Chapter 96 The Girl's Mind
The teaching area is opposite the main gate of North Central University for Nationalities. Due to the evening party, all courses tonight have been cancelled, so it seems particularly quiet near the main gate of the school tonight.
Watching the car carrying Han Xiaoxi and his family disappear from his sight, Chen Chufan turned around and walked into the quiet campus. The promise he had been thinking about for a long time had been fulfilled, and the elf-like girl was not by his side. The boy suddenly felt a lot of loss, and after the loss, there was emptiness.
The empty statement or literary statement is a bit more accurate, using boredom to describe the young man's mood at this time should be more accurate.
The TOEFL exam that was about to take was just a formality at this time, and then it was just waiting, waiting for the club to complete all the procedures and waiting for the admission notice of a foreign school to arrive. It was boring.
The boy even felt that having an overly strong brain was not a good thing. Because it was really boring to make everything simple, but without the process of struggle.
This kind of thinking is a bit like being in a blessing without knowing it, and it is very cheap and deserves a beating. The boy himself thinks so.
"Or my essence is a bitch like Yang Tao, but I was not as obvious and thorough as he used to be!" The boy defined his thoughts in his heart.
He was thinking a lot, but his steps did not stop and walked to the shore of Nanhu Lake. It seemed that every time he was in a bad mood, or in a good mood, he would involuntarily come here.
Therefore, Nanhu should be regarded as a carrier, which carries countless joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys in the life of a young man.
In fact, Chen Chufan thought he was not a sensitive person, and he did not have so much sorrow that hurts spring and autumn. All joy or sorrow must be caused by the brilliant sunset, he would not be moved by the spectacular sunset at sunrise, nor would he cry because of the tragic situation of the protagonist in a tragic drama. These are all very boring emotions in his opinion.
So from this point of view, Chen Chufan is actually a very boring person.
But today seems a little different. Perhaps it is because the wind is too light or too strong today, the moon is too bright or too dark, and the frog croaking by the South Lake is too small or too loud. In short, the boy is not normal today, he is very melancholy, not the kind of melancholy that he forced to say sorrow in writing new poems, but real melancholy.
The melancholy and handsome boy strolled on the path by the South Lake and then met an equally melancholy beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this was not the beginning of a romantic encounter, because the boy already had his own lover, and the girl was also an acquaintance, and her name was Ye Siying.
The girl leaned against a willow, not minding that the filth on the tree would stain her snow-white skirt. Her hair was casually dispersed and was flicked back and forth by the gentle evening breeze, but she seemed to have no idea. She just stared blankly into the distance, not knowing what she was thinking.
Chen Chufan knew that the girl was not looking at the scenery, because it was pitch black in the distance, and with his perverted eyesight, he couldn't see anything clearly.
"What are you thinking?" Chen Chufan walked to the girl and asked.
Unexpectedly surprised, the girl turned her head calmly and looked at him, then continued to look into the distance. "I was thinking about what I would feel like if I had never met you!" The girl's voice was very faint, so faint that the young man doubted whether the girl had spoken.
"It's meaningless!" Chen Chufan followed the girl's appearance and leaned against an adjacent willow tree before whispering softly.
"What's meaningless?" the girl asked without looking back.
"Your assumptions are meaningless! Because the premise of your assumptions does not exist. The question of whether we meet or not is not a scientific argument. It requires bold reasoning with assumptions, but just a fact that happened." The boy explained in an indifferent tone. "You are not Madame Curie, nor am I Einstein. We cannot discover the existence of radium or create a great theory of relativity through these hypotheses and associations, so you can only accept that this fact I have appeared."
"You are boring. Assume that association is an essential human emotion." The girl retorted with emotion in her tonight for the first time.
Chen Chufan smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, I also know that there is an advertising slogan that humans lose their associations and what will happen to the world. Actually, I really want to tell them that even if you close your door and close your business and humans lose their associations, the earth will turn, and the sun will rise from the east and set in the west. Humans will still eat when they should eat, drink when they should drink, and use three meals a day to complete the necessary new city metabolism. But I think they are not interested in listening to my complaints, just like Xiaoxi is ordered to go home now, and he can't hear me complaints."
The girl remained silent, wondering if she had accepted the boy's explanation from the bottom of her heart. After a moment, the girl suddenly said quietly: "Do you still remember? We met on the first day, and I asked you to be friends, and then told you that we can only be friends."
"Well, I still remember you were wearing a white shirt and blue pants that day."
