."
He Peiyuan is more loyal than the consultant: "I will tell her later and inform them as soon as possible."
Wang Rui asked the consultant: "You can tell me tomorrow, we can't explain clearly."
Yang Jingxing apologized: "Can't do it tomorrow, the company has something to do."
Wang Rui was simply surprised: "What's going on!?"
To be continued...