Chapter 135
If this person wasn't Chen Xue, who would it be?
Yingying would never have thought that Yan Ning would come from Nanyin to meet her. After all, the two of them had no intersection from the Northern Territory, so Yan Ning had no reason to come.
Yan Ning didn't expect that when Yingying saw him pronounced the names of Xueer and Chen Xue in a row, she remembered her chance encounter in the northwest black market that day. He even thought she had already wisely learned his true identity, so she admitted generously: "It's me."
It was so tiring to pretend to be different people, and Yan Ning didn't want to deceive Yingying anymore.
Yes, Chen Xue has always been Yan Ning, and Yan Ning has been Chen Xue.
Xueer, who came to pick up Yan Jihua's body with the Nanyin mission, was him, and Xueer, a simple and weak girl in the northwest, was also him. All of this was Yan Ning's disguise.
After being stabbed by Yingying with a sword, he was indeed dead, but he was different from ordinary people and he came back to life in the snow that night.
Yan Ning deserves to hate him. He hated Yingying for deceiving his feelings and played with him in applause. He refused to show any kindness when he died.
Before he died, he thought that if he had the chance to be reborn, he would definitely capture Yingying back to Nanyin and return Qin Rong's methods that Qin Rong had used to him to Yingying one by one, let her cry and ask her to beg for mercy, and she regretted choosing Qin Rong and gave up on him. However, all this resentment disappeared when he opened his eyes and woke up...
The world was covered with snow. He was buried in the snow and was wet all over. The transparent film on his cheeks fell off, revealing a clean and flawless face.
Yingying didn't care about him, saying that she refused to forgive her, but after he died, she dragged him into a clean snow field and wiped away the blood on his face, leaving him with some dignity when he died.
When he sat up from the snow, only a thin layer of snow melted. Yan Ning touched some soft sound when he looked at his fingertips. He lowered his eyes and found that it was a wild flower that had been carefully sorted out and quietly inserted it beside him.
【Don’t be so bad anymore, be a good person in the next life.】
It seemed as if she could hear Yingying talking to herself in her ears. The little girl squatted beside him without any joy or anger, holding the snow and burying him little by little. She looked at him quietly for a while, before leaving, she inserted wild flowers in front of his "grave" and stuffed the clean silver ring into his arms.
No matter who Xue'er is, since Yingying gave him the ring, it was his thing, she would not take it back.
Thinking of this, Yan Ning felt soft in his heart. Although Yingying killed him once, he was destined to be unable to avenge Yingying and just wanted to keep people by his side.
Yingying was still shocked, especially after hearing the man in black admit it generously, she was so shocked that she couldn't speak.
Now I don’t care how this man is resurrected. Yingying’s first sight when she saw him was not a surprise or a pleasure, but a step back and shouted loudly: “Xiao Dai Youyang! Send someone to Huting to catch the assassin!”
The smile on Yan Ning's face stopped. A short distance away, he clearly saw the fear in Yingying's eyes. These were two completely different scenes from the meeting he imagined.
When he was Xueer, he followed Yingying. Mingming, Mingming had seen Yingying surprises several times and rushed into Qin Rong's arms, softly expressing her longing, and her dependence and tenderness...
Why did he completely change his appearance when facing him?
"Stop calling." Yan Ning reminded quietly.
He stepped forward and wanted to get close to Yingying, but Yingying took several steps back vigilantly, and was frightened like a cat with hair blown.
It was not until this moment that Yan Ning realized how self-righteous he was. Before coming, he deliberately disguised himself on the face. He wanted to meet the girl he liked with the most real identity, but almost forgot how much harm his identity as Chen Xue had caused to her.
She didn't want to see him at all.
This answer hurt Yan Ning somewhat.
Yingying didn't know his thoughts, and exclaimed that she could not make any waves. There were guards around her, Xiaodai Youyang and the others were waiting not far from the lake pavilion. What was strange was that they seemed to be unable to hear Yingying's call for help.
"Shh--"
"Stop shouting." Yan Ning really couldn't stand Yingying's guarded appearance.
Compared to her at this moment, he liked Yingying who smiled and was close to him and cared about him. He blocked Yingying's way out in a few steps. He grabbed Yingying's wrist and explained: "Even they can't hear it."
Just like he broke into the East Palace for the first time and took Yingying away from the palace for the second time, and helped Queen Gu leave the palace for the second time. The same method was used again and again. Every time he appeared, it was silent and too smooth, and it would not disturb anyone.
Yingying didn't understand these things. When Yan Ning grabbed her, she attacked her with her backhand and almost hit Yan Ning in front of her.
...Maybe, he was too hasty.
Yan Ning began to regret his confession just now. He grabbed Yingying's hand and made a little stronger, and he paused to make a remark to himself. "Yingying, I'm sorry I lied to you just now."