“It was at this location that day.”
"Oh!" the boy responded, and then he was silent for a long time.
"I regret it a little!" It was the girl who broke the silence, but the content of the words surprised the boy, and he didn't even know how to answer the conversation.
The girl seemed to have no intention of letting the boy answer the conversation, and continued to say to herself: "I know there is no regret medicine in this world, and I don't want to destroy Xiaoxi's happiness. But I have a small request, can you satisfy me?"
"Oh? What are the requirements?" Chen Chufan couldn't describe his inner thoughts at this time. He was excited, proud, excited, expectant, guilty, timid, and timid. In short, it was so complicated that his mind was stirred up like a paste.
"Be my boyfriend for one night! Just one night."
"Uh? Do you need to sacrifice yourself? Actually, I am still a virgin!" This answer is obviously very cheap, full of Yang Tao's style.
"you........"
"Okay, I'm just kidding to calm down my nervousness." The boy said seriously.
“Very nervous?”
"Yes!" the boy nodded.
"That's what you agree?"
"kindness!"
"Okay, then start by chasing me!" The girl said playfully, her face that had been quiet was actually a little smile. Her eyes were also withdrawn from afar and fell on the boy who was a little overwhelmed.
"How do you chase after me?" The boy scratched his head, a little confused.
The girl glared at him and said angrily: "I think I'll teach you how to chase me?"
"Do you have a boyfriend?" the boy said, gritting his teeth.
"No!"
"Then you should be my girlfriend!"
"Why?"
"Because I found that I like you a little!"
"Then your liking is really cheap!"
"If you think it's cheap for a boy's first love, I guess it's hard for you to find true love in your life." This sentence is really shameless, so shameless that the girl next to you can't stand up straight.
"First love?" The girl who finally held back her smile asked loudly.
"Yang Tao said, he said that no matter what a man can always be described as the first time." The boy touched his head and explained seriously.
"Then he is really shameless!"
"Who said no!" The young man slandered his friend without feeling ashamed at all.
"The same is true for you, even more than that!" The girl's next sentence made the boy feel ashamed.
"Forehead?"
"But I like it, so I promise you. Classmate Chen!"
"The next time I finished speaking, this twist is too strong and my heart is not easy to bear!" The boy protested dissatisfiedly.
The girl was not talking, but walked to the boy and looked at him quietly.
The face with the extremely elegant eyebrows was less than ten centimeters away from Chen Chufan. Under the quiet moonlight, you could clearly see the girl's long eyelashes trembling slightly, and two clear tears quietly slid down her cheeks, which were so tender that they were not flawed.
Chen Chufan was a little nervous. He felt something was wrong. The jokey conversation just now was harmless. But he was really not prepared to really happen to the girl in front of him. Even at this moment, Xiaoxi's little face, who looked like a picture-like face, but liked to pretend to be fierce, was staring at him fiercely. He couldn't help but learn from the monk in his heart that yelled the Buddha's name, and then silently warned himself in his heart: "Young man, your mouth can move, but your heart can't move! Well, your hands can't move either."
The thoughts that were moving in my heart made Chen Chufan's voice tremble: "Girl, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Didn't you laugh so happily just now?"
"What are you calling me?" The girl's light and lovely voice came into Chen Chufan's ears.
The boy pretended to be relaxed and replied: "Of course it's a girl. Could it be that he still calls you a man? The image does not match!"
The girl was not answering the conversation, but just stared at Xiao Chen with clear eyes, which made Xiao Chen feel a little wet on her back.
"Why?" The girl's question was a bit nonsensical. But Chen Chufan understood what she meant.
After thinking about it, the boy said, "Why don't I tell you a joke."
"Yeah! Tell me!" The girl was very straightforward.
"By the way, a cadre in charge of family planning went to the countryside to promote eugenics and excellent parenting. He asked a simple old farmer why close relatives could not get married? The old farmer smiled and said simply that he was too familiar to start!"
The joke was finished, but the girl didn't laugh. Then, it was a mess.
"It's over. I forgot that the weather was too hot. I was afraid that the joke would be broken, so I kept throwing it from the freezer and didn't take it out. It was frozen and became a cold joke." The boy couldn't stand the silent atmosphere, and twisted his body awkwardly, and said nonsense.
"Hehe, hehe" the girl finally laughed out loud.
Chen Chufan finally breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't know that the girl was humming a sad song in her heart.
Because it's too much
So it seems fearless
The more you want the relationship
The more I dare not give
Chapter completed!