Chapter 198 Spiritual Wealth
After five o'clock in the afternoon, Yang Jingxing sent He Peiyuan a text message: In order for Yuanyuan to relax and get off work happily, I bring good news. I won't go to the orchestra to block the door. You can go home first.
He Peiyuan must have been happy, and immediately replied: You should be busy.
At a few minutes before six o'clock, Yang Jingxing called. The ringing took a little longer, but he was still answered, but there was no one there, so Yang Jingxing asked: "Where is Yuanyuan?" The voice sounded like she was in the car.
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He Peiyuan was wary and resisted again: "What are you doing?"
"Where are you?" Yang Jingxing was a little anxious: "I blocked the door of your house for too long for fear of others having objections."
He Peiyuan must have been angry. She took a few seconds to speak: "What are you doing!?"
Yang Jingxing quickly said, "No, I just arrived and I'm still waiting for you in the fourth building."
"Why are you so crazy?" He Peiyuan was annoyed: "You come out, I'll go to Joy City, I'll take a taxi..."
The girl obviously didn't want the gangster to be embarrassed in her neighborhood, so she chose an intermediate location to meet. Although it was annoying, she did not forget the ethics and laws and told Yang Jingxing to drive slower or wait for a while before setting off. Don't think of illegally parking without a sign.
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Yang Jingxing was very obedient. When he arrived at the location, He Peiyuan was standing on the roadside. The girl's expression was not very sunny, but she didn't look like she was irritated after waiting for a long time. Fortunately, after the car pulled over and stopped, He Peiyuan caught up and stretched out her hand.
The passenger door is open.
Yang Jingxing stretched his neck towards the girl and smiled: "Sit in the back."
Maybe she felt a little dependent on someone else. He Peiyuan didn't ask why. She didn't even lower her head to meet the driver. She pushed the passenger door shut and turned around to open the back door. However, the girl didn't show any resentment in her actions when she got into the car, and she didn't close the door forcefully.
Heavy.
Sitting next to the right door, putting the bag on her lap, the girl glanced at the large cardboard box placed on the left seat, and then passed the driver and put it towards it, but did not look at the driver who was looking back with a smile on his face. He Peiyuan
His eyes fell on the display screen behind the passenger seat.
"The letter is in the box." Yang Jingxing said and drove off: "You can read it now or you can read it at home. It's up to you."
He Peiyuan took another look at the box. It was a large white square paper box. It was more than enough to hold cucurbit silk, but it was definitely not for musical instruments, let alone for envelopes. There was no text or trademark on the box, and the lid was left blank.
Eighty percent of the area was decorated with two birds and a plum blossom in the style of traditional Chinese painting. If there was any conspiracy, the girl just looked at it without saying anything.
"Don't say anything?" Yang Jingxing actually wanted to use threats: "Then I will go where I want to go."
He Peiyuan blinked her eyes impatiently but considered it, and then she still stretched out her hand. The tip of her index finger grasped the lower edge of the box lid and lifted it up. Oh, this box is still tightly closed. He Peiyuan frowned even more and turned impatiently.
Use your other hand to help.
The box was opened, and inside it was filled with colorful small boxes and bags, chocolates, nuts, biscuits, milkshake cakes, Tiaotou cakes, Dafu cakes... The various items were arranged quite compactly and neatly, and there was probably another layer underneath.
, and in the middle of the surface is a wide strip made of folded printing paper, or two pieces of printing paper, not even an envelope.
He Peiyuan held up the half-opened box lid with one hand and inspected it carefully with her eyes, but she only inspected it, and it only stayed on the surface. After looking at the time of two breathing cycles, He Peiyuan's face showed annoyance again, and she used
The hand holding the lid of the box reached in, took out the note, and quickly withdrew, as if afraid of a trap. The lid of the box fell freely, but of course it was not closed properly.
Yang Jingxing didn't dare to rush, so he could only look back and found that the girl had returned to the sitting position as she got into the car, but there was a note in her hand.
He Peiyuan still has a decision: "I see now... people in the light don't do secret things!"
Yang Jingxing said, "I expect a good result. Let's eat Cantonese food today."
He Peiyuan did not express her position, and her eyes fell on her hand. The paper was folded in half along the vertical center line. It must be two sheets. There was also a faint handwriting visible on the back, which must have been a pen.
Looking up at the back of the driver's head with half-bowed head, He Peiyuan unfolded the paper in her hands with an expression of no hope. The black pen writing was not very pretty, but the layout was pretty neat. Although there was no envelope, the format was quite formal:
Yuanyuan, I wish you well. I wonder how you are doing today. Are you always angry? I am very worried.
First of all, I want to apologize to you. I really didn't expect you to react so much, otherwise I wouldn't have such a good appetite in the morning. I decided to punish myself by not eating barbecue for two weeks.
What I should apologize to you for is not fully considering your feelings. In fact, I should have thought of it, because I myself had imagined that one day in the future I would meet a girl who was destined to be with me, but this girl once had a close lover.
And how should I face this matter.
I imagined many situations, such as knowing it in advance, or knowing it afterwards, or the worst thing is knowing it after getting married... Thinking about it so much means that I care about this matter, or even mind it. But I really don't
I thought that the assumptions I made in the past will now be used in your situation and mine. But I am also very lucky. I feel that I have figured out this problem a long time ago. Although our situation is very different from the assumptions, it can still be used as a reference.
