"Anguo, just ask whatever you want." The old man sighed when he saw Huang Anguo want to speak several times, and he vaguely knew what Huang Anguo wanted to ask. It was the eternal pain in his heart. It was not that he didn't want to mention it on his own initiative, but that he really didn't have the courage to talk about this with his grandson. Do you want to tell his grandson that your parents were killed by others because of my reasons? The old man couldn't say it, and he couldn't stand the torture of his conscience, and he couldn't forgive him.

He even had no face to face his dead son and daughter-in-law. Time can dilute everything, and time can also take away sadness, but time cannot take away the pain in his heart. Just like the deeper and deeper wrinkles left by time on his face, the pain is becoming more and more indelible. It is a nightmare entangled in his heart, and it is a dream. The old man is old, has taken indifferent to power and valued family affection. How can he have the attitude to take the initiative to mention such a sad past to his grandson!

"Master...Master, I want to know why my parents died so early, how could I be separated from you?" Huang Anguo was a little excited. He saw the old man's expression, but he had to ask this question. If he didn't ask, he would feel unhappy and he could not open the knot in his heart. No matter what hidden information, he had the right to know his parents' affairs, which was his minimum right.

"Anguo, your parents died because of me." The old man stared at Huang Anguo and said heavily. The old man did not shed tears at this moment. His tears had dried up. After many years, when he thought of this incident, he burst into tears. Who could know that such an old man standing on the altar had so many such fragile moments. The tears she shed for his son and daughter-in-law had dried up. He would not shed tears again. What was left was just a bloody heart! He just tortured and convicted his conscience countless times!

The old man said it now. Facing the heavy burden that he had just reunited, he had been carrying for so many years. The old man was relieved, and he was also ready to face his grandson's reproach and accusations. At this moment, his only hope was that his grandson could understand him and forgive him. In that way, his heart would be enough!

The old man's eyes never left Huang Anguo. He was waiting for the shock of Huang Anguo and the subsequent questions in his imagination, but he was surprised! Huang Anguo's face was calmer than him. Was that the numbness after great joy and sorrow, or the indifference to the extreme sadness? Or was Huang Anguo already stunned by his answer?

Huang Anguo's question was only three short words. "Why?" His expression had already given the old man's answer. It was the shock after a moment of loss of consciousness. Although it did not slap the table, it was already revealed. Even though Huang Anguo didn't have much feelings for his parents, even though he was calm, he could not accept it when he heard such words. Before he asked this question, he thought of various possible death from illness, accidents, natural disasters and man-made disasters..., but he did not expect that this possibility was that his parents died because of his grandfather? Why is this?

Facing Huang Anguo's eyes that were eager to know the truth, the old man's thoughts seemed to have returned to more than twenty years ago, to the year when he could call the turning point of his life. Back to the year when he was also the most sad year for him. In that year, he experienced the grief of the sacrifice of his comrades around him. In that year, he experienced the greatest sorrow of life. The white-haired man sent the black-haired man. When he saw the body of his son and daughter-in-law with his own eyes, he felt the sky was spinning. The whole sky seemed to collapse at that moment, and there was darkness in front of his eyes...

"Twenty-six years ago, I was just a director of the Provincial Public Security Department in Province Z. That year, a major smuggling case occurred. At that time, no one realized the seriousness of the case. The case was just in the process of just being revealed. Everyone thought it was just an ordinary smuggling case. At that time, I did not pay enough attention to it, but just set up an ordinary investigation team. However, as the case was investigated, I realized the seriousness of the problem from the investigation obtained. I immediately expanded the investigation team again and took charge of myself... I found out that I still had it.

