When Yu Luosheng watched movies, he always felt that the schizophrenics described in the movies were somewhat ridiculous.

But when I do have this problem, it is obvious that nothing is alarmist.

The ultimate of numbness, hallucination, and auditory hallucination is that there will be another sound in your mind. Every time this sound appears, it will make you feel a headache. You want to tear your brain in half and then completely eliminate the noise.

At the beginning, it was precisely because of letting the devil go, which made me fall into this pain and unable to extricate myself. Yu Luosheng could not imagine what the consequences would be if I let it go again.

Damn, shut up

With a roar inside, my mind finally clarified.

However, I also heard the guy laughing disdainfully. I laughed at myself, without him, it would be impossible to win this game.

Yu Luosheng also laughed.

He admitted that he had been completely addicted to e-sports, which allowed this inner devil to grow with sufficient nutrients. Just like phobia, the more he escaped, the more he was afraid, and it magnified infinitely as he got older...

But after so many trials, there are so many people I care about around me, experiencing life and death, experiencing failure and despair, experiencing joy and cries, do I really need to pretend to be another "infinitely powerful" and "expressive" self?

Is this inner demon itself nothing more than using his own heart to hypnify and forcefully filter out family conflicts, competition pressure, and enemy oppression?

In fact, I can do it completely, even if I care about my family, teammates, and glory.

Relying on hypnotizing yourself to make yourself have a perfect state, you are still deceiving yourself.

What should be endured and accepted, open your chest to welcome it. It is good to be bitter or sweet, sad or painful or cry with joy. When you put aside the fear atmosphere created by yourself and bravely take the most difficult step, then all this is actually not as terrible as you imagine.

This is true when facing family, career, friends, lover, and yourself...

In the lounge, it was so quiet that everyone's breathing sounds.

Yu Luosheng's eyes went from confusion, from desire, from unwillingness, from arrogance, slowly to becoming clear, calm, relieved, calm.

This process is a Nirvana for many people at the peak of e-sports.

What League of Legends tells us is not how powerful you have to win thousands of miles and save the world, but how you reflect on yourself, tolerate your teammates, sacrifice for the team, and calmly think about the overall situation.

Yu Luosheng is very glad that he has devoted his youth to such an extremely outstanding competition, and he has tempered everyone's character.

After calming down and destroying the noise in his mind, Yu Luosheng understood how he should face this game.

Let’s take a look at your teammates.

Obviously, each of them was struggling with a violent mental struggle just like themselves.

Their eyes were still full of fighting spirit, but they were as unwilling as they were the earliest self, especially Zhao Tinghua and Da Luo...

No one can help them, they need to get out of the psychological pressure they create first

"It seems that you are always the calmest person." Yu Luosheng looked at Qian Meng, who was sitting next to him drinking tea in the thermos, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Yu Luosheng felt that he had experienced a battle, and his inner ideological struggle could be filmed as a battle between Sun Wukong and Liu'er Mihou in Journey to the West. He thought that everyone was as uneasy as himself, but obviously he had also ignored a special race.

"You are in good condition." Qian Meng didn't answer, but just glanced at Yu Luosheng's eyes.

"You can tell this?" Yu Luosheng was very surprised.

Could it be that what the truth and fantasy novels say that after eliminating the inner demon, the whole person will be reborn and feel magical and refreshed, and it is like being reborn, emitting a very high-level Buddha light?

"I studied psychology in Fudan." Qian Meng replied lightly.

"..." The expression on Yu Luosheng's face suddenly became richer.

No wonder, no wonder many times I always feel that this woman's light eyes are hidden in her eyes that can see through her inner thoughts at a glance. It turns out that this guy is an expert in this field...

I have heard of countless rumors about geniuses and supernatural powers before. This kind of thing is often out of reach, but who knows that there is one in front of me.

Having the highest e-sports art, professional abusers are like bronze abusers, proficient in computers, and invading French transportation systems is like playing. Damn, finally telling himself that he is majoring in psychology in college

Can you still be friends?

Why do such cheats come to people like them who have difficulty passing the exam?

"You have always known my condition?" Yu Luosheng asked in a low voice.

Some things are not worth mentioning, especially when you know you are really mentally ill.

"It can be guessed." Qian Meng raised her head and looked at Yu Luosheng.

Yu Luosheng could feel what Qian Meng wanted to say in her eyes: If you are sick, you have to be cured.

"Okay, doctor, am I serious?" Yu Luosheng only saw a psychologist in the UK once, but this situation did not appear after retirement, which can be considered self-treatment.

"It's normal, everyone will have it more or less, but during the Olympics period, your training intensity is really too high, especially if you... it's time to mediate." Qian Meng said.

"I know, after this game, I will give myself a vacation." Yu Luosheng nodded.

"Go a trip." Qianmeng said.

“We have flew a lot of countries.”

Qianmeng glared at Yu Luosheng.

This guy is just lazy and can really give him a guy who doesn't know how to spend millions.

While the two were whispering in a low voice, Lin Dong, who was beside him, accidentally heard a few words.

At first Lin Dong thought that the two were discussing how to deal with Zeus and Qinglong, but Yu Luosheng said, "You can go to Sichuan, there are so many delicious foods." This made Lin Dong nervous and uneasy.

Damn, the game has not been finished yet, can you talk about some serious matters? People across the country are watching you and looking forward to your next performance, but you are discussing the honeymoon here. How big is this fucking heart?

Do you want to win? The opponents are Zeus and Qinglong, not the two funny guys Han Zongzhi and Poisonous Stool
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