"Don't be afraid, I'm not Chen Xue."
He is not Chen Xue, but just the gentle and kind proton Yan Ning in Yingying's memory.
Yan Ning didn't know that Yingying had already known the secret between him and Yan Jihua. When Yingying raised her hand to lift his veil, he stood honestly without dodging or avoiding, curling her lips slightly to make herself look softer.
"Yan Ning?" Yingying was still in shock.
When she was sure that the face in front of her belonged to Yan Ning, she still asked with caution: "Then why did you just say you were Chen Xue?"
Yan Ning had already made up a reason for himself. He said that he just wanted to tease Yingying but he didn't expect Yingying to be so scared. He also said that Yan Ning was his subordinate. He had no idea about his every move before, and he didn't know what he did until someone died.
"Yingying, I came here to apologize to you this time." Once the lies are expressed, tens of millions of lies are needed to continue to be sewn.
Yan Ning knew very well that if he wanted to get close to Yingying, he had to cover Chen Xue's identity. At the same time, he poured all the dirty water on his body on Chen Xue and picked himself spotlessly.
If it were before, Yingying might have believed him, but now she is very clear about the difference between "Yanning" and "Yanning", so she is wary of every word he says and does not trust him.
"Are you really Yan Ning?" The situation is unclear, so even if Yingying doubts Yan Ning in front of her, she looks like trust.
After experiencing the northwest incident, Yan Ning no longer regarded Yingying as an ignorant and stupid silly girl. With a gentle smile on his face, he deepened Yingying's trust in him from little things, and deliberately mentioned the past: "Are the two kittens I gave you still here?"
Yingying covered up her true emotions and made a memory expression and said softly: "Hey, I promised you to raise them well."
Now Xiaobao and Abei are walking sideways in the palace and no one dares to bully him. Yingying has indeed fulfilled her promise to "Yan Ning", but unfortunately the "Yan Ning" is no longer there.
The scenery of the lake pavilion is wonderful, surrounded by water on three sides, and Yingying and Yanning sit facing each other at the stone table.
In order not to let Yan Ning see the abnormality, Yingying relaxed herself as much as possible. She couldn't understand Yan Ning's intention at this time, and was worried whether he was Chen Xue. Under great psychological pressure, she couldn't help but pull the handkerchief in her hand.
"What's wrong with you?" Yan Ning asked suddenly.
Yingying looked at Yan Ning with a tight body, and found that his eyes were drooping at the handkerchief in her hand, and the blood on it was discovered with sharp eyes.
He raised his arm and pulled out the blood parcel from Yingying's hand without any refusal. Yingying explained perfunctorily: "I'm fine, but I've just been depressed recently and I feel uncomfortable. The imperial doctor said that it would be fine if I spit out the blood."
Without the cover of the veil, Yan Ning stared at the blood on the veil and looked cold. Combined with the information sent by the spies, he quickly believed Yingying's words and sneered and said, "Is this what Qin Rong calls good to you?"
The reason why Yan Ning came to find Yingying was that she learned that Yingying had not been doing well recently.
He didn't know the specific situation, but only knew that Qin Rong had imprisoned Yingying in the Golden Palace recently and refused to allow her to go out. It was thought that it was influenced by those court officials.
Isn’t this what happened to my previous life?
Like Yingying and Qin Rong, Yan Ning also has memories of his previous life. When he disguised himself as Yan Jihua and went to the Northern Region, he knew that there was an indescribable queen in this palace, who looked like a demon and a bloodthirsty person, and was imprisoned in the Golden Palace by the new emperor and no one was allowed to see him.
Yan Ning couldn't understand why the seemingly gentle and elegant new emperor of the Northern Region married a demon queen. It was not until he saw the legendary queen with his own eyes that he realized who was the real terrifying person to be imprisoned.
"Qinrong is a pervert." Yan Ning murmured softly, not letting Yingying hear what she said.
Apart from a world, Yan Ning could still clearly remember when he first met Yingying, he was dressed in plain clothes and was harmless. When she followed the group of palace maids into Fengya Water Pavilion, he noticed her.
What a timid girl.
When he was holding him hostage, his hands were trembling, looking for safety, and he kept leaning against him. When he spoke to Qinrong, he was almost scared to tears. Is this the so-called Northern Territory Queen?
As Qin Rong's opponent, Yan Ning naturally knew how cruel Qin Rong's methods were. He could imagine how Qin Rong pulled out all the thorns on Yingying's body. Now, seeing that history is about to repeat, Yan Ning grabbed Yingying's hand and slowed down his voice: "...Would you like to go to Nanyin with me?"