It is to take the case simple, and at that time the case had received high attention from the provincial party committee and the central government. The central government even sent the Central Political and Legal Affairs Commission, and two deputy secretaries of the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection came to take charge. The investigation team also expanded again and again. Some elites were drawn from all provinces and central ministries and commissions. The investigation team of thousands of people was just to investigate this case. Because I was responsible for the early stage of the case, no one was more familiar with this case than me. Therefore, I was still the leader of the investigation team at that time, and directly responsible to the two leaders of the Central Political and Legal Affairs Commission and the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection. However, even if the central government invested, it was like

With such a large amount of manpower and material resources, two ministerial-level cadres were sent to take charge of themselves. The investigation of the case was still difficult. In the later stage of the investigation, the vicious criminal was desperate and hired a killer to kidnap your parents and you, who was only 2 years old. He wanted me to compromise and stop the investigation. The situation at that time could not allow me to compromise. The huge state machine was already running, and I could not stop it alone. Besides, I would not compromise in that situation. In order to investigate this case, the investigation team sacrificed several investigators one after another, including my deputy, Wei Jian was the deputy director of the Public Security Department of Z Province at that time. Moreover, I would not compromise. In order to investigate this case, the investigation team sacrificed several investigators one after another. Even my deputy, Wei Jian was the deputy director of the Public Security Department of Z Province at that time.

All of them have sacrificed heroically. Can you compromise in that situation? I can't lose my principles for my own selfishness. So, at that time, I bet on your parents and your life with the criminals. I bet on the criminals. The criminals dare not really attack your parents. They are in a desperate situation. There is no need to add one more crime to themselves. But unexpectedly, in the end, I lost the bet. This loss is two lives, and you have no news at this point." The old man's voice choked, and his trembling lips could no longer make a complete voice, "I can't forgive myself in this life." At this moment, the old man cried loudly!

"Grandpa!" The man didn't cry easily, just because he had not reached the sad place. Huang Anguo was already crying at this moment. His emotions had turned into these two short words. This was the catharsis of all his feelings today. At this moment, there was no words that could comfort the old man's fragile heart more than this grandpa.

"When I woke up, I found that there was no body of yours inside. I started to look for you all over the world, but I never found you. Everyone thought you must have been murdered. Everyone came to comfort me and let me mourn. But if I didn't see your body for a day, I would never believe that you were dead. I didn't expect that God would really open my eyes. After so many years, I would have asked me to find you again in my lifetime." The old man said choked.

"Okay, grandpa, we won't talk about this today. Today is a great day for our grandfather and grandson to reunite. We should be happy. What are the sad things to do?" Huang Anguo suddenly smiled happily. His transformation came suddenly because he didn't want to see the old man so sad anymore. He suddenly hated himself why he asked this question, which made the old man recall the sad past. The old man was over 70 years old and suddenly experienced such great sorrow and joy today. I don't know if his body can bear it. The hard-won family affection, the old man saw more than life, and he also cherished it. The old man had not enjoyed the filial piety of his younger generation. What he wanted to do at this moment was to let the old man enjoy his old age well in the future.

"An Guo, you said, do you hate me? Do you hate my decision back then?" The old man seemed to be very persistent. His eyes were fixed on Huang Anguo, for fear that Huang Anguo would say insincere words to make him happy. He only wanted to hear Huang Anguo's true words.

"Grandpa. There is nothing right or wrong in your decision back then. From the responsibilities you are in, you are doing the right thing, but if you are from the perspective of your relatives, your decision is unacceptable. I am not a noble and great person, but I want to say that I can still understand your decision at that time. I think the same is true for parents in the nine springs. They will not blame you, so don't blame yourself anymore. The dead are no longer there. Shouldn't the living be alive and live happily? Mom and Dad must not want to see you still sad for what happened more than 20 years ago. They will only want you to live happily every day!" Huang Anguo looked at the old man and said with a clear conscience. Every word was from the heart, not to let the old man get temporary comfort. At that time, if his grandfather compromised, he could stop the case.

Will the investigation continue to investigate? The answer is impossible. As my grandfather said, once the huge state machine is running, it will no longer be controlled by an individual. If my grandfather compromised and no longer investigated the case, the case would still continue to be investigated. In that case, without Director Huang, there would still be Director Li, Director Qian, Director Zhao and others to continue to investigate. Moreover, when his grandfather experienced the grief of his comrades' sacrifice, what is his face to do for his own selfishness? Huang Anguo is not a saint. If time goes back and let him go back twenty-six years ago, he might not be able to understand the decisions made by his grandfather. But now twenty years later, he heard about this matter related to the death of his parents, but it made him less impulse and more understanding. He could understand his grandfather's so-called gambling at that time!
Chapter completed!