Chapter 1218 Spiritual Death(1/2)
At this moment, Lin Mo became a spectator just like Lao Gun before. The only difference between him and Lao Gun was that what Lao Gun was experiencing at this moment was what Lin Mo had experienced before.
Lin Mo survived the same torture and pain because he had top-notch mental power and because he had an enhanced bewitchment curse to carry out self-awareness hypnosis.
These are the keys to Lin Mo's ability to tide over the difficulties easily.
But Lao Gun didn't.
Lin Mo's strength lies in his mental shield, that is, his defensive power.
Lao Gun's strength lies in his opponent's attack power, which is the attack of the illusion of infinite despair.
So Lin Mo can handle it, but Lao Gun can't.
This is equivalent to sending a big-headed soldier to the village to invigorate the economy. If his expertise is not suitable, the results will be obvious.
Previously, Lao Gun evaluated himself and felt that he could resist hundreds of times. That was obviously because he overestimated his own ability. In fact, after more than a dozen times, Lao Gun could no longer bear it.
And this was not even one-third of what Lin Mo could bear.
Lin Mo tried to end the endless cycle of despair that Lao Gun experienced. He had already seen that Lao Gun was on his last legs. Lin Mo felt that it was time to chat with Lao Gun and get some useful information.
For example, Lao Gun must know a lot about things that Lao Liu and Lao Bangzi don't know.
But Lin Mo soon discovered that he could drag Lao Gun into this endless cycle of despair, and he could also escape from this wireless cycle himself, but there was no way he could bring Lao Gun out.
After all, this is not something he created.
Seeing that Lao Gun was not doing as well as he did every time, his mind was confused, and there were signs of collapse, Lin Mo thought for a while, and put his mental power into it during the next cycle.
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"Who am I?"
Lao Gun, no, he could also be Ye Chengxin, or the protagonist of other tragedies, because every tragic life is so real to him.
Unless you have extraordinary mental strength and self-hypnosis ability to stabilize your mind, you will simply not be able to withstand this kind of mental attack.
Anyway, Lao Gun is on the verge of collapse now.
The most terrifying thing is that after the extreme confusion, he has begun to forget who he is, because the past memories, including Lao Gun's memories, have begun to be a little blurry.
It's equivalent to the fact that every time he restarts reincarnation, he thinks that he is the protagonist of this tragic life experience.
Maybe his surname is Zhang, maybe he's surnamed Wang, or someone else.
This time, his name is Liu Sanbao.
No education, no diploma, no skills.
He earned money by working on construction sites to support his family. In his early years, his family arranged a blind date, married a woman, and gave birth to a child. He lived a pretty good life as a child.
The work at the construction site is very tiring, and the income is not high. It is hard money earned through hard work. When you are young, it is not much. As you get older, you will get sick.
If you are unlucky and get injured, it will be even more troublesome.
As the saying goes, if you often walk by the river, your shoes will not get wet.
Liu Sanbao accidentally fell from the second floor and fainted on the spot. He was sent to the hospital with a broken leg. The doctor said that even if he was cured, he would still be a lame.
It's hard to walk, let alone work.
The contractor came to visit a few times, gave me some fruit, and left 3,000 yuan and never came again.
For others, we have seen similar things happen a lot, and they are all handled in this way, basically giving them a few thousand dollars to get rid of the problem.
What?
Do you want compensation or a work-related injury appraisal?
That’s fine, don’t stop me, but who understands this and who is willing to bother with it?
Well, if you go to make trouble, people are not afraid of making trouble and will give you three melons and two dates if you die. But these three melons and two dates are not free, you have to sign an agreement.
Make it clear that you will not cause trouble over this matter in the future.
Liu Sanbao didn't want to bother. He thought that he had made some money over the years, and since he was almost fifty, the worst he could do was go back to his hometown and find a job as a gatekeeper. Although he would earn less, he would not lose his income.
But he forgot one thing.
If a person like him can make money, his family may be able to survive, but if he cannot make money, he may not even be considered a person.
After returning home, his wife regarded him as a burden and disliked him very much.
In order to survive, Liu Sanbao endured.
Even if there are cold words every day, he can bear it.
After all, the other party is his wife after all, and they have children.
But before his legs could recover, something happened at home again.
The child who is in the third grade of junior high school is sick.
Liu Sanbao was running around in a hurry, dragging his lame leg back and forth. Later, the doctor said that the child needed a blood transfusion, so Liu Sanbao naturally did not hesitate to donate blood to the child.
As a result, a problem emerged.
Bloody mismatch.
The doctor in the county asked him, are you a father and son?
This sentence confused Liu Sanbao.
He was anxious.
How could an honest man be so suspicious and say that his son was not his biological son? This was Lao Liu's disobedience, and he got angry on the spot.
But this became a thorn in the side.
Later, Liu Sanbao secretly did a paternity test, and the result was like a thunderbolt, which knocked the honest man out of breath.
The son is not his.
His son is actually not his biological son.
Liu Sanbao was furious at that time.
He went to his wife to question her, and she readily admitted that she was pregnant during the blind date and that she came to him just to find someone to take over.
"Who told you not to ask clearly and not see it? Besides, what did you lose? You got a son for nothing, you should be secretly happy."
When Liu Sanbao scolded the woman for being shameless, the woman immediately scolded him back, and the scolding was in a jumping kind of way. Not only did he scold him, he also hit him.
Liu Sanbao was lame and couldn't resist. He couldn't beat him, so forget it. The verbal battle was even more broken. In the end, he blushed and was half angry.
Useless.
This woman was crying, and she was crying while sitting on the floor, saying that it was not easy for her to raise a child by pooping and peeing at home alone.
Still haven't fallen behind.
"Isn't it just that your son is not your son? Isn't this important? If your son still calls you daddy, you are not at a disadvantage. In the future, he can still support you until you die. Liu Sanbao, you bastard bastard, what are you making a fuss about? You
Why are you making a fuss? Did I enjoy the blessings with you? I haven't enjoyed any blessings for a day, and in the end you treated me like this."
Then the woman started to talk about her difficulties.
Liu Sanbao felt like he was holding a breath in his chest, and he couldn't get up or get down.
It's terribly uncomfortable.
According to what this woman said, it seems that he hasn't taken care of it yet. Is he making trouble unreasonably and just messing around in a good life?
Things don't seem to be like this, even if it makes sense, it's not like this.
Finally, the woman said she wanted a divorce.
It should be an excuse, or in other words, the woman has long wanted to kick away Lao Liu, a half-disabled man.
I won't be able to make much money in the future, and I still have to take care of him, which is basically a burden.
Only then did Liu Sanbao discover a problem.
All the money he earned in the past years was given to this woman, and he lost nothing.
Money, no.
The child is not biological.
What has he been planning for most of his life?
At this moment, Liu Sanbao felt what it meant to be pain and despair. The person he considered closest to him personally crushed his hope.
Hope for life is gone.
The collapsed Liu Sanbao cried.
He didn't even cry when he fell from the second floor and broke his leg.
But in fact, this is just the beginning of Liu Sanbao's tragic life. If nothing unexpected happens, he will encounter even more miserable, desperate and painful things in the future.
Until this despair completely crushed him and crushed him.
But at this moment, Liu Sanbao felt someone grabbing his hand and passing something into his hand.
To be continued...