Yingying was stunned, and even the unstable system in her body let out a sound, happily reminding Yingying: [Host, the opportunity you want is here~]
They were worried that there was no suitable reason to come to Yan Ning, and God helped them to give them the opportunity in vain. But this opportunity came too easily and bluntly, which made Yingying feel puzzled. For a moment, she didn't know how to answer, so she could only stare at Yan Ning without saying a word.
Yan Ning knew that his words were too abrupt, so he explained step by step: "When I was a proton in the Northern Territory, you were the only one who was kind to me. I kept saying something but didn't dare to tell you... Yingying, I like you."
All the previous ones are fake, only the last sentence is true.
Yan Ning likes Yingying, so much that whenever she thinks of her, her heart is warm, just like bathing in the sun, making him no longer a lonely person in this world.
He has always been good at acting, and with true love, Yingying looked at his serious face and couldn't tell the truth about his words for a moment.
...Zhen Yanning likes her??
Yingying was shocked when she heard Yan Ning's confession. She wanted to show off her spirit. She wanted to share this with Qin Rong. After all, rationally speaking, she didn't have much friendship with Zhen Yan Ning. Yingying felt that Yan Jihua liked her more convincing than Yan Ning liked her.
unless--
Yingying was not distracted by Yan Ning, and she kept remembering the words Yan Ning had initially admitted that she was Chen Xue. If she had not felt it wrong, Chen Xue's attitude towards her before her death had obviously changed. Therefore, if Yan Ning was Chen Xue, he had some reason for his confession.
It's just not right.
Then Yingying thought again, if Ruoyanning was really Chen Xue, if she killed him once, he should hate her even more.
The system felt that it shouldn't be interrupting at this time, but it still said, [Maybe... Yan Ning wanted to trick you into Nanyin to torture him.]
Yingying's spine became cold when she heard this, and she took her hand back without thinking.
Yan Ning only felt the palm of his hand empty, and a faint sense of loss surged. He sighed and lowered his eyelashes, "I don't have much time left."
He couldn't just say that he could break through the Northern Region Palace. He could only meet Yingying in a limited time. When he got up, Yan Ning was wearing black clothes and was blown by the autumn wind. He heard Yingying's soft voice and asked: "Are you leaving?"
Yingying just asked purely, staring at him with bright eyes just to find his flaws, but Yan Ning heard a little reluctant in Yingying's tone.
Suddenly he wanted to kiss Yingying, but in fact he did the same. However, when he leaned closer, Yingying shrank and leaned back and resisted him very much. So Yan Ning gave up and stopped at a safe distance, covered her hand in Yingying's ear and said softly: "I really like you."
"The reason why I risked my life to you is because I am worried that you will not live well here."
"Yingying." Yan Ning didn't know that Yingying had memories of her previous life. He kindly reminded her: "Qinrong is not your good match, and the so-called gentle and good temper is just his disguise. If you insist on following him, you will eventually harm yourself."
All he should say at this point is that although Yan Ning likes Yingying, he is still the cruel and ruthless Chen Xue. Yingying listens to his words best. If he doesn't listen, he doesn't mind Yingying being tortured by Qin Rong to become a pitiful little person in her previous life, and is timidly waiting for him to save her.
"Is the jade pendant I gave you still here?"
Yan Ning couldn't help but pull the two closer together. The way he wanted to kiss or not made Yingying tight and frightened, so he could only nod his head obediently. Yan Ning smiled with satisfaction and said, "If you regret it, you can come to Nanyin to find me at any time."
He also had spies installed in the Northern Region Palace.
Yingying was no longer silent. This time she hesitated and nodded. Before Yan Ning left, she called someone to ask an irrelevant topic: "Can you tell me, how did you enter and exit the Northern Region Palace freely?"
The guards in the palace are extremely strict. Whether it is Chen Xue or Yan Ning, no matter how good their martial arts are, they cannot disturb the secret guards in the palace.
Yan Ning stepped onto the guardrail of the Huting Pavilion with one foot, followed closely with the other foot, and stood arrogantly above the Huting Pavilion with black clothes. He turned his head and curled up the corner of his lips at Yingying. He blinked his beautiful eyes twice, and said inexplicably: "You should know."
"Only the two of us in this world have this ability."
When Yingying watched him leave and was unable to sit back on the chair, the system in her body was gradually returning to stability.
【Host.】
A strong wind suddenly blew from the lake pavilion. Xiaodai, who was unaware of it, entered the lake pavilion with her clothes and draped it intimately on Yingying.
Yingying turned her head and looked at the disappeared figure in the distance, and heard the system tell her clearly word by word: [I have made corresponding adjustments based on the truth you found. After successfully distinguishing the true or false Yan Ning, I can tell you very surely—]
【Yan Ning is affected by the fertilized soul fragments and also has a systematic existence in his body.】
Chapter completed!