The summer camp tour guide translated to the students: "Most of the people who come here to visit this year are not as lucky as you, because the LHC has been undergoing maintenance before, and today the Higgs boson experiment was conducted."

Yang Jingxing was about to raise his camera to take a picture, when he suddenly felt a blinding flash of whiteness in front of his eyes...

After regaining consciousness, Yang Jingxing found himself in darkness. He opened his eyes again, but it was still dark. His first reaction in panic was to reach out and touch himself, but unfortunately, he couldn't feel his hands... From his brain

The action instructions sent also disappeared without a trace, without any feedback.

After panicking, Yang Jingxing found that he couldn't feel anything in the darkness. He seemed to have no body, no breathing, no air around him, and no temperature... The only thing he had was consciousness and the ability to think.

Did he die? Only a poor soul was left floating in the endless darkness. Yang Jingxing's consciousness was desperate and sad.

After a long time, probably a few days based on his consciousness, Yang Jingxing guessed that he had probably become a vegetative state, because after he calmed down, he did not believe in the so-called soul.

I couldn't reconcile myself to the fact that I was still young and yet I turned into a vegetative state! What happened? Did the collider explode? Yang Jingxing imagined how sad his mother would be, but he could only cry in his heart.

How much I want to live! In the past, Yang Jingxing never understood why people live, but now he knows that people live for the sake of living, and living is better than anything else!

He could eat, sleep, talk, laugh, cry and scold... He had friends, relatives, and girls alive... I don't know how long it took, probably weeks or months, but Yang Jingxing began to suffer from loneliness.

torture.

The remaining consciousness also hopes that advanced medicine can revive him as a vegetative state as soon as possible, so that he can see the light of day again and avoid torture. Yang Jingxing has to wait, but unfortunately this waiting has no end. One day has passed, and another day has passed, probably

A week has passed... He is still a poor soul floating in the endless darkness, without sleeping or breathing...

Now, maybe a year has passed. If Yang Jingxing wants to make his mind go crazy, it's better to become a complete idiot so that he doesn't have to be tortured by his thoughts. He finally understands why the prisoners in the prison are so afraid of being imprisoned.

The house is so painful!

How much I miss you! I miss my mother’s nagging, my father’s scolding, and my grandpa’s love. Friends, how are you? They also said they were going to the same city to study at university. Liu Miao and Xia Xue agreed to go together during the summer vacation.

Swimmers, you came to see me, Mom? Where am I now? Have I gone home? Mom and Dad, don’t be sad...

Not willing to give in, really not willing to give in! Yang Jingxing sighed in the endless darkness, sad... After a long time, he also wanted to laugh occasionally... As time passed slowly, one year, two years, ten years... the infinite and long loneliness

…

How many years have passed? Are your parents still alive? Are you getting old too? It’s time to die! If medicine doesn’t progress, euthanasia is a good idea! Is this just asking for life rather than death?! What have I done wrong to punish me like this?

Another day, Yang Jingxing suddenly became energetic and felt that he should think of something happy. Fortunately, the memory of a vegetative person is surprisingly good, and not a single moment of his life has passed away.

Although I have thought about everything I can recall and guess countless times in the past decades or hundreds of years, I still start one of the countless possibilities again: If nothing happens to me, how will I live for the rest of my life? What kind of wife will I marry? Give birth to a daughter.

Or a son... How can I live without living in this world in vain?

While he was lusting, Yang Jingxing's mind was suddenly startled. White? Is that white? Why is there white? It seems to be passing in front of his eyes! Is it an illusion? I have long forgotten what vision and illusion are.

!

This change was too big for Yang Jingxing, who had been accustomed to nothingness for decades or even hundreds of years. He was frightened and ecstatically hoping for more.

Yang Jingxing was not disappointed. In the "vision" of his consciousness that had no direction or angle, white appeared, followed by red, green, orange... It was so rich!

Those colors appeared and disappeared, as if disappearing into my own consciousness, but the ones that followed were still continuous. Finally, those lights intertwined into a shape like a DNA map, constantly rotating and changing, entering my own thinking.

Yang Jingxing's consciousness no longer had any sense of time, but it was estimated that this colorful state lasted for about a day or a month. As the halos of the maps enriched himself, he clearly felt that his consciousness was changing, or that his thinking and brain were changing.

Changes. Many things that I couldn't remember suddenly came back to me very clearly...the whole memory became so organized and clear.

Another unexpected moment, Yang Jingxing felt something! Feeling, feeling! What is it? Breath, temperature! Yes! It's the body!
Chapter completed!