I think fate is more about the soul. If the encounter between two people is no longer just at the sensory level, but when their souls communicate and understand each other, then it is called fate. They say that fate should be cherished, and what is cherished is two people.
Soul acquaintance.
The human soul is mainly composed of the past. Once-close lovers will definitely remain in the soul and exist in a special form. For me, caring about a person's past means caring about her soul.
What is luckier and more rare than knowing each other is the mutual possession of two souls. I am shameless. When I heard the story of Yuanyuan fishing and dancing when she was a child, and using a bamboo basket as a lift, I felt that I also had that happiness. So how much I hope Yuanyuan
There is infinite beauty in my soul, which is also my spiritual wealth. I am rich!
But even now as I write the letter, to be honest, I still don’t hope that Yuanyuan’s happiness will include the happiness of fate with another person, because that happiness will not belong to me, and I will even instinctively feel that that happiness is related to my happiness.
conflict.
What I imagine is actually that if we have no choice, if the deal is already done, how should we treat that part of each other's soul? Should we just give up if we can't forgive or let go?
However, why should we use each other's past to make things difficult for each other's present and future? If we do this, will it cast a shadow on each other's past? More importantly, each other's present and future happiness may disappear.
.Using the good things of the past to oppose the present happiness and future happiness will hurt both sides. It is like using the other person's money to set fire to each other's money, and the spiritual wealth will turn into spiritual debt. How stupid.
It is difficult for people to overcome instinctive thoughts, but it does not mean that instinct must be correct. So I concluded that part of the other person's happiness will not belong to me, but it may not hinder me. And what I can do and what I should do is to let
The other party keeps the memory that belongs only to her. For me, what is more important is that now and in the future, we can create more spiritual wealth that belongs to me.
Yuanyuan, I am not trying to convince you, but I am telling you what I really think. From my perspective, I do think so, and I believe I will do so.
Yuanyuan, I apologize to you, not because of my past, but because the way I spoke yesterday was wrong and I did not consider your feelings. If you had said that to me, it would make my heart hurt just thinking about it. Yuanyuan
,sorry.
But after thinking about it for a long time, I still can't think of how to answer your question yesterday. My mood was very complicated at the time, and it's still the same now. But I figured it out. One of the important reasons why I don't want to answer your question is that
It will hurt our fate. But the problem has been raised, how should I face it? Of course I must pay attention to what you care about.
Yuanyuan, let me answer you now: ******************.
Yuanyuan, I may never be able to say that I have forgotten the past, but now I just want to have you. But it is not easy to have you. There are some things that I dare not say or write now. I will look for opportunities later.
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Now I am going to buy food. I know Yuanyuan likes snacks, so I will try to satisfy Yuanyuan.
Yang Jingxing, at 11:30 am on October 21, 2010.
The two pieces of paper looked densely packed, so He Peiyuan read them for a while, maybe three or four minutes. She was not disturbed during the reading process. The girl's expression was relatively uniform, as if she was reading some professional book that she didn't want to chew.
, both serious and a little reluctant, and even curled his lips and became irritated a few times.
He Peiyuan folded the two pieces of paper in order and restored them to the original state without any difficulty. Still using only her left hand, she opened the box and put the letter back. It was not as neat as before, so she was a little more casual, and then pulled the lid to close it.
When I got up, I didn't seem to be interested in snacks.
Yang Jingxing observed that after reading the letter, the girl seemed to be in the same state as before and didn't say anything. He had no choice but to ask: "Is Cantonese food good?"
He Peiyuan still looked a little hesitant, but finally she said kindly: "Where?"
Yang Jingxing has never been there either. He heard from people that there is a restaurant in the Garden Hotel on Hengshan Road: "... crabmeal and shark's fin, I think you will like it."
He Peiyuan disliked it: "Crab crab crab every day."
"Then where do you want to go?" Yang Jingxing was so surprised: "I'll stop the car and we'll discuss it in front."
"No! I'll sit here." The girl also adjusted her posture.
Yang Jingxing was a little embarrassed: "You can't eat spicy food either..."
He Peiyuan loudly said: "Go find someone who likes spicy food!"
Yang Jingxing chuckled.
"What are you laughing at!?" He Peiyuan was filled with hatred and raised her posture, her face almost coming forward.
Yang Jingxing stopped laughing: "What do you want to eat? Snacks don't look good. Give me a chance to make amends."
He Peiyuan thought for a moment: "You are not allowed to eat meat as a punishment!"
Yang Jingxing nodded repeatedly: "Okay, I'll watch you eat while I nibble on the vegetables."
He Peiyuan remembered: "Pianpian said there is a vegetarian restaurant on Yuyuan Road..."
Yang Jingxing didn't know the place, so he wanted to call Gao Pianpian. He Peiyuan firmly refused and would rather eat crab powder. However, seeing Yang Jingxing's strong will to punish himself, she couldn't be too discouraged, so it was better for her to make the call.
Calling her partner, He Peiyuan changed her face and asked with a smile: "Have you eaten... Oh, it's okay. I heard you talk about the vegetarian food on Yuyuan Road the other day... I remembered it. I heard you said it was so good... No, I I didn't go with her after get off work. I walked by myself. She went to see the construction site... drove there... Oh, do you have a phone number... Okay, okay, just go in, um... OK, let's go find it... I'm going home...I don't know, who did you listen to..."
Chapter